Ellie Evenstar et al
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Ellie Evenstar et al
@eleanorevenstar.com
· Feb 27
i've burned a lot of bridges in recent years, and in all honesty, there's not a single one that i don't wish i could unburn.
update: i ate the leftovers and i'm fine, so i think maybe i just ate too much pizza last night
why am i still seriously considering eating the leftovers
okay i'm like 52% sure it was cross-contaminated and i got glutened for the first time since my celiac diagnosis, so maybe it'll be another five months til my next pizza...
October 9, 2026 at 4:01 AM
update: i ate the leftovers and i'm fine, so i think maybe i just ate too much pizza last night
why am i still seriously considering eating the leftovers
okay i'm like 52% sure it was cross-contaminated and i got glutened for the first time since my celiac diagnosis, so maybe it'll be another five months til my next pizza...
having pizza for the first time in like five months...
October 9, 2026 at 1:15 AM
why am i still seriously considering eating the leftovers
it's that time in the Pokemon Champions season where i try to use Mega Chandelure, my favourite Pokemon, to get through the low ranks on ladder
and god this thing sucks
base 175 Special Attack and it's missing KOs left and right because its best move is unboosted Heat Wave
and god this thing sucks
base 175 Special Attack and it's missing KOs left and right because its best move is unboosted Heat Wave
October 9, 2026 at 12:25 AM
it's that time in the Pokemon Champions season where i try to use Mega Chandelure, my favourite Pokemon, to get through the low ranks on ladder
and god this thing sucks
base 175 Special Attack and it's missing KOs left and right because its best move is unboosted Heat Wave
and god this thing sucks
base 175 Special Attack and it's missing KOs left and right because its best move is unboosted Heat Wave
okay i'm like 52% sure it was cross-contaminated and i got glutened for the first time since my celiac diagnosis, so maybe it'll be another five months til my next pizza...
having pizza for the first time in like five months...
October 8, 2026 at 12:03 PM
okay i'm like 52% sure it was cross-contaminated and i got glutened for the first time since my celiac diagnosis, so maybe it'll be another five months til my next pizza...
having pizza for the first time in like five months...
October 8, 2026 at 10:23 AM
having pizza for the first time in like five months...
this damn challenge has me hooked...
about to stream the first Gym Leader battle
www.twitch.tv/ellieevenstar
about to stream the first Gym Leader battle
www.twitch.tv/ellieevenstar
gonna stream some more Pokemon Run and Bun in a minute
www.twitch.tv/ellieevenstar
www.twitch.tv/ellieevenstar
October 2, 2026 at 7:02 AM
this damn challenge has me hooked...
about to stream the first Gym Leader battle
www.twitch.tv/ellieevenstar
about to stream the first Gym Leader battle
www.twitch.tv/ellieevenstar
gonna stream some more Pokemon Run and Bun in a minute
www.twitch.tv/ellieevenstar
www.twitch.tv/ellieevenstar
October 1, 2026 at 8:12 AM
gonna stream some more Pokemon Run and Bun in a minute
www.twitch.tv/ellieevenstar
www.twitch.tv/ellieevenstar
usually i can go a good six months between spider incidents, but not this time i guess...
October 1, 2026 at 4:34 AM
usually i can go a good six months between spider incidents, but not this time i guess...
i have learned two key things:
(1) streaming Pokemon Run and Bun is fun!
(2) streaming is fucking exhausting...
(1) streaming Pokemon Run and Bun is fun!
(2) streaming is fucking exhausting...
fuck it, attempting a Hardcore Nuzlocke of Pokemon Run and Bun, stream starts at 4
come watch if you want to give my Pokemon cute nicknames and then watch them die tragic deaths in battle i guess
www.twitch.tv/ellieevenstar
come watch if you want to give my Pokemon cute nicknames and then watch them die tragic deaths in battle i guess
www.twitch.tv/ellieevenstar
September 28, 2026 at 7:32 AM
i have learned two key things:
(1) streaming Pokemon Run and Bun is fun!
(2) streaming is fucking exhausting...
(1) streaming Pokemon Run and Bun is fun!
(2) streaming is fucking exhausting...
fuck it, attempting a Hardcore Nuzlocke of Pokemon Run and Bun, stream starts at 4
come watch if you want to give my Pokemon cute nicknames and then watch them die tragic deaths in battle i guess
www.twitch.tv/ellieevenstar
come watch if you want to give my Pokemon cute nicknames and then watch them die tragic deaths in battle i guess
www.twitch.tv/ellieevenstar
September 28, 2026 at 5:55 AM
fuck it, attempting a Hardcore Nuzlocke of Pokemon Run and Bun, stream starts at 4
come watch if you want to give my Pokemon cute nicknames and then watch them die tragic deaths in battle i guess
www.twitch.tv/ellieevenstar
come watch if you want to give my Pokemon cute nicknames and then watch them die tragic deaths in battle i guess
www.twitch.tv/ellieevenstar
help someone talk me into doing this
never mind i figured it out (amazing what you can achieve with three days of fruitless Googling followed by five minutes of "oh fuck it i'll just try to do it myself")
genuinely might start streaming an attempt at Run and Bun in the near future
genuinely might start streaming an attempt at Run and Bun in the near future
been trying my hand at Pokemon challenge runs again lately and for some reason i kinda want to try streaming a run but oh god i'm too technologically challenged for bullshit like stream overlays
September 28, 2026 at 5:46 AM
help someone talk me into doing this
it's always funny how i can be so eager to do something right up until the time comes for me to actually do it, at which point i become paralysed by fear
September 28, 2026 at 4:59 AM
it's always funny how i can be so eager to do something right up until the time comes for me to actually do it, at which point i become paralysed by fear
never mind i figured it out (amazing what you can achieve with three days of fruitless Googling followed by five minutes of "oh fuck it i'll just try to do it myself")
genuinely might start streaming an attempt at Run and Bun in the near future
genuinely might start streaming an attempt at Run and Bun in the near future
been trying my hand at Pokemon challenge runs again lately and for some reason i kinda want to try streaming a run but oh god i'm too technologically challenged for bullshit like stream overlays
September 27, 2026 at 8:23 AM
never mind i figured it out (amazing what you can achieve with three days of fruitless Googling followed by five minutes of "oh fuck it i'll just try to do it myself")
genuinely might start streaming an attempt at Run and Bun in the near future
genuinely might start streaming an attempt at Run and Bun in the near future
i feel like the internet used to have a lot more high-quality tutorials and guides for all kinds of things.
or maybe search engines are just worse now.
either way, every time i try to do something unfamiliar nowadays, i miss how easily i used to find helpful information.
or maybe search engines are just worse now.
either way, every time i try to do something unfamiliar nowadays, i miss how easily i used to find helpful information.
September 26, 2026 at 7:33 AM
i feel like the internet used to have a lot more high-quality tutorials and guides for all kinds of things.
or maybe search engines are just worse now.
either way, every time i try to do something unfamiliar nowadays, i miss how easily i used to find helpful information.
or maybe search engines are just worse now.
either way, every time i try to do something unfamiliar nowadays, i miss how easily i used to find helpful information.
been trying my hand at Pokemon challenge runs again lately and for some reason i kinda want to try streaming a run but oh god i'm too technologically challenged for bullshit like stream overlays
September 25, 2026 at 3:21 AM
been trying my hand at Pokemon challenge runs again lately and for some reason i kinda want to try streaming a run but oh god i'm too technologically challenged for bullshit like stream overlays
there's a car parked on the street. for the last ten minutes, it's been in an endless cycle where the car alarm gets set off, someone goes out to stop it after thirty seconds, and then it promptly gets set off again within seconds. if it doesn't cease soon i may go insane.
September 23, 2026 at 2:43 AM
there's a car parked on the street. for the last ten minutes, it's been in an endless cycle where the car alarm gets set off, someone goes out to stop it after thirty seconds, and then it promptly gets set off again within seconds. if it doesn't cease soon i may go insane.
a random cat just came into our front yard, meowed at our bedroom window for a number of minutes, then ran off as soon as we went outside to check if it was okay
September 22, 2026 at 12:36 PM
a random cat just came into our front yard, meowed at our bedroom window for a number of minutes, then ran off as soon as we went outside to check if it was okay
once again thinking that pretty much all of the problems in my life could be solved by a half-decent income
i should probably figure out how the utter fuck to get one of those
i should probably figure out how the utter fuck to get one of those
September 17, 2026 at 11:19 AM
once again thinking that pretty much all of the problems in my life could be solved by a half-decent income
i should probably figure out how the utter fuck to get one of those
i should probably figure out how the utter fuck to get one of those
pro tip: never get traumatised by an identical twin. twice as many people whose faces can set off a spiral.
September 16, 2026 at 11:02 AM
pro tip: never get traumatised by an identical twin. twice as many people whose faces can set off a spiral.
this is definitely the nicest cooking i've done in a long time
September 15, 2026 at 10:19 AM
this is definitely the nicest cooking i've done in a long time
i was over the post-spider incident paranoia from last week and then i just found a disembodied spider leg on the carpet. what the utter fuck.
September 8, 2026 at 2:50 PM
i was over the post-spider incident paranoia from last week and then i just found a disembodied spider leg on the carpet. what the utter fuck.
why am i feeling the urge to pull an all-nighter
haven't done that in months, maybe longer
haven't done that in months, maybe longer
September 4, 2026 at 3:14 PM
why am i feeling the urge to pull an all-nighter
haven't done that in months, maybe longer
haven't done that in months, maybe longer
help how do i stop feeling like i could be ambushed by a huge spider anywhere in this house at any moment
(i found a dead huntsman in the bedroom this morning and i've been in a state of severe paranoia ever since)
(i found a dead huntsman in the bedroom this morning and i've been in a state of severe paranoia ever since)
September 1, 2026 at 4:32 PM
help how do i stop feeling like i could be ambushed by a huge spider anywhere in this house at any moment
(i found a dead huntsman in the bedroom this morning and i've been in a state of severe paranoia ever since)
(i found a dead huntsman in the bedroom this morning and i've been in a state of severe paranoia ever since)
resetting the "days since a spider incident set off my arachnophobia" counter to zero.
five minutes later, resetting the "minutes since a spider incident set off my arachnophobia" counter to zero.
five minutes later, resetting the "minutes since a spider incident set off my arachnophobia" counter to zero.
September 1, 2026 at 2:41 AM
resetting the "days since a spider incident set off my arachnophobia" counter to zero.
five minutes later, resetting the "minutes since a spider incident set off my arachnophobia" counter to zero.
five minutes later, resetting the "minutes since a spider incident set off my arachnophobia" counter to zero.
should i just... try reconnecting with people? is that a thing i can just do?
thinking about all the people i've fallen out of contact with in the last few years
wondering if connections can be restored, wondering if they're worth restoring...
wondering if connections can be restored, wondering if they're worth restoring...
September 1, 2026 at 1:30 AM
should i just... try reconnecting with people? is that a thing i can just do?