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· Apr 7
I'm just using this as a diary at this point but it's ok I'll scrape this account when the time comes (vague)
Normal people get to try but I don't because I am born inherently evil and this means my desires have to be evaporated for the greater good
October 6, 2026 at 6:54 AM
Normal people get to try but I don't because I am born inherently evil and this means my desires have to be evaporated for the greater good
Dreamed about getting blown apart by a missile. bless up
October 4, 2026 at 5:36 AM
Dreamed about getting blown apart by a missile. bless up
I know I'm an adult now but I still do not know how to deal with sexual comments from my family at all
September 19, 2026 at 11:59 PM
I know I'm an adult now but I still do not know how to deal with sexual comments from my family at all
I am one irritating thing away from blowing my shit smoove off
September 18, 2026 at 2:19 AM
I am one irritating thing away from blowing my shit smoove off
honestly I'm probably a really pretentious and self-elevating person. I noticed that lately I tend to give out mental judgements and disdain more freely even if I don't express it outwardly
September 10, 2026 at 9:14 PM
honestly I'm probably a really pretentious and self-elevating person. I noticed that lately I tend to give out mental judgements and disdain more freely even if I don't express it outwardly
sometimes i forget i live in war and that might affect my mental health <has been hearing loud nearby shelling throughout the entire day and didn't understand why they were feeling like ass for "no reason"
August 29, 2026 at 3:10 AM
sometimes i forget i live in war and that might affect my mental health <has been hearing loud nearby shelling throughout the entire day and didn't understand why they were feeling like ass for "no reason"
In general I think a lot of emotional dysregulation in mel modern era stem from the fact that I'm trying to be more sincerely myself now but I keep stopping to wonder if anyone actually appreciates sincerity
August 28, 2026 at 4:48 AM
In general I think a lot of emotional dysregulation in mel modern era stem from the fact that I'm trying to be more sincerely myself now but I keep stopping to wonder if anyone actually appreciates sincerity
(talking somberly inside a confession booth, my posture weighed down with guilt and shame) I want a girl to feel cuteness aggression towards me
August 28, 2026 at 4:15 AM
(talking somberly inside a confession booth, my posture weighed down with guilt and shame) I want a girl to feel cuteness aggression towards me
I can't even be an alcoholic about this maybe I should start smoking
August 19, 2026 at 11:26 AM
I can't even be an alcoholic about this maybe I should start smoking
Feeling defenseless against adults AT MY BIG AGE feels like a humiliation ritual
August 10, 2026 at 11:59 AM
Feeling defenseless against adults AT MY BIG AGE feels like a humiliation ritual
Being afraid of a family member who loves you and is emotionally dependent on you is the genuine worst thing that could ever happen
August 10, 2026 at 11:46 AM
Being afraid of a family member who loves you and is emotionally dependent on you is the genuine worst thing that could ever happen
everyone knows better than ME what IM supposed to do but they're not even telling me
August 3, 2026 at 1:07 AM
everyone knows better than ME what IM supposed to do but they're not even telling me
I Have Been Loved to Death And I Have Also Been Betrayed To Life all is free game in this world. the exact moment you cannot do anything is when you become able to do everything
August 2, 2026 at 3:43 AM
I Have Been Loved to Death And I Have Also Been Betrayed To Life all is free game in this world. the exact moment you cannot do anything is when you become able to do everything
one day I'm going to unconsciously lure someone into the depths of my mind fr but at this point I wonder if that kind of person even exists
July 11, 2026 at 6:41 PM
one day I'm going to unconsciously lure someone into the depths of my mind fr but at this point I wonder if that kind of person even exists
How it feels to have a conversation with people you barely know who are genuinely no exaggeration 100 times more competent and knowledgeable than you and not be immediately killed for your stupidity
June 24, 2026 at 4:29 PM
How it feels to have a conversation with people you barely know who are genuinely no exaggeration 100 times more competent and knowledgeable than you and not be immediately killed for your stupidity
my life is really just 'if and when but never is'
June 22, 2026 at 11:56 AM
my life is really just 'if and when but never is'
AAAAUYHHHHGGGHH AUGGHHHH UUUGAGAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
June 17, 2026 at 2:20 AM
AAAAUYHHHHGGGHH AUGGHHHH UUUGAGAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I want to fuck up my brain but in like new and exciting ways. what's the funniest thing one could condition oneself into
June 16, 2026 at 4:23 AM
I want to fuck up my brain but in like new and exciting ways. what's the funniest thing one could condition oneself into
Crash out postponed
June 13, 2026 at 8:28 AM
Crash out postponed
I'm going to crash out
June 12, 2026 at 3:47 AM
I'm going to crash out
Sometimes you think you don't have that much personality/consciousness continuity issues but then you look back at something recent and think Well that's not my opinion. and have to live with that
June 10, 2026 at 1:01 PM
Sometimes you think you don't have that much personality/consciousness continuity issues but then you look back at something recent and think Well that's not my opinion. and have to live with that
I did some reading and annotating again today; it's genuinely emphasis on 'some' here (I got through a few, maybe 4~ pages before being interrupted) but I do think I enjoy it a bit more now. having a space to deposit my thoughts that is more constant than my fading mind is helpful
But in a sense annotating every word the meaning of which I'm unsure of does help me with retaining a bit. because I both get more used/familiar to a new vocabulary and have to actively think about how it fits into the sentence and the paragraph
June 7, 2026 at 7:03 PM
I did some reading and annotating again today; it's genuinely emphasis on 'some' here (I got through a few, maybe 4~ pages before being interrupted) but I do think I enjoy it a bit more now. having a space to deposit my thoughts that is more constant than my fading mind is helpful
jumping through 50 hoops splitting a pdf OCRing it reformsatting it in Google docs so it's at least readable just so I can read it and properly annotate
June 7, 2026 at 2:45 AM
jumping through 50 hoops splitting a pdf OCRing it reformsatting it in Google docs so it's at least readable just so I can read it and properly annotate