Val
@dysmorphiajr.bsky.social
24, 🇲🇽🇨🇦⚜️, ⚧️ (She/Her)
Forever unkempt.
Might share nsfw - MDNI
Forever unkempt.
Might share nsfw - MDNI
Coming to terms with the fact I’m extremely jealous of trans girls with big boobs (or just boobs at all) so I’m gonna drop as much as I can without dying, then I’m going back up to fucking uhh 230? And if I don’t like what I see I’ll just go back to 180 maybe and get implants or whatever. Maybe.
September 15, 2026 at 12:28 PM
Coming to terms with the fact I’m extremely jealous of trans girls with big boobs (or just boobs at all) so I’m gonna drop as much as I can without dying, then I’m going back up to fucking uhh 230? And if I don’t like what I see I’ll just go back to 180 maybe and get implants or whatever. Maybe.
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September 13, 2026 at 7:32 AM
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Fresh cigarette in a crisp 13c morning, trying to reconnect with people I havent spoken with in a long time (and hearing I’ve been missed?), took some Vyvanse and did good in class, and I might get signed for an art course in a few couple months.
Still broke and in pain but it gets better, maybe?
Still broke and in pain but it gets better, maybe?
September 11, 2026 at 7:57 PM
Fresh cigarette in a crisp 13c morning, trying to reconnect with people I havent spoken with in a long time (and hearing I’ve been missed?), took some Vyvanse and did good in class, and I might get signed for an art course in a few couple months.
Still broke and in pain but it gets better, maybe?
Still broke and in pain but it gets better, maybe?
Fucking finally back in therapy. Good god.
Bad couple weeks
Sadly the support group for bpd didn’t open out of a lack of participants (bruh) but hopefully I can keep up with therapy more often, have less breakdowns, and quit being a dickhead.
Bad couple weeks
Sadly the support group for bpd didn’t open out of a lack of participants (bruh) but hopefully I can keep up with therapy more often, have less breakdowns, and quit being a dickhead.
September 10, 2026 at 5:11 PM
Fucking finally back in therapy. Good god.
Bad couple weeks
Sadly the support group for bpd didn’t open out of a lack of participants (bruh) but hopefully I can keep up with therapy more often, have less breakdowns, and quit being a dickhead.
Bad couple weeks
Sadly the support group for bpd didn’t open out of a lack of participants (bruh) but hopefully I can keep up with therapy more often, have less breakdowns, and quit being a dickhead.
We stay suffering eternally. Quite deserved.
September 8, 2026 at 12:06 PM
We stay suffering eternally. Quite deserved.
Would anyone be interested in buying a bunch of yume Nikki and or fear and hunger keychains and plushes and stuff? I can ship in Canada.
September 8, 2026 at 1:25 AM
Would anyone be interested in buying a bunch of yume Nikki and or fear and hunger keychains and plushes and stuff? I can ship in Canada.
I’m thinking too much of death
September 8, 2026 at 1:25 AM
I’m thinking too much of death
Every single day my regrets pile up higher and higher and I feel like I’m about to do something really stupid soon.
September 8, 2026 at 1:10 AM
Every single day my regrets pile up higher and higher and I feel like I’m about to do something really stupid soon.
It’s over. It’s been over for so long but I couldn’t accept it. I don’t know where to go now.
September 7, 2026 at 10:08 PM
It’s over. It’s been over for so long but I couldn’t accept it. I don’t know where to go now.
I’m giving it a week before I just nuke everything. I’m done with that fandom, the community I helped build does not want me back. The pictures and art haunts me and everything reminds me of just how much better I couldve done. I’m a paranoid, obsessed, pathetic coward mess. I want to turn back time
September 7, 2026 at 9:04 PM
I’m giving it a week before I just nuke everything. I’m done with that fandom, the community I helped build does not want me back. The pictures and art haunts me and everything reminds me of just how much better I couldve done. I’m a paranoid, obsessed, pathetic coward mess. I want to turn back time
Ive been crying for 12 hours now and I got no sleep at all in almost two days. I hate the life Ive created for myself. There’s an actual hollowness inside me that will continue to eat out until I’m nothing. I fucked up. I fucked up so bad. I hate my life and I want to die. I hate this so much.
September 7, 2026 at 8:59 PM
Ive been crying for 12 hours now and I got no sleep at all in almost two days. I hate the life Ive created for myself. There’s an actual hollowness inside me that will continue to eat out until I’m nothing. I fucked up. I fucked up so bad. I hate my life and I want to die. I hate this so much.
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September 6, 2026 at 4:41 PM
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Study night with da girls! (piece for @haveachunkyday.bsky.social )
September 2, 2026 at 9:42 PM
Study night with da girls! (piece for @haveachunkyday.bsky.social )
Yeah fucking whatever. I wish I’d stay dead.
September 2, 2026 at 9:48 PM
Yeah fucking whatever. I wish I’d stay dead.
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When I’m confessing about how much I don’t like my dad but the girl who’s stalking me is my priest
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#fearandhunger #fearandhungertermina #samarina #marinadomek #samarie #fanart #digitalart
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#fearandhunger #fearandhungertermina #samarina #marinadomek #samarie #fanart #digitalart
August 31, 2026 at 2:31 PM
When I’m confessing about how much I don’t like my dad but the girl who’s stalking me is my priest
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#fearandhunger #fearandhungertermina #samarina #marinadomek #samarie #fanart #digitalart
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#fearandhunger #fearandhungertermina #samarina #marinadomek #samarie #fanart #digitalart
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Whether you can accept it or not, this is the ideal
January 8, 2026 at 4:49 AM
Whether you can accept it or not, this is the ideal
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December 3, 2024 at 6:57 PM
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October 17, 2024 at 7:49 PM
I want to get over it. I don’t want my life to be dictated and be cut short by the sadness. I still want to change, I think.
August 29, 2026 at 8:32 PM
I want to get over it. I don’t want my life to be dictated and be cut short by the sadness. I still want to change, I think.
But that would be too easy. That’s still avoiding responsibility and accountability. Like I never did anything wrong in the first place. It wasnt me, it was the tumor. Or the alcohol.
I still have a lot to work on myself. It’s not fun, but its necessary. And the worst part? I’ll be 30 when I’m done
I still have a lot to work on myself. It’s not fun, but its necessary. And the worst part? I’ll be 30 when I’m done
August 29, 2026 at 1:27 AM
But that would be too easy. That’s still avoiding responsibility and accountability. Like I never did anything wrong in the first place. It wasnt me, it was the tumor. Or the alcohol.
I still have a lot to work on myself. It’s not fun, but its necessary. And the worst part? I’ll be 30 when I’m done
I still have a lot to work on myself. It’s not fun, but its necessary. And the worst part? I’ll be 30 when I’m done
Part of me hopes it’s a tumor. That my decline, bad decisions, headaches, lack of motivation, and bad aspects of myself can all be blamed on a cancerous mass making itself at home inside me. Something material I can easily project all my hate and regrets into, rip out and crush.
August 29, 2026 at 1:23 AM
Part of me hopes it’s a tumor. That my decline, bad decisions, headaches, lack of motivation, and bad aspects of myself can all be blamed on a cancerous mass making itself at home inside me. Something material I can easily project all my hate and regrets into, rip out and crush.