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i forgot i put so many inner thought ramblings in this acc 🫥😳 ah fuck it LMAO a significant amount of things have changed since then and my thoughts don't completely align with a lot of past musings atm
re: past posts
i think there's a reason most of my current fave artists follow olivia meanwhile taylor got none 😭💀🪦
i think there's a reason most of my current fave artists follow olivia meanwhile taylor got none 😭💀🪦
October 9, 2026 at 7:23 PM
re: past posts
i think there's a reason most of my current fave artists follow olivia meanwhile taylor got none 😭💀🪦
i think there's a reason most of my current fave artists follow olivia meanwhile taylor got none 😭💀🪦
i just think the music itself can greatly amplify and also add meaning or moreso depth to any possible lyrics they match up to, how it's sung included
i remember learning some of her songs on guitar and oh boy, they really were mostly... the same progressions, if not the most basic ones
meanwhile other artists i practice on: so much variety and style in production, like even different songs within an album for certain artists
meanwhile other artists i practice on: so much variety and style in production, like even different songs within an album for certain artists
October 9, 2026 at 7:21 PM
i just think the music itself can greatly amplify and also add meaning or moreso depth to any possible lyrics they match up to, how it's sung included
there's something so monotonous about taylor swift's musicality
her older songs' lyrics were quite great, i can give credit to that, and some of her 'feat. another artist' stand out in music
but elsewhere, the music itself: instruments, chord progressions... they all sound so same-y, i'm sorry 😭
her older songs' lyrics were quite great, i can give credit to that, and some of her 'feat. another artist' stand out in music
but elsewhere, the music itself: instruments, chord progressions... they all sound so same-y, i'm sorry 😭
October 9, 2026 at 7:13 PM
there's something so monotonous about taylor swift's musicality
her older songs' lyrics were quite great, i can give credit to that, and some of her 'feat. another artist' stand out in music
but elsewhere, the music itself: instruments, chord progressions... they all sound so same-y, i'm sorry 😭
her older songs' lyrics were quite great, i can give credit to that, and some of her 'feat. another artist' stand out in music
but elsewhere, the music itself: instruments, chord progressions... they all sound so same-y, i'm sorry 😭
i think it's becoming a more concrete thought in my head that i could care less if i'm either male or female presenting in my speech lmao
not knowledgable enough about much lingo tho, gestures however i feel more attuned with
not knowledgable enough about much lingo tho, gestures however i feel more attuned with
October 9, 2026 at 5:49 PM
i think it's becoming a more concrete thought in my head that i could care less if i'm either male or female presenting in my speech lmao
not knowledgable enough about much lingo tho, gestures however i feel more attuned with
not knowledgable enough about much lingo tho, gestures however i feel more attuned with
back to journaling lmao
at least not about the past relationship anymore
more so... figuring myself out, and the kind of person i wanna be
honestly, i feel like i'm just fighting this inner demon that says i'm annoying my friends or something 😫 i don't even chat them everyday/time!
at least not about the past relationship anymore
more so... figuring myself out, and the kind of person i wanna be
honestly, i feel like i'm just fighting this inner demon that says i'm annoying my friends or something 😫 i don't even chat them everyday/time!
October 8, 2026 at 6:00 PM
back to journaling lmao
at least not about the past relationship anymore
more so... figuring myself out, and the kind of person i wanna be
honestly, i feel like i'm just fighting this inner demon that says i'm annoying my friends or something 😫 i don't even chat them everyday/time!
at least not about the past relationship anymore
more so... figuring myself out, and the kind of person i wanna be
honestly, i feel like i'm just fighting this inner demon that says i'm annoying my friends or something 😫 i don't even chat them everyday/time!
maybe i should get back into utilizing this as a dump / rambling acc yup yup
October 8, 2026 at 12:35 PM
maybe i should get back into utilizing this as a dump / rambling acc yup yup
gonna let this mania die down, doesn't mean i'll be depressed gotta be chill again 😌
October 8, 2026 at 9:15 AM
gonna let this mania die down, doesn't mean i'll be depressed gotta be chill again 😌
my inner dialogue really has to calm down sometimes lmao i make up WAY too many stories in my head when in reality: i haven't even done SH*T to cause those stories to appear
not a good look tho, makes me look so delusional is2g
gotta get back on the meditating horse 😑
not a good look tho, makes me look so delusional is2g
gotta get back on the meditating horse 😑
October 7, 2026 at 3:11 PM
my inner dialogue really has to calm down sometimes lmao i make up WAY too many stories in my head when in reality: i haven't even done SH*T to cause those stories to appear
not a good look tho, makes me look so delusional is2g
gotta get back on the meditating horse 😑
not a good look tho, makes me look so delusional is2g
gotta get back on the meditating horse 😑
i forgot i put so many inner thought ramblings in this acc 🫥😳 ah fuck it LMAO a significant amount of things have changed since then and my thoughts don't completely align with a lot of past musings atm
October 7, 2026 at 8:10 AM
i forgot i put so many inner thought ramblings in this acc 🫥😳 ah fuck it LMAO a significant amount of things have changed since then and my thoughts don't completely align with a lot of past musings atm
geez loneliness still creeps up so often 😭
October 5, 2026 at 2:19 PM
geez loneliness still creeps up so often 😭
i need to train my social battery 😵💫 i zone out pretty quickly when there's a big group lmaooo
October 4, 2026 at 5:39 PM
i need to train my social battery 😵💫 i zone out pretty quickly when there's a big group lmaooo
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October 1, 2026 at 3:14 PM
so excited to watch forgotten island w/ a friend i haven't seen in nearly 10 years 😭
September 30, 2026 at 4:06 PM
so excited to watch forgotten island w/ a friend i haven't seen in nearly 10 years 😭
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if you open up my brain you're just going to see that these three have been dancing in there for the last week
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September 28, 2026 at 2:40 PM
if you open up my brain you're just going to see that these three have been dancing in there for the last week
man i've actually built a habit of being conscious of how much i eat in a day 😭
September 23, 2026 at 3:18 PM
man i've actually built a habit of being conscious of how much i eat in a day 😭
if there's really anything AI needs is just so much stricter regulations
and the thing on top should be use your own data for training
if you really want the data, then pay for it IF the owner of said data is consenting to it to be sold... else, N O
and the thing on top should be use your own data for training
if you really want the data, then pay for it IF the owner of said data is consenting to it to be sold... else, N O
September 19, 2026 at 6:07 PM
if there's really anything AI needs is just so much stricter regulations
and the thing on top should be use your own data for training
if you really want the data, then pay for it IF the owner of said data is consenting to it to be sold... else, N O
and the thing on top should be use your own data for training
if you really want the data, then pay for it IF the owner of said data is consenting to it to be sold... else, N O
god, bless friends so much i feel a lot lighter actually crying
September 18, 2026 at 3:07 PM
god, bless friends so much i feel a lot lighter actually crying
maybe tonight i'll just sleep early...
September 18, 2026 at 12:07 PM
maybe tonight i'll just sleep early...
i keep getting recommended Hayley Williams or Paramore stuff outside of Spotify but i don't ever remember looking her up other than listening to the couple of Paramore songs i have on my playlists.,., maybe i'll listen later we'll see
September 18, 2026 at 8:23 AM
i keep getting recommended Hayley Williams or Paramore stuff outside of Spotify but i don't ever remember looking her up other than listening to the couple of Paramore songs i have on my playlists.,., maybe i'll listen later we'll see
while the past 3 hours were also slow, holy fuck was it productive
i can get so much shit done if i really just focus now, i'm getting there
every so often i still get waves of regrets but, while difficult, learning to be able to brush them off is quite the mind exercise geez...
i can get so much shit done if i really just focus now, i'm getting there
every so often i still get waves of regrets but, while difficult, learning to be able to brush them off is quite the mind exercise geez...
this has been the slowest week of my life damn man
September 17, 2026 at 10:58 AM
while the past 3 hours were also slow, holy fuck was it productive
i can get so much shit done if i really just focus now, i'm getting there
every so often i still get waves of regrets but, while difficult, learning to be able to brush them off is quite the mind exercise geez...
i can get so much shit done if i really just focus now, i'm getting there
every so often i still get waves of regrets but, while difficult, learning to be able to brush them off is quite the mind exercise geez...
i can't express how much i love and appreciate yspsfagsil for how raw and real it is about long term relationships that end...
it really came at a perfect time to help me put into words and emotions the grief and painful agony i was in for an entire goddamn year... and even during the relationship
it really came at a perfect time to help me put into words and emotions the grief and painful agony i was in for an entire goddamn year... and even during the relationship
September 16, 2026 at 6:51 PM
i can't express how much i love and appreciate yspsfagsil for how raw and real it is about long term relationships that end...
it really came at a perfect time to help me put into words and emotions the grief and painful agony i was in for an entire goddamn year... and even during the relationship
it really came at a perfect time to help me put into words and emotions the grief and painful agony i was in for an entire goddamn year... and even during the relationship
this has been the slowest week of my life damn man
September 16, 2026 at 11:01 AM
this has been the slowest week of my life damn man
goddd I already played Fortnite to get the Olivia pack 😭 but then now there's a WHOLE KH SQUAD PLS JOB COME GET ME I NEED THE VBUCKS
I have been tweaking my Resumé all day 😭😭😭
I have been tweaking my Resumé all day 😭😭😭
September 15, 2026 at 2:45 PM
goddd I already played Fortnite to get the Olivia pack 😭 but then now there's a WHOLE KH SQUAD PLS JOB COME GET ME I NEED THE VBUCKS
I have been tweaking my Resumé all day 😭😭😭
I have been tweaking my Resumé all day 😭😭😭
i think i'm ready watch romcoms again and also read those romance books lol
September 14, 2026 at 6:56 PM
i think i'm ready watch romcoms again and also read those romance books lol
and so... yeah, that's pretty much it. nothing else to wonder about the past. it's over for real.
time for a little sick "yeehaw partner, hell yeah brother" moment to freedom and being able to learn about loving, and nurturing myself a lot more 🥂🍻
time for a little sick "yeehaw partner, hell yeah brother" moment to freedom and being able to learn about loving, and nurturing myself a lot more 🥂🍻
September 14, 2026 at 5:12 PM
and so... yeah, that's pretty much it. nothing else to wonder about the past. it's over for real.
time for a little sick "yeehaw partner, hell yeah brother" moment to freedom and being able to learn about loving, and nurturing myself a lot more 🥂🍻
time for a little sick "yeehaw partner, hell yeah brother" moment to freedom and being able to learn about loving, and nurturing myself a lot more 🥂🍻