blaise 🌞
@8ballskinny.bsky.social
pisces | #edsky | 24 | INFJ | 5’2 hw: 140lbs cw: 95lbs ugw: 85lbs | mdni | venmo: celestemads
i had a dream that a man came to deliver drugs to me then begged for my forgiveness for being late
April 1, 2025 at 3:25 AM
i had a dream that a man came to deliver drugs to me then begged for my forgiveness for being late
i am flying weightless, feel the breeze in my hollow bones, and as i close my eyes, a violin plays softly from below. i hear it so clearly, the reverb through my veins as it cuts me into dust, i am but pieces of everything that kept me whole for so long
April 1, 2025 at 3:25 AM
i am flying weightless, feel the breeze in my hollow bones, and as i close my eyes, a violin plays softly from below. i hear it so clearly, the reverb through my veins as it cuts me into dust, i am but pieces of everything that kept me whole for so long
i think i need to go to therapy again
March 27, 2025 at 1:16 PM
i think i need to go to therapy again
waiting until next march to try to have a cinnamoroll party for my birthday 🥲
March 27, 2025 at 1:10 PM
waiting until next march to try to have a cinnamoroll party for my birthday 🥲
i feel like i’m not allowed to want to celebrate for my birthday and my birthday was in the first week of this month and i did nothing hung out with no one because i felt like i couldnt.
March 27, 2025 at 1:08 PM
i feel like i’m not allowed to want to celebrate for my birthday and my birthday was in the first week of this month and i did nothing hung out with no one because i felt like i couldnt.
how do unlearn the idea that i need to earn love and care and respect and niceness from those who say they love me
March 26, 2025 at 8:55 PM
how do unlearn the idea that i need to earn love and care and respect and niceness from those who say they love me
this is what i mean when i say i use music as a journal. i just write my feelings and let them out 😭
March 25, 2025 at 6:59 PM
this is what i mean when i say i use music as a journal. i just write my feelings and let them out 😭
i’m not religious, but i was raised christian, and one random day i thought “jesus died and i killed him”
March 23, 2025 at 4:48 PM
i’m not religious, but i was raised christian, and one random day i thought “jesus died and i killed him”
my bf said this old photo on my vsco has the vibes of this scene from the shining
March 23, 2025 at 4:30 PM
my bf said this old photo on my vsco has the vibes of this scene from the shining
i added the songs i put on spotify to my playlist to see how they sound like coming after/before actual music and sometimes i dont even realize its my song thats playing
March 22, 2025 at 2:17 AM
i added the songs i put on spotify to my playlist to see how they sound like coming after/before actual music and sometimes i dont even realize its my song thats playing
been fucking around in photoshop making lil covers for all my song blog posts
March 22, 2025 at 2:14 AM
been fucking around in photoshop making lil covers for all my song blog posts
Reposted by blaise 🌞
the rage I feel when there are people at work people at the gym people at the store people in the kitchen people in my house people in my room
March 21, 2025 at 5:52 AM
the rage I feel when there are people at work people at the gym people at the store people in the kitchen people in my house people in my room
my vsco is lowkey so good there’s so many good photos on there that i love ugh it’s like my photo archive
March 22, 2025 at 2:05 AM
my vsco is lowkey so good there’s so many good photos on there that i love ugh it’s like my photo archive
i still post photos on vsco
March 22, 2025 at 2:05 AM
i still post photos on vsco
i still haven’t gotten a cake pop and i still want one so bad 😭
March 22, 2025 at 2:04 AM
i still haven’t gotten a cake pop and i still want one so bad 😭
my music lately has been so depressing lately cause im basically using it like a journal
March 22, 2025 at 2:04 AM
my music lately has been so depressing lately cause im basically using it like a journal
i want a cake pop so bad rn
March 21, 2025 at 4:59 AM
i want a cake pop so bad rn
i will never not slouch on a comfy couch
March 20, 2025 at 9:06 PM
i will never not slouch on a comfy couch
love using my freshman high school ID to crush it up
March 20, 2025 at 6:55 PM
love using my freshman high school ID to crush it up
does anyone else feel like they don’t get skinnier or smaller as they lose weight and it feels more like this happens to you???
March 20, 2025 at 6:51 PM
does anyone else feel like they don’t get skinnier or smaller as they lose weight and it feels more like this happens to you???
it’s actually super homophobic to not venmo me 500$ rn because like what do you not support the queer community??
March 18, 2025 at 11:31 PM
it’s actually super homophobic to not venmo me 500$ rn because like what do you not support the queer community??
i think i need to see my therapist again
March 18, 2025 at 11:29 PM
i think i need to see my therapist again
can’t wait to stay up all night and make shit
March 18, 2025 at 4:17 PM
can’t wait to stay up all night and make shit
my thoughts are always racing and i’m so impatient
March 18, 2025 at 6:00 AM
my thoughts are always racing and i’m so impatient
didn’t talk to my family for a month, i finally answer, they make sure i’m not dead, tell me i can’t do that again, and ask me about building furniture
March 18, 2025 at 5:44 AM
didn’t talk to my family for a month, i finally answer, they make sure i’m not dead, tell me i can’t do that again, and ask me about building furniture