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devilious.bsky.social
maple 🤍
@devilious.bsky.social
another day rotting in hell

22 years ago, I was dead
nonbinary (femme presenting)

(edsky + jiraisky )
Pinned
——presenting: maple’s intro

ー ednos - bpd - mixed bipolar - cptsd
ー i go by all pronouns but they/them is preferred

♡ : being chronically online, manga & vn, dnb-breakcore-jungle-hip hop influences, jirai kei

🚫non edsky, jiraitwt or ventsky dni - block don’t report🚫
not feeling too great today. been thinking about my ex way too much and it’s genuinely making me sui¢1dal
September 16, 2026 at 11:16 PM
why do ppl just save any random post? it feels like someone is just stalking my every move and bookmarking everything to expose me later
im too old now… nobody wants me
September 16, 2026 at 11:09 PM
therapy today. i feel like crying
September 15, 2026 at 10:07 PM
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give me money

kidding, promise. but if you’d like to discover new, obscure music (40% of which isn’t available on streaming services), NTS is a wonderful resource. all proceeds go to everyone who plays sets there, myself included (and none of us are making bank off this, we’re not greedy) 🫶🏼✨🫶🏼
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September 15, 2026 at 6:59 PM
im too old now… nobody wants me
September 14, 2026 at 6:42 PM
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September 13, 2026 at 4:17 AM
nobody trusts me in here i suppose. my mom refuses to give me some of money bc she thinks i will just spend it on food and dr*gs ugh even though i need it for medical reasons
September 14, 2026 at 6:28 PM
do i really want to risk my health using a rusty box cutter or try to keep it together until I buy a new box cutter?
September 14, 2026 at 6:21 PM
my s//h urges are really bad today. I’m 25 days free. i can’t tell my mom or sis because they will just berate me, i genuinely feel so lost here
September 14, 2026 at 6:10 PM
good afternoon. sorry for the lack of posts, my mood swings have gotten so bad lately. i wish i could just 0D again
September 14, 2026 at 5:30 PM
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and for the lady perhaps a sad little vintage 2021 e d twt vent digital drawing?
September 14, 2026 at 7:08 AM
wtf is this drama going on and why are y’all trying to d0xx some rando? pack it up
September 12, 2026 at 4:54 AM
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everytime i edpost i get scared normiesky is gonna find me and judge me
September 11, 2026 at 10:01 PM
my binge urges are so strong rn ughhh i want a burger meal
September 11, 2026 at 6:09 PM
me, being irritable almost everyday vs a world that demonizes irritated/angry emotions
September 11, 2026 at 5:45 PM
i did 30mins of hiit and probably will do 1hr on my waking pad later… progress?
should i do hiit or walk/run on my walking pad
September 11, 2026 at 5:13 PM
should i do hiit or walk/run on my walking pad
September 11, 2026 at 3:47 PM
my bpd rage was rlly strong yesterday. i ended up screaming at my mom saying that I hated her and that she’s practically “useless” to me, then slammed the door shut on her 🥲 never in my life have i felt so violently su1¢idal and h0mi¢idal before. and today, well, i want to prove a point
September 11, 2026 at 2:40 PM
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October 20, 2024 at 11:46 PM
relapsing hard… mom, if you want me to lose ₩eight so badly then fine, you win
September 11, 2026 at 1:34 PM
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Hi hi! New to Bluesky. Friendly mentally unstable girlie into JRPGs, Psycho Cuties, cute goth fashion and blood and stuff! ^_^

Schizoaffective, bipolar, autism, ADHD, OCD, anxiety, APD...

#promosky #shedsky #edsky #lemonwatersky #edbsky #shedbsky #shbsky #anasky #anabsky #slitsky
September 11, 2026 at 6:59 AM
my mom got mad at me when admitted that i was su1¢idal and said i need to go back to the hospital instead of reassuring me… nice to know that nobody cares
September 11, 2026 at 1:50 AM
i hope i d13 in my sleep
September 11, 2026 at 1:17 AM
I feel bad for everyone that likes or tolerates me. im not good at all
September 11, 2026 at 1:04 AM