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Allister
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25. Largely a vent page
I think that like up until I was like 20 that I put together that cities weren't entirely composed downtown areas and the idea of living in one always scared the shit out of me
September 19, 2026 at 5:18 AM
Dawg I thought I was just surpressing my evil heart. I didnt know those were called intrusive thoughts
September 18, 2026 at 9:23 PM
I really can't tell whether I'm annoyed by Dan Bejar's whole shtick or not but I like the music a lot. Like a band that could've had arcade fire's spot rightfully and kinda didn't get it because It was so obvious that it was all a sort of earnest bullshiting
September 18, 2026 at 7:16 PM
On top of the fact that on call hours after a full shift should be borderline illegal one of the worst parts is the moments in between when your ability to deny that you feel like you've wasted your entire life and can't do very much to change really starts to break down
September 18, 2026 at 7:02 PM
im 25 and can't choose a personality
September 13, 2026 at 3:13 AM
if possible i would like to post 50 times a day if only to prove i have 50< thoughts a day
September 13, 2026 at 3:03 AM
I need new drugs a girlfriend and to live somewhere 20 degrees cooler. if not i need to be perfect in every way
September 13, 2026 at 2:51 AM
scrobble game dire because I can't think and listen to music at the same time
August 27, 2026 at 2:34 AM
Zoomers love "the backrooms" but hate "the backshots" how can this be?
August 23, 2026 at 10:11 PM
Hopsin was a missing link to chud culture
August 19, 2026 at 11:26 PM
theres actively no point to me specifically posting on here, i only try because I can't actually be funny and it makes me upset
August 19, 2026 at 11:25 PM
I did a nogrowth
August 18, 2026 at 12:39 AM
Robert Ashley — The Park
YouTube video by Philipp Markovich
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August 13, 2026 at 1:17 AM
the little "type your post box" always feels like screaming into the padded cell walls.
August 12, 2026 at 11:30 PM
New Thing I'm trying
July 24, 2026 at 10:40 PM
Social media is filled with good intentions lead astray i.e. people trying to beat there own autism through bold and authentic expression
July 21, 2026 at 3:28 PM
July 21, 2026 at 3:24 PM
Devilman is a manga about the benefits and drawbacks of "thugmaxing"
July 20, 2026 at 4:20 PM
"love of life orchestra" is like a top 5 band name of all time. Never listened to the songs though
July 20, 2026 at 3:31 PM
I dont really see the point of expressing things anymore besides the fact that parts of your brain probably die from lack of excersize if you dont
July 16, 2026 at 10:59 PM
You'd be surprised to realize there was a new standing on the corner album a month ago
July 9, 2026 at 6:16 PM
Sunday evening "oh shit I forgot to do my homework" replaced with "oh shit I forgot to clean my part of the house"
July 5, 2026 at 9:30 PM
"fat icon mf doom"
June 22, 2026 at 11:02 PM
I think if the nixon hyper fixation is fading the move is to pivot to clinton hyperfixation, what lies between private pedophilia and public being "the white obama" This is what I need to know
June 19, 2026 at 11:59 PM