Birbmoder
@birbmoder.bsky.social
Twink death survivor. Old enough to be an ex-OSRS addict. Chronically bored. Professional void screamer
My last parasocial media account has been forcibly taken away from me. Where do I scream into the fucking void?
This is my quite literally last ever post and a massive cry for help.My entire social life is smiling to the neighbors once a month now
"You postthings like this"
I am not posting any now
This is my quite literally last ever post and a massive cry for help.My entire social life is smiling to the neighbors once a month now
"You postthings like this"
I am not posting any now
May 15, 2026 at 10:31 PM
My last parasocial media account has been forcibly taken away from me. Where do I scream into the fucking void?
This is my quite literally last ever post and a massive cry for help.My entire social life is smiling to the neighbors once a month now
"You postthings like this"
I am not posting any now
This is my quite literally last ever post and a massive cry for help.My entire social life is smiling to the neighbors once a month now
"You postthings like this"
I am not posting any now
Uh, apparently I am not allowed to say words here so I am retiring this account I guess... I never really liked parasocial media anyway. I will go back to being the loneliest person ever possible
May 15, 2026 at 9:41 PM
Uh, apparently I am not allowed to say words here so I am retiring this account I guess... I never really liked parasocial media anyway. I will go back to being the loneliest person ever possible
Defoliating this sick rose doesn't hurt me. My heart is full of thorns anyway, I can easily pull the ones in my fingers out, they only hurt for a second. Giving life is worth the pain, mine is forcibly being taken away from me
May 15, 2026 at 5:29 PM
Defoliating this sick rose doesn't hurt me. My heart is full of thorns anyway, I can easily pull the ones in my fingers out, they only hurt for a second. Giving life is worth the pain, mine is forcibly being taken away from me
So I ordered some potting mix, mulch and other gardening stuff from Lowe's. A dude with majestically long hair wearing all black delivered it.
Yeah, I will see him again. This guy won't miss Kreator next week lmao
Lowe's never disappoints for some reason.
Yeah, I will see him again. This guy won't miss Kreator next week lmao
Lowe's never disappoints for some reason.
May 15, 2026 at 3:43 PM
So I ordered some potting mix, mulch and other gardening stuff from Lowe's. A dude with majestically long hair wearing all black delivered it.
Yeah, I will see him again. This guy won't miss Kreator next week lmao
Lowe's never disappoints for some reason.
Yeah, I will see him again. This guy won't miss Kreator next week lmao
Lowe's never disappoints for some reason.
Oh my God this thing will be a monster soon what have I done there are 3 others in the same pot
LOOK AT ALL THOSE BUDS!!
LOOK AT ALL THOSE BUDS!!
May 15, 2026 at 3:38 PM
Oh my God this thing will be a monster soon what have I done there are 3 others in the same pot
LOOK AT ALL THOSE BUDS!!
LOOK AT ALL THOSE BUDS!!
Back to the shadows.
Time to scream into the void and make everyone uncomfortable.
Time to scream into the void and make everyone uncomfortable.
May 14, 2026 at 8:05 AM
Back to the shadows.
Time to scream into the void and make everyone uncomfortable.
Time to scream into the void and make everyone uncomfortable.
I fucking hate this political situation I am so sick of being vilified I just want to watch birds and take care of my plants and maybe play old school osrs runescape sometimes
May 13, 2026 at 1:53 PM
I fucking hate this political situation I am so sick of being vilified I just want to watch birds and take care of my plants and maybe play old school osrs runescape sometimes
OH MY GOD THIS IS AWESOME
Living Willow Structure
YouTube video by Fraser Valley Rose Farm
www.youtube.com
May 12, 2026 at 9:43 PM
OH MY GOD THIS IS AWESOME
I should stop impulse shopping...
I should stop impulse shopping...
I should stop impulse shopping...
BUT IT WILL LOOK SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(I bought a half whiskey barrel to plant roses in it)
I should stop impulse shopping...
I should stop impulse shopping...
BUT IT WILL LOOK SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(I bought a half whiskey barrel to plant roses in it)
May 11, 2026 at 9:09 PM
I should stop impulse shopping...
I should stop impulse shopping...
I should stop impulse shopping...
BUT IT WILL LOOK SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(I bought a half whiskey barrel to plant roses in it)
I should stop impulse shopping...
I should stop impulse shopping...
BUT IT WILL LOOK SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(I bought a half whiskey barrel to plant roses in it)
JA, DAS IST SO INDEED!
ist das so
May 10, 2026 at 11:22 AM
JA, DAS IST SO INDEED!
Only like a week left. We weren't going to go because last time was kinda violent(ly fun) and I needed some time away from thrash...
But...
KRUSHERS OF THE WORLD!!
But...
KRUSHERS OF THE WORLD!!
KREATOR - Krushers Of The World (OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO)
YouTube video by Nuclear Blast Records
www.youtube.com
May 10, 2026 at 11:21 AM
Only like a week left. We weren't going to go because last time was kinda violent(ly fun) and I needed some time away from thrash...
But...
KRUSHERS OF THE WORLD!!
But...
KRUSHERS OF THE WORLD!!
I should stop depression posting. Like, I can just make this. And my wife thinks that I can make a useless empty jar beautiful.
y dprs?
y dprs?
May 10, 2026 at 6:12 AM
I should stop depression posting. Like, I can just make this. And my wife thinks that I can make a useless empty jar beautiful.
y dprs?
y dprs?
Omg Alissa White-Gluz has joined Dragonforce, they were already one of my favorite bands to see IRL, and they just keep getting better and better!
May 7, 2026 at 10:43 PM
Omg Alissa White-Gluz has joined Dragonforce, they were already one of my favorite bands to see IRL, and they just keep getting better and better!
"Oops, not sorry about ignoring, ridiculing and erasing your entire identity. I promise it will happen again."
May 5, 2026 at 4:39 AM
"Oops, not sorry about ignoring, ridiculing and erasing your entire identity. I promise it will happen again."
oh my god my yard has endangered species what the fuck do I do now
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
May 4, 2026 at 2:36 PM
oh my god my yard has endangered species what the fuck do I do now
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Why does anyone even want to put a needle in themselves evrey 5 days; WITHOUT A FUCKING REASON!
Cis men with fragile ego disgusts me.
This post has been made by someone who wears contact lenses.
Cis men with fragile ego disgusts me.
This post has been made by someone who wears contact lenses.
May 1, 2026 at 3:09 PM
Why does anyone even want to put a needle in themselves evrey 5 days; WITHOUT A FUCKING REASON!
Cis men with fragile ego disgusts me.
This post has been made by someone who wears contact lenses.
Cis men with fragile ego disgusts me.
This post has been made by someone who wears contact lenses.
I do not want to be pushed into faint reflections anymore. I managed to get out. I do not want to go back. I want to stay. I am here to stay. But I am not allowed.
May 1, 2026 at 2:23 AM
I do not want to be pushed into faint reflections anymore. I managed to get out. I do not want to go back. I want to stay. I am here to stay. But I am not allowed.
I don't know whether "Okay. But I understand the other side too though" or "No it's okay, I don't have to understand it to respect it" makes me more alone.
I truly do not exist
I truly do not exist
April 30, 2026 at 7:17 PM
I don't know whether "Okay. But I understand the other side too though" or "No it's okay, I don't have to understand it to respect it" makes me more alone.
I truly do not exist
I truly do not exist
My own wife is currently doing this exact thing right now and she's been trying to explain herself for half an hour.
I am going to fucking start smoking again right fucking now jesus fucking christ I fucking hate everything.
"You see, we gotta kill -some- trans people, not -all- okay?" vibes.
I am going to fucking start smoking again right fucking now jesus fucking christ I fucking hate everything.
"You see, we gotta kill -some- trans people, not -all- okay?" vibes.
I have never seen a trans person "genuinely" support people who do not fit in their binary. More trans places I check, more enby erasure I see.
It is not YOUR identity. Why do YOU care? And what makes this act ANY better than transphobia from cis people?
It is not YOUR identity. Why do YOU care? And what makes this act ANY better than transphobia from cis people?
April 30, 2026 at 2:04 PM
My own wife is currently doing this exact thing right now and she's been trying to explain herself for half an hour.
I am going to fucking start smoking again right fucking now jesus fucking christ I fucking hate everything.
"You see, we gotta kill -some- trans people, not -all- okay?" vibes.
I am going to fucking start smoking again right fucking now jesus fucking christ I fucking hate everything.
"You see, we gotta kill -some- trans people, not -all- okay?" vibes.
I have never seen a trans person "genuinely" support people who do not fit in their binary. More trans places I check, more enby erasure I see.
It is not YOUR identity. Why do YOU care? And what makes this act ANY better than transphobia from cis people?
It is not YOUR identity. Why do YOU care? And what makes this act ANY better than transphobia from cis people?
April 30, 2026 at 12:55 PM
I have never seen a trans person "genuinely" support people who do not fit in their binary. More trans places I check, more enby erasure I see.
It is not YOUR identity. Why do YOU care? And what makes this act ANY better than transphobia from cis people?
It is not YOUR identity. Why do YOU care? And what makes this act ANY better than transphobia from cis people?
Reposted by Birbmoder
Everything
April 29, 2026 at 6:17 PM
Everything
If this doesn't tell me "impulse buy R to EF adapter RIGHT NOW" I dont know what would... 150mm is so short, I want a better aperture range as well, I already have a 70-300 but its the old mount
April 28, 2026 at 1:54 PM
If this doesn't tell me "impulse buy R to EF adapter RIGHT NOW" I dont know what would... 150mm is so short, I want a better aperture range as well, I already have a 70-300 but its the old mount
I am not alone. But we all are.
April 26, 2026 at 6:04 AM
I am not alone. But we all are.