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now that vent is gone when am I ever gonna use little fancy words to express how I’m feeling again like I can’t just come here and say I’m tormented ⛓️ or disastrous 🌪️ or falling ☄️
more relevant than ever
you know what at least I’m not posting AI pictures of myself
September 17, 2026 at 12:57 PM
wow is everyone really so self absorbed they don’t gaf about anyone but themselves anymore
August 27, 2026 at 5:44 PM
wow I sure love it when everybody leaves me on read
August 27, 2026 at 5:39 PM
man idk I’m doing my best here but it’s not going all that well
August 21, 2026 at 10:34 PM
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August 20, 2026 at 10:23 PM
I just don’t know what to do though cause I try to be positive but then I worry if I’m too positive I’m gonna start sounding like “oh you’re depressed? just smile 😀😀😀😀” but that’s not being positive yk that’s being detached from reality so I don’t think I can really sound like that
August 21, 2026 at 10:31 PM
hey anxiety somebody can be doing bad and it have absolutely nothing to do with me you know
August 21, 2026 at 10:28 PM
anxiety is taking over again today
August 15, 2026 at 11:36 PM
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June 27, 2026 at 2:04 PM
I’m a big believer in being just the right amount of messy in life cause it makes your life easier too like when you start thinking I can’t do this cause it’s gonna upset this person or that person like nah. let that be their own problem
June 27, 2026 at 11:41 PM
I’m just so tired of everyone. the ones who I need to double text or triple text or quadruple text and then I still get ignored
June 16, 2026 at 10:43 PM
I am just so tired. the physical part is not the worst of it. it’s the being tired of people’s bullshit that’s really getting to me
June 16, 2026 at 10:36 PM
please let this be it
June 16, 2026 at 10:35 PM
what tf is going on with instagram and can’t they just fix it???? can’t repost anything I’m tagged in it looks like I’m straight up ignoring people
June 12, 2026 at 6:33 PM
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everything is a reference to your interests if you’re crazy enough
June 11, 2026 at 6:25 PM
and i’m happy with where i am tbh. like i’m doing things because i want not because i feel like i have to. like i’ll be kind because i want to, i’ll help people because that’s who i want to be so i will be that.
June 12, 2026 at 4:12 PM
one thing i’ve learned this year is you’ll survive you know. you’ll survive if they dislike you you’ll survive if they get upset you’ll survive if you fall out of peoples grace
June 12, 2026 at 4:08 PM
it’s fine i’ll get over it
June 12, 2026 at 4:06 PM
my body is telling me to stop my mind is telling me to stop my wallet is telling me to stfu
June 12, 2026 at 4:03 PM
honestly thought I was about to go bye bye today cause I suddenly had a blind spot in my vision only in one eye and now I got a headache
June 12, 2026 at 3:44 PM
like I think I’m gonna download a stupid pointless app store game hoping I get hooked on it just so I can hopefully numb my mind a bit
May 5, 2026 at 7:36 PM
I’m so tired I can’t even dissociate from reality anymore
May 5, 2026 at 7:33 PM
had an interesting conversation with a friend and it made me realize I could do better in this one weird situation we’re both in so I will. and I hope that’ll make things better. she told me “I wanna solve the problem not escalate it” and honestly love her for it cause not many people would say that
April 30, 2026 at 11:08 PM
I don’t think you like me all that much but damn I feel like you don’t like anyone else all that much either
April 30, 2026 at 11:00 PM
and I’m doing all of this just to help other people cause fuck if that was me I’d want someone like me to help
April 30, 2026 at 10:58 PM