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Dream (just a guy)
@novasandnightmares.bsky.social
❤️‍🩹 IN RECOVERY! no proana no sh sharing

no stats here. i don't want to encourage anyone to hurt.

i'm bad at descriptions
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🌠 NovasAndNightmares intro 🌌

- name: dream (not real name)
- pronouns: anything is fine
- age: internet old :/
- intro: fighting against arfid for most of my life. somewhat recovered from sh, b/p, 🚬
- tw: don't use me as an excuse to hurt yourself
- dni: minors, sp0 accounts, racists, transphobes
hello negative body image, why won't you leave me alone to go bother a rich man
August 26, 2026 at 10:29 PM
hiding in the bathroom at work 😖
August 26, 2026 at 4:25 PM
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Trying my best for real I promise
August 23, 2026 at 1:01 PM
🌠 NovasAndNightmares intro 🌌

- name: dream (not real name)
- pronouns: anything is fine
- age: internet old :/
- intro: fighting against arfid for most of my life. somewhat recovered from sh, b/p, 🚬
- tw: don't use me as an excuse to hurt yourself
- dni: minors, sp0 accounts, racists, transphobes
August 20, 2026 at 4:47 PM
i want to drink all my calories, like juice, smoothies, yogurt and lattes. eating is too hard. it seems like that's the opposite of most of edsky 😆
August 20, 2026 at 4:34 PM
it's good to feel things.

feel them, then let them pass through you.

it's true for emotions and sensations. panic, sadness, irritation, heaviness, loss of control come and go as life progresses.
August 18, 2026 at 9:13 PM
still here. still in recovery. still exhausted.
August 18, 2026 at 3:18 AM
back in the part of my life where i pinch the fat on my stomach. i need to work out or i'll look like a blob next to my wife
August 18, 2026 at 3:17 AM
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if nazi riots harmed the rich they would put a stop to them yesterday.

but while we engage is race and gender wars, they profit, and remain united over wealth
June 11, 2026 at 1:21 PM
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Drink. Your. Water. 😠
June 11, 2026 at 3:22 PM
when i went to the doctor, it had not been five minutes before i was diagnosed with malnutrition. i dont have the bloodwork, but it is predicted to be iron deficient, omega-3 deficient, and multiple vitamin deficiencies.

i thought i was better so this is upsetting to me. i'm letting my family down.
June 12, 2026 at 4:17 PM
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Recovery happens on hard days. #edrecovery
March 4, 2026 at 12:31 PM
there is nothing wrong with being of a certain weight. would you tell someone you love they are ugly? i can't imagine saying that to my wife. i would not say that to a stranger. certainly i am somewhere between someone i love and a stranger to myself.

#recovery #EDrecovery
March 4, 2026 at 12:07 PM
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The current happenings in the world is enough to make anyone fearful for the future. I hope that humanity will survive attempting to destroy itself. There are too many stupid people out there for comfort.
March 3, 2026 at 10:21 PM
being neither a man nor a woman does not stop me from checking the BMI charts for men and women
March 3, 2026 at 8:04 PM
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Good morning everyone! Daffodil wants me to remind you to drink a big glass of water before you start your day 🌼
March 3, 2026 at 3:48 PM
i had a good 🚽 day yesterday haha, that's how i know i ate well 😅 old timers know the shit struggle when you're too deep in the ed for too long
March 2, 2026 at 3:59 PM
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“Both recovery and engaging in the ED are distressing. The only difference between the two is that the distress of an ED is permanent, but the distress of recovery is temporary.”
March 2, 2026 at 11:28 AM
i know i have been disappearing a lot, but it feels kind of nice to not be on ed social media as much as i was when i was on tumblr. there's a mental spiral edblr would pull me into, especially when there were sp0 posts (and meansp0/fatsp0 were a lot more common there)
March 1, 2026 at 9:08 PM
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the powerful are pedophiles who eat babies,
they bomb civilians to distract you,
majority of the world dont have food water or housing,
we dont even have adequate access to healthcare.

but im to study and continue like normal? continue pushing past my limits as if the future will be ok ...
February 28, 2026 at 11:35 AM
update… i binged and i have been fasting as much as i can since, but i feel well enough today to say i am back in recovery fully. if i feel so ashamed of myself i want to destroy myself, giving in to the shame will not help me feel better. i know this, but i needed a reminder
March 1, 2026 at 3:09 PM
what do you want children to learn from you? it does not have to be your child
February 16, 2026 at 7:50 PM
your worth is not based on how you look. the concept of being worthy only benefits those in charge. you are limitless and precious. you are loved
February 16, 2026 at 7:48 PM
the temptation has been strong at times but i am succeeding so far. i can tell i gained tho :/
i won't weigh one time this month. i'm done being controlled. i am hoping to eat well and exercise as i am able, if not for me then for my family
February 16, 2026 at 3:22 AM