Ella ✩
@d1zzyspirals.bsky.social
20 | edsky / sh (no images, only mention)
TW for: ED, SH, passing mentions of drugs, mental illness and I post when in crisis/rant
DNI minors, anti-recov, and explicit NSFW (aka I don't want dedicated accounts here)
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TW for: ED, SH, passing mentions of drugs, mental illness and I post when in crisis/rant
DNI minors, anti-recov, and explicit NSFW (aka I don't want dedicated accounts here)
See list for adult moots
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Ella ✩
@d1zzyspirals.bsky.social
· Apr 21
Hi guys sorry I've been trying this new thing where I get really stoned the second I wake up and stay stoned til I go to bed so I can dissociate and skip the day. Only thing keeping me alive 😛. Miss u
October 5, 2026 at 1:35 AM
Hi guys sorry I've been trying this new thing where I get really stoned the second I wake up and stay stoned til I go to bed so I can dissociate and skip the day. Only thing keeping me alive 😛. Miss u
Also it's my dead boyfriends birthday and I want to drink
September 9, 2026 at 4:00 PM
Also it's my dead boyfriends birthday and I want to drink
Swear I'm alive just been smoking enough to put myself in a permanently dissociative state
September 9, 2026 at 4:00 PM
Swear I'm alive just been smoking enough to put myself in a permanently dissociative state
Sushi omad phuck yeah
September 2, 2026 at 9:40 PM
Sushi omad phuck yeah
Hi guys I'm back but I # relapsed and my mental state is lowk worse than ever ! Hooooray. Also I gained weight
September 1, 2026 at 7:33 PM
Hi guys I'm back but I # relapsed and my mental state is lowk worse than ever ! Hooooray. Also I gained weight
High as fuck just ate sm ice cream gonna kms
August 23, 2026 at 5:04 AM
High as fuck just ate sm ice cream gonna kms
I'm alive I just got mega hyper fixated on my painting
August 17, 2026 at 10:35 PM
I'm alive I just got mega hyper fixated on my painting
Painting on the porch = pine needles in my pallette and weird stares from neighbors
August 16, 2026 at 1:10 AM
Painting on the porch = pine needles in my pallette and weird stares from neighbors
Ginger ale, ginger chews, and queasy drops in the mix and I still feel like crap aM I DYING
Took tums, pepto, and 2 zofran and smelling rubbing alcohol and STILL nauseous
August 13, 2026 at 1:30 AM
Ginger ale, ginger chews, and queasy drops in the mix and I still feel like crap aM I DYING
Took tums, pepto, and 2 zofran and smelling rubbing alcohol and STILL nauseous
August 12, 2026 at 8:44 PM
Took tums, pepto, and 2 zofran and smelling rubbing alcohol and STILL nauseous
Being depressed in hammock on porch > being depressed in bed
August 11, 2026 at 3:34 PM
Being depressed in hammock on porch > being depressed in bed
Also Im the most major white woman lately I've been watching Grey's anatomy in my spare time and like looking forward to it
August 10, 2026 at 10:26 PM
Also Im the most major white woman lately I've been watching Grey's anatomy in my spare time and like looking forward to it
Started fast 1 h ago which is a bit earlier than I've done in a few weeks but I ate a fat ass meal beforehand so I should b good
August 10, 2026 at 10:25 PM
Started fast 1 h ago which is a bit earlier than I've done in a few weeks but I ate a fat ass meal beforehand so I should b good
My fat ass finally made it thru a fast last night for the first time in a week idk what was up
August 9, 2026 at 3:43 PM
My fat ass finally made it thru a fast last night for the first time in a week idk what was up
Starting my day like a champ (sf energy drink and half a slice of cold leftover pizza)
August 7, 2026 at 4:07 PM
Starting my day like a champ (sf energy drink and half a slice of cold leftover pizza)
This injection better work I stg bc I am not doing all that bs next month AND being constipated if it doesn't work
August 7, 2026 at 3:37 AM
This injection better work I stg bc I am not doing all that bs next month AND being constipated if it doesn't work
Just now able to sit up but omg dizzyville population me
August 7, 2026 at 2:09 AM
Just now able to sit up but omg dizzyville population me
Just took my first dose of aimovig and I am pretty sure I am NOT supposed to be feeling like I'm dying and laying on the floor so I don't pass out
August 7, 2026 at 1:25 AM
Just took my first dose of aimovig and I am pretty sure I am NOT supposed to be feeling like I'm dying and laying on the floor so I don't pass out
Every time I socialize with someone in person I go home and then spend at LEAST the next week replaying everything I said or did in my head and berating myself for how I talk and walk and what I say and do w my face
August 6, 2026 at 4:58 AM
Every time I socialize with someone in person I go home and then spend at LEAST the next week replaying everything I said or did in my head and berating myself for how I talk and walk and what I say and do w my face
Extremely suicidal can I get a whoop whoop
August 6, 2026 at 12:01 AM
Extremely suicidal can I get a whoop whoop
I'm 15 in my head bro I was not meant to be an adult wdym I'm turning 21 in 3 months
August 5, 2026 at 4:31 AM
I'm 15 in my head bro I was not meant to be an adult wdym I'm turning 21 in 3 months
Starting aimovig for my migraines which means I have to stab myself and I'll be constipated I'm nervous😛
August 5, 2026 at 1:32 AM
Starting aimovig for my migraines which means I have to stab myself and I'll be constipated I'm nervous😛
Off topic but the stray cats in my neighborhood have been fighting all week constantly throughout the day and im so worried about the one that I take care of he's so old and I'm convinced he's gonna die any day now. He's been coming by my house for 6 years and I still think every time is the last
August 4, 2026 at 4:26 AM
Off topic but the stray cats in my neighborhood have been fighting all week constantly throughout the day and im so worried about the one that I take care of he's so old and I'm convinced he's gonna die any day now. He's been coming by my house for 6 years and I still think every time is the last