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@dumb1uck.bsky.social
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charlie / nat / clover
vent & occasional nsfw, i dont tag anything
only mutuals and no reposts pls
blocking ppl i dont know sorry!
charlie / nat / clover
vent & occasional nsfw, i dont tag anything
only mutuals and no reposts pls
blocking ppl i dont know sorry!
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anyway wow what?? who said thaaaat??? moving on with my day im a professional ignorer of things
July 22, 2026 at 8:27 AM
anyway wow what?? who said thaaaat??? moving on with my day im a professional ignorer of things
me when a feeling i thought i successfully avoided comes back for like the millionth time
July 22, 2026 at 8:18 AM
me when a feeling i thought i successfully avoided comes back for like the millionth time
going through something sexuality wise but it’s kinda none of my business and might just be a meds thing or an alter thing
July 21, 2026 at 11:10 PM
going through something sexuality wise but it’s kinda none of my business and might just be a meds thing or an alter thing
today i deleted all the notes to loved ones i wrote on my phone, just to take away that possibility from myself and it was weirdly hard but i did it:)
July 20, 2026 at 12:46 PM
today i deleted all the notes to loved ones i wrote on my phone, just to take away that possibility from myself and it was weirdly hard but i did it:)
feeling really super mega shit and i don’t wanna get up eugh
July 20, 2026 at 10:30 AM
feeling really super mega shit and i don’t wanna get up eugh
yawning, tasting blood (prob bc of the nose rings), heavy period, tummy ache, eeby sleeby im fighting for my life AND my friend is 20 mins late
July 19, 2026 at 9:47 AM
yawning, tasting blood (prob bc of the nose rings), heavy period, tummy ache, eeby sleeby im fighting for my life AND my friend is 20 mins late
literally the last thing i wanna do is leave the house and talk to anyone but Sigh… i Will…
July 19, 2026 at 8:59 AM
literally the last thing i wanna do is leave the house and talk to anyone but Sigh… i Will…
bleh ik anon is stupid but it kinda got me i feel kinda bad ab myself now :/
July 18, 2026 at 4:07 PM
bleh ik anon is stupid but it kinda got me i feel kinda bad ab myself now :/
anon can be mad and upset about My trans body but i just took cute underwear pics bc i feel hot and sexy so i fear i’m winning
July 18, 2026 at 9:53 AM
anon can be mad and upset about My trans body but i just took cute underwear pics bc i feel hot and sexy so i fear i’m winning
dude i feel so shit for no reason suddenly but im out w family going to the cinema in 5 mins so i dont wanna cause i scene but ouuuuh
July 17, 2026 at 2:59 PM
dude i feel so shit for no reason suddenly but im out w family going to the cinema in 5 mins so i dont wanna cause i scene but ouuuuh
tmi maxing today but am i just. not gonna bleed on this pill break?? im supposed to go back on the pill on sunday??
July 17, 2026 at 1:38 PM
tmi maxing today but am i just. not gonna bleed on this pill break?? im supposed to go back on the pill on sunday??
i’m scared i won’t manage to finish the degree and that i’m just not cut out for academia and im second guessing my thesis proposal and idk if im making the right choice AAAAGH
July 17, 2026 at 11:35 AM
i’m scared i won’t manage to finish the degree and that i’m just not cut out for academia and im second guessing my thesis proposal and idk if im making the right choice AAAAGH
wanted to jack off but gave up halfway through bc like . i wasnt getting anywhere FUCK U ANTIDEPRESSANTS AND FUCK MY STUPID LIFE
July 17, 2026 at 9:03 AM
wanted to jack off but gave up halfway through bc like . i wasnt getting anywhere FUCK U ANTIDEPRESSANTS AND FUCK MY STUPID LIFE
oh my god im so nervous and itll probably be fine and not scary at all....... but AAAAAGh
July 16, 2026 at 10:23 AM
oh my god im so nervous and itll probably be fine and not scary at all....... but AAAAAGh
i want drugs or alcohol or sh or to fucking kms but all i have is this stupid vape and an ounce of self control
July 15, 2026 at 11:26 PM
i want drugs or alcohol or sh or to fucking kms but all i have is this stupid vape and an ounce of self control
feeling like regressing and doing some colouring and doodles maybe hmmm
July 14, 2026 at 9:55 PM
feeling like regressing and doing some colouring and doodles maybe hmmm
kicking and screaming i dont wanna do thiiiiis i dont wanna feel this way anymoreeeee
July 14, 2026 at 10:19 AM
kicking and screaming i dont wanna do thiiiiis i dont wanna feel this way anymoreeeee
if i wake up still wanting to blow my shit clean off…. istg im gonna do something drastic (im joking but oh my god how much longer do i have to keep doing thiiiis)
July 13, 2026 at 11:09 PM
if i wake up still wanting to blow my shit clean off…. istg im gonna do something drastic (im joking but oh my god how much longer do i have to keep doing thiiiis)
how it feels to hang out w someone who also has no idea what the fuck theyre doing in life and going through atomic level events all the time
July 13, 2026 at 4:36 PM
how it feels to hang out w someone who also has no idea what the fuck theyre doing in life and going through atomic level events all the time
bleh feeling super shit but oh well what can u do
July 12, 2026 at 3:30 PM
bleh feeling super shit but oh well what can u do
i just feel like things keep going wrong and they’re never bad enough to where it’s like Life Ruining but enough to make me feel shit again and again and again and im tired
July 12, 2026 at 10:01 AM
i just feel like things keep going wrong and they’re never bad enough to where it’s like Life Ruining but enough to make me feel shit again and again and again and im tired
i cant sleep but im exhausted and its all shapes in my head again and im scared
July 11, 2026 at 8:47 PM
i cant sleep but im exhausted and its all shapes in my head again and im scared
is it crazy to say im kinda glad when psych meds give me some physical side effects at first bc it makes me feel like theyre doing something?
July 11, 2026 at 8:46 AM
is it crazy to say im kinda glad when psych meds give me some physical side effects at first bc it makes me feel like theyre doing something?
i wanna sleep but i’m too anxious and sad b for no reason aaaaaaaagh
July 11, 2026 at 8:36 AM
i wanna sleep but i’m too anxious and sad b for no reason aaaaaaaagh
