sean navat balanon
@seanstartrunning.bsky.social
musician, flower boy, renaissance man. queer. snapping away on polaroid. anecdotal dialogues in non-chronological order. he/him.
“I want it to look like you.”
September 12, 2026 at 3:51 AM
“I want it to look like you.”
me: here~ *hands over new sticker*
b: *gasps* YAOIIIIII
me: oh my god yaoi?
b: this looks so good, I need a comiccc
me: heh maybe one day
b: this is your best one yet
b: *gasps* YAOIIIIII
me: oh my god yaoi?
b: this looks so good, I need a comiccc
me: heh maybe one day
b: this is your best one yet
August 22, 2026 at 11:00 PM
me: here~ *hands over new sticker*
b: *gasps* YAOIIIIII
me: oh my god yaoi?
b: this looks so good, I need a comiccc
me: heh maybe one day
b: this is your best one yet
b: *gasps* YAOIIIIII
me: oh my god yaoi?
b: this looks so good, I need a comiccc
me: heh maybe one day
b: this is your best one yet
I'm sean and I'm so tough (gay, queer).
August 18, 2026 at 11:56 AM
I'm sean and I'm so tough (gay, queer).
b: do you have anything?
me: the only thing I’ve been diagnosed with is gender dysphoria… otherwise I’ve probably had social anxiety in my life
b: you kinda hate people 😏
me: I do not hate people 😲 I just know what I want!!
me: the only thing I’ve been diagnosed with is gender dysphoria… otherwise I’ve probably had social anxiety in my life
b: you kinda hate people 😏
me: I do not hate people 😲 I just know what I want!!
August 12, 2026 at 11:29 PM
b: do you have anything?
me: the only thing I’ve been diagnosed with is gender dysphoria… otherwise I’ve probably had social anxiety in my life
b: you kinda hate people 😏
me: I do not hate people 😲 I just know what I want!!
me: the only thing I’ve been diagnosed with is gender dysphoria… otherwise I’ve probably had social anxiety in my life
b: you kinda hate people 😏
me: I do not hate people 😲 I just know what I want!!
pretty alone
November 28, 2025 at 5:53 AM
pretty alone
Reposted by sean navat balanon
prize at booth bear, seaside heights, new jersey, 1978
November 15, 2025 at 11:36 AM
prize at booth bear, seaside heights, new jersey, 1978
Reposted by sean navat balanon
when you decide to kill yourself you have to first develop a checklist, a spreadsheet, a star chart for all the things you will break on your way down.
November 13, 2025 at 4:25 AM
when you decide to kill yourself you have to first develop a checklist, a spreadsheet, a star chart for all the things you will break on your way down.
how strange it is coming to the realization that you've outgrown some people emotionally.
October 21, 2025 at 1:31 AM
how strange it is coming to the realization that you've outgrown some people emotionally.
wearing lululemon leggings I bought ten years ago and feeling like my legs have become aerodynamic
October 16, 2025 at 12:48 PM
wearing lululemon leggings I bought ten years ago and feeling like my legs have become aerodynamic
friend: are they trying to get my attention?
me: who?
friend: that person walking back and forth.
me: ah, that's my good friend. I think you've both met before.
friend: they looked familiar!
me: *barks at other friend* hey! come here!!!
me: *watches them get along during my show* :) yay friends
me: who?
friend: that person walking back and forth.
me: ah, that's my good friend. I think you've both met before.
friend: they looked familiar!
me: *barks at other friend* hey! come here!!!
me: *watches them get along during my show* :) yay friends
October 7, 2025 at 1:37 AM
friend: are they trying to get my attention?
me: who?
friend: that person walking back and forth.
me: ah, that's my good friend. I think you've both met before.
friend: they looked familiar!
me: *barks at other friend* hey! come here!!!
me: *watches them get along during my show* :) yay friends
me: who?
friend: that person walking back and forth.
me: ah, that's my good friend. I think you've both met before.
friend: they looked familiar!
me: *barks at other friend* hey! come here!!!
me: *watches them get along during my show* :) yay friends
waiting for the orchards to release the granny smiths 🍏
October 1, 2025 at 1:39 PM
waiting for the orchards to release the granny smiths 🍏
at the point where I’m just gonna say what I think and feel whenever the hell I want
September 27, 2025 at 4:55 AM
at the point where I’m just gonna say what I think and feel whenever the hell I want
feeling tired after having vivid dreams as though I went through another day in life
September 24, 2025 at 9:55 PM
feeling tired after having vivid dreams as though I went through another day in life
“I’m queer, help me!”
“I can’t help you.”
“I can’t help you.”
September 23, 2025 at 12:57 AM
“I’m queer, help me!”
“I can’t help you.”
“I can’t help you.”
three cocktails and I’m sprinting to the ferris wheel
September 17, 2025 at 4:30 AM
three cocktails and I’m sprinting to the ferris wheel
I love driving
September 15, 2025 at 11:29 PM
I love driving
“how did you feel about me looking at sniffies in front of you?”
“eh I think there are better uses of your time.”
“what better use of time is there that isn’t sex?!”
“well, you could be making art.”
“eh I think there are better uses of your time.”
“what better use of time is there that isn’t sex?!”
“well, you could be making art.”
September 14, 2025 at 2:20 PM
“how did you feel about me looking at sniffies in front of you?”
“eh I think there are better uses of your time.”
“what better use of time is there that isn’t sex?!”
“well, you could be making art.”
“eh I think there are better uses of your time.”
“what better use of time is there that isn’t sex?!”
“well, you could be making art.”
I want a lobster
September 5, 2025 at 3:57 AM
I want a lobster
I wrote a song about self-love and a masculine want for tenderness after encouraging a friend to talk to a girl he found cute, it's queer as hell. my solo single, "girl inside me" comes out this friday, yay~
September 4, 2025 at 12:11 AM
I wrote a song about self-love and a masculine want for tenderness after encouraging a friend to talk to a girl he found cute, it's queer as hell. my solo single, "girl inside me" comes out this friday, yay~
“I love your shirt!”
“thank you!”
“I’ll steal all your clothes. are you looking for a girlfriend?”
“oh, well I have a LOT of clothes.”
“thank you!”
“I’ll steal all your clothes. are you looking for a girlfriend?”
“oh, well I have a LOT of clothes.”
September 2, 2025 at 1:57 PM
“I love your shirt!”
“thank you!”
“I’ll steal all your clothes. are you looking for a girlfriend?”
“oh, well I have a LOT of clothes.”
“thank you!”
“I’ll steal all your clothes. are you looking for a girlfriend?”
“oh, well I have a LOT of clothes.”
all my slut friends love to tell me to put my feelings in a box
September 1, 2025 at 3:23 PM
all my slut friends love to tell me to put my feelings in a box
"I need to go. the night is calling me."
"where are you going?"
"where do you think?"
"what, the bootyhole lounge??"
"where are you going?"
"where do you think?"
"what, the bootyhole lounge??"
August 31, 2025 at 12:05 PM
"I need to go. the night is calling me."
"where are you going?"
"where do you think?"
"what, the bootyhole lounge??"
"where are you going?"
"where do you think?"
"what, the bootyhole lounge??"
suddenly feeling a thousand years old
August 31, 2025 at 11:15 AM
suddenly feeling a thousand years old
“why are you sitting like spiderman?”
“I’m gay, I can’t sit properly.”
“what??”
“also I AM spiderman.”
“I’m gay, I can’t sit properly.”
“what??”
“also I AM spiderman.”
August 30, 2025 at 4:35 PM
“why are you sitting like spiderman?”
“I’m gay, I can’t sit properly.”
“what??”
“also I AM spiderman.”
“I’m gay, I can’t sit properly.”
“what??”
“also I AM spiderman.”