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Account for posting lewds and any shamelessly horny yearning stuff, the scraps from main basically. Main is @phobia.bsky.social
Saw sex and death, connected with that one. Feel like any thoughts i have on it I'll keep in irl spaces to avoid getting called a bad queer for not cumming the same way someone else does.
September 11, 2026 at 5:16 AM
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Day 2 of Swordtember!

2 - Gamble

Artemis is presented with a relic from the old world.

(Going to start splitting these up into smaller images so that the alt text doesn't get truncated)

#rbswordtember
September 2, 2026 at 1:14 PM
Adhd meds will really help you focus, sadly that focus can be on anything lol. Spiraling? You are deep sea drilling now baby! You are a 10k rpm spiral.
September 2, 2026 at 8:37 PM
Was reading a series that was so inspiring but it super got poisoned by some outside shit. Trying to force enthusiasm for it again to recapture that inspiration.
September 1, 2026 at 5:15 PM
on the downside got sick and missed the furry event, on the bright side didnt have to deal with any parasocial weirdos chasing my gf and turning another queer thing into an exhausting nightmare. so who is to say. would have rather gone than get sick though lol
August 29, 2026 at 3:50 AM
I'm not saying I don't want to draw more varied body types but someone sent a complaint that I only draw skinny characters and my first thought was I don't draw skinny or fat characters, just starving hungry needy characters.
August 23, 2026 at 3:53 PM
I never know how i feel about bar culture being the only interactable thing here but that said playing with a bunch of wonderful strangers all night is so fucking healing.
August 22, 2026 at 5:56 AM
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person who is not part of a community and has clearly made zero effort to understand the backlash to something from that community: "I don't give a fuck about this! why do you care?!"
August 21, 2026 at 7:14 PM
idk dog that just feels shitty, this feels shitty
August 14, 2026 at 10:51 PM
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can u not post not safe for woik 🥺
March 17, 2026 at 4:04 PM
Would have had a very successful night at the bar if I felt like picking up women in their young twenties. Shit I guess I'm a butch milf now. I can't have both that and morals.
August 13, 2026 at 12:44 PM
fucking exhausted
August 8, 2026 at 10:57 PM
kickstarter is gonna drive me fucking mad.
August 7, 2026 at 7:54 PM
Can't tell if these antidepressants refuse to start working or if things have just went downhill at a matching pace.
July 29, 2026 at 9:47 PM
Last few months been hard and we have to hole up in the house but idkkkkkk kinda liking the vibe of not having to have anxiety over certain interactions I've gotten so fucking tired of. Not really looking forward to it coming back in and sounds like it will come in swinging and stalkery
July 27, 2026 at 6:53 AM
July 25, 2026 at 7:48 AM
I hate all the"miracle weight loss" drug ads flooding everything. Because I know people they worked for, because slow as hell metabolism makes it hell to lose weight, because i need to lose weight for chronic pain issues and it's been such a fucking struggle. Not ever ever gonna take them though
July 18, 2026 at 9:10 AM
sigh lost the only "famous" mutual follow that had me like 🥺 mostly just because I like that persons essays and it was nice thinking my art was reaching. Truly does not actually matter, brain does wonder what broke that though. Cant just show bunny girl cocks forever I guess lol
July 10, 2026 at 4:00 PM
Every time your climbing that mountain of trauma to convince yourself it might be good this time and you are thinking pls don't let this become part of this mountain too, it's hard enough just getting over this one
July 6, 2026 at 10:15 PM
Hit with a spontaneous decision which is always great for forcing you to realize how you actually feel about something.
June 28, 2026 at 3:15 PM
weight loss is going steady but slow, feels great to be moving more again though. The other day accidentally just spaced and walked an extra 15k steps but honestly can just walk and walk. def miss wandering my old mountain home town all day.
June 24, 2026 at 5:21 PM
big "aren't you tired of being nice don't you want to go apeshit" energy, its learned behavior tbh
June 18, 2026 at 4:56 PM
June 18, 2026 at 5:38 AM
Brain nothing but pure fucking anxiety lately
June 13, 2026 at 5:13 PM
Plan still to leave nyc asap but now opening up where we are gonna go. It feels impossible to look at any place and see a stable future there.
June 12, 2026 at 8:19 PM