💛AshleysGhoste💜
@ashleysghost.bsky.social
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https://ko-fi.com/mallorysuicide
My gallery
https://deviantart.com/ashmallo
I'm also on substack.com/@ashmallory
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Requests open, feel free to tip if u enjoy what I've made:
https://ko-fi.com/mallorysuicide
My gallery
https://deviantart.com/ashmallo
I'm also on substack.com/@ashmallory
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It sucks when you're so sad you can't even draw, when it gets so debilitating you can't do something you loved. And you're sitting there in a swirling nightmare that breaks you down.
October 5, 2026 at 6:27 AM
It sucks when you're so sad you can't even draw, when it gets so debilitating you can't do something you loved. And you're sitting there in a swirling nightmare that breaks you down.
Reposted by 💛AshleysGhoste💜
Reposted by 💛AshleysGhoste💜
Suddenly bluesky has a TON of two-post accounts of girls who are single in your area, this malfoid bullshit, and my request inbox is utterly loaded with spammers.
Right after chump has been trying to be all buddy buddy with the two dictators who have a historical love of bot farms.
Right after chump has been trying to be all buddy buddy with the two dictators who have a historical love of bot farms.
October 4, 2026 at 11:34 AM
Suddenly bluesky has a TON of two-post accounts of girls who are single in your area, this malfoid bullshit, and my request inbox is utterly loaded with spammers.
Right after chump has been trying to be all buddy buddy with the two dictators who have a historical love of bot farms.
Right after chump has been trying to be all buddy buddy with the two dictators who have a historical love of bot farms.
I don't think I can do this a second time. But i also didn't think I'd ever be so deeply in love.
My biggest fears try to consume me. But little does my own mind realize I am more than just a shambling shell. This mind of mine is just a library, the anxiety and depression sections are fiction- and everything else is based on true stories.
October 4, 2026 at 5:20 AM
I don't think I can do this a second time. But i also didn't think I'd ever be so deeply in love.
Sometimes, it feels too sacred to share, its a bridge to your heart, and you're worried some asshole will invade it.
And then, you push through it, and you realize it's better to share what is beautiful to you than to hide it. Stars shine no matter who sees.
#yerple #love #sadday
And then, you push through it, and you realize it's better to share what is beautiful to you than to hide it. Stars shine no matter who sees.
#yerple #love #sadday
October 4, 2026 at 5:15 AM
My drafts are full of scathing rants that I don't dare post because I have a feeling people will be coming for my ass in the comments.
The real question isn't "when will I post this?" But "when will I stop being afraid?"
The real question isn't "when will I post this?" But "when will I stop being afraid?"
October 3, 2026 at 5:36 AM
My drafts are full of scathing rants that I don't dare post because I have a feeling people will be coming for my ass in the comments.
The real question isn't "when will I post this?" But "when will I stop being afraid?"
The real question isn't "when will I post this?" But "when will I stop being afraid?"
I know drawing won't fix anything. But I'd rather be doing that, than sitting here, spiraling in negativity and sadness.
Might as well, anyone got requests? It might help. They won't be masterpieces, but the creative wings need to spread a little.
Might as well, anyone got requests? It might help. They won't be masterpieces, but the creative wings need to spread a little.
October 3, 2026 at 3:51 AM
I know drawing won't fix anything. But I'd rather be doing that, than sitting here, spiraling in negativity and sadness.
Might as well, anyone got requests? It might help. They won't be masterpieces, but the creative wings need to spread a little.
Might as well, anyone got requests? It might help. They won't be masterpieces, but the creative wings need to spread a little.
I need to get back to drawing, at least. Everything else is everything else, if I lose the skill that once kept me going when I lost everything, then this time, I'm just not gonna make it.
October 2, 2026 at 4:02 PM
I need to get back to drawing, at least. Everything else is everything else, if I lose the skill that once kept me going when I lost everything, then this time, I'm just not gonna make it.
Reposted by 💛AshleysGhoste💜
Chiitan loves transgender people 🏳️🌈🏳️⚧️
Even a plain statement like this now brings slander and insults,
but I think a society where people can live happily as themselves matters more than silence,
so I will keep saying it until the account is gone.
love everyone🤍
Even a plain statement like this now brings slander and insults,
but I think a society where people can live happily as themselves matters more than silence,
so I will keep saying it until the account is gone.
love everyone🤍
October 2, 2026 at 1:27 PM
Chiitan loves transgender people 🏳️🌈🏳️⚧️
Even a plain statement like this now brings slander and insults,
but I think a society where people can live happily as themselves matters more than silence,
so I will keep saying it until the account is gone.
love everyone🤍
Even a plain statement like this now brings slander and insults,
but I think a society where people can live happily as themselves matters more than silence,
so I will keep saying it until the account is gone.
love everyone🤍
Reposted by 💛AshleysGhoste💜
Reposted by 💛AshleysGhoste💜
Taking a hot bath and keeping my tattoo out of the water feels like a mix of self care and self harm.
October 2, 2026 at 3:15 AM
Taking a hot bath and keeping my tattoo out of the water feels like a mix of self care and self harm.
Reposted by 💛AshleysGhoste💜
October 1, 2026 at 1:56 PM
I fought the urge to take ALL the garlic bread before I left, and now I'm sitting here... wishing for more garlic bread.
October 1, 2026 at 4:48 AM
I fought the urge to take ALL the garlic bread before I left, and now I'm sitting here... wishing for more garlic bread.
Well, at least I'm not doing THIS badly in life :)
September 30, 2026 at 3:42 PM
Well, at least I'm not doing THIS badly in life :)
I just gotta survive til this time tomorrow.
September 29, 2026 at 5:42 PM
I just gotta survive til this time tomorrow.
Tragedy, sorrow, overwhelm, unimaginable loss, worst fears coming true are happening all around me and to the ones i love the most. I will put on my makeup, i will play, I will learn, I will raise my pencil and create something resembling art no matter what.
September 29, 2026 at 7:39 AM
Tragedy, sorrow, overwhelm, unimaginable loss, worst fears coming true are happening all around me and to the ones i love the most. I will put on my makeup, i will play, I will learn, I will raise my pencil and create something resembling art no matter what.
When you draw fanart for Grim Salvo, you just gotta do all the other artists they collab with, too.
This is taking a while to finish all these drawings. It'll be worth the wait, tho, and I'll take any excuse to listen to all the music.
This is taking a while to finish all these drawings. It'll be worth the wait, tho, and I'll take any excuse to listen to all the music.
September 29, 2026 at 4:08 AM
When you draw fanart for Grim Salvo, you just gotta do all the other artists they collab with, too.
This is taking a while to finish all these drawings. It'll be worth the wait, tho, and I'll take any excuse to listen to all the music.
This is taking a while to finish all these drawings. It'll be worth the wait, tho, and I'll take any excuse to listen to all the music.
I went to the gym for the first time in weeks. I can't tell if people were staring at me because they know me and they were wondering where I went- or if they were staring because my weightloss and home workout journey was going good.
September 29, 2026 at 1:34 AM
I went to the gym for the first time in weeks. I can't tell if people were staring at me because they know me and they were wondering where I went- or if they were staring because my weightloss and home workout journey was going good.
I'm tired of sleeping in.
September 28, 2026 at 5:28 PM
I'm tired of sleeping in.
Race to erase by Son Lux on repeat. Thinking of what drawing I want to post along with that song on youtube.
It sounds ethereal.
It sounds ethereal.
September 28, 2026 at 5:14 AM
Race to erase by Son Lux on repeat. Thinking of what drawing I want to post along with that song on youtube.
It sounds ethereal.
It sounds ethereal.
Tfw u want to buy a new outfit, but you quickly convince yourself that you're not worth it.
I am worth it.
I am worth it.
September 28, 2026 at 5:11 AM
Tfw u want to buy a new outfit, but you quickly convince yourself that you're not worth it.
I am worth it.
I am worth it.
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September 27, 2026 at 10:30 PM
One of the last sessions i had with my therapist, I drew this. And she got visibly angry, and became quite hostile.
I'm glad I know I can ask to see someone else, but it always surprises me, at how I frequently get assigned new hires and those fresh out of college.
#mentalhealth
I'm glad I know I can ask to see someone else, but it always surprises me, at how I frequently get assigned new hires and those fresh out of college.
#mentalhealth
September 28, 2026 at 3:45 AM
One of the last sessions i had with my therapist, I drew this. And she got visibly angry, and became quite hostile.
I'm glad I know I can ask to see someone else, but it always surprises me, at how I frequently get assigned new hires and those fresh out of college.
#mentalhealth
I'm glad I know I can ask to see someone else, but it always surprises me, at how I frequently get assigned new hires and those fresh out of college.
#mentalhealth