ZanitySystem Voidling VTuber
@zanitysystem.bsky.social
They/Them | Genderfluid | DID dx | Millennial
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#Artist #Writer #VTuber #Disabled #Plural
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Boooooost!! 💸💕
🌱 PLEASE HELP US NOT BE EVICTED 🌱
Turns out we may be evicted if we don’t come up with the rent money and for utilities for October. This would be a HUGE help and reliever if we could have this goal met. Partner was fired from his job this month. We’re struggling.
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Turns out we may be evicted if we don’t come up with the rent money and for utilities for October. This would be a HUGE help and reliever if we could have this goal met. Partner was fired from his job this month. We’re struggling.
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Support missalppy ❤️
Support missalppy
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September 23, 2026 at 12:59 AM
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So I recognize that frantic, urgent, aggressive behavior is a reflection of pain. I respond to that pain unless my health is at great risk.
But I can't expect people to see pain when I get aggressive about neglected needs.
It's not fair, but that's reality I guess.
But I can't expect people to see pain when I get aggressive about neglected needs.
It's not fair, but that's reality I guess.
September 23, 2026 at 10:26 AM
So I recognize that frantic, urgent, aggressive behavior is a reflection of pain. I respond to that pain unless my health is at great risk.
But I can't expect people to see pain when I get aggressive about neglected needs.
It's not fair, but that's reality I guess.
But I can't expect people to see pain when I get aggressive about neglected needs.
It's not fair, but that's reality I guess.
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Our feature artist/tutorial for today is this WONDERFUL & ESSENTIAL page on the placement of BODY FAT on figures by the talented @marinscos! REAL BODY SHAPE VARIETY is a part of what makes us all beautiful, and that should be reflected in our art. I LOVE this. #ART #anime #ARTIST
September 22, 2026 at 10:36 AM
Feeling this so hard lately. Especially when I can see contempt in the eyes of female entrepreneurs around me
I WANT TO SEE MORE TRANS MASCS PRAISED FOR THEIR FASHION AND MUSIC CREATIONS
THERE ARE MANY OF US TMASCS THAT MAKE WEIRD SHIT BUT PEOPLE DO NOT WANNA UPLIFT "MEN" AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
THERE ARE MANY OF US TMASCS THAT MAKE WEIRD SHIT BUT PEOPLE DO NOT WANNA UPLIFT "MEN" AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
September 21, 2026 at 1:23 AM
Feeling this so hard lately. Especially when I can see contempt in the eyes of female entrepreneurs around me
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the only way I got more wild with my colors in my art is cause Im colorblind and color theory was PISSN ME OFF
so I made up my own color theory for myself and get real weird with it.
colors that are "ugly" I use and experiment with what makes them look cool.
screw the rules
so I made up my own color theory for myself and get real weird with it.
colors that are "ugly" I use and experiment with what makes them look cool.
screw the rules
September 20, 2026 at 7:50 PM
the only way I got more wild with my colors in my art is cause Im colorblind and color theory was PISSN ME OFF
so I made up my own color theory for myself and get real weird with it.
colors that are "ugly" I use and experiment with what makes them look cool.
screw the rules
so I made up my own color theory for myself and get real weird with it.
colors that are "ugly" I use and experiment with what makes them look cool.
screw the rules
Our system has reached a point where it is us against the world. No matter what's happening around us, we have each other's backs. We get into conflict & we work on repair, reconnection, identity & meeting individual needs.
It's the only way to survive. Stop trusting outsiders MORE THAN yourself.
It's the only way to survive. Stop trusting outsiders MORE THAN yourself.
September 19, 2026 at 2:46 PM
Our system has reached a point where it is us against the world. No matter what's happening around us, we have each other's backs. We get into conflict & we work on repair, reconnection, identity & meeting individual needs.
It's the only way to survive. Stop trusting outsiders MORE THAN yourself.
It's the only way to survive. Stop trusting outsiders MORE THAN yourself.
"reach out to your support network, lean on your supports"
But what if someone doesn't yet have the SKILLS to do that?
Did you know asking for help and being RECEPTIVE to support, and communicating your needs are all skills?
A support network isn't going to magically understand what you need.
But what if someone doesn't yet have the SKILLS to do that?
Did you know asking for help and being RECEPTIVE to support, and communicating your needs are all skills?
A support network isn't going to magically understand what you need.
September 17, 2026 at 4:01 PM
"reach out to your support network, lean on your supports"
But what if someone doesn't yet have the SKILLS to do that?
Did you know asking for help and being RECEPTIVE to support, and communicating your needs are all skills?
A support network isn't going to magically understand what you need.
But what if someone doesn't yet have the SKILLS to do that?
Did you know asking for help and being RECEPTIVE to support, and communicating your needs are all skills?
A support network isn't going to magically understand what you need.
Yep, I was approved in March. The phone agent confirmed my account has $0.13 and has not received a deposit in a year.
Escalating to a supervisor.
Phone agent has never seen this before.
Ah.. lazy lazy welfare king spending 2 hours comparing documents over the phone.
Escalating to a supervisor.
Phone agent has never seen this before.
Ah.. lazy lazy welfare king spending 2 hours comparing documents over the phone.
I was approved for cash assistance in March, I'm learning. When I applied for it because I was drowning. Never saw a penny.
They're trying to figure it out.
Backpay will cover necessities like a dream. 🤞🤞🤞🤞
They're trying to figure it out.
Backpay will cover necessities like a dream. 🤞🤞🤞🤞
Who's "They"?
ah the benevolent people who coronated my welfare king status of course.
I'm too well fed on $128 a month you see, but I'm a hungry bastard and must request more as King of my welfare.
(Department of Human Services: foodstamps, cash assistance, medicaid, WIC, etc.)
ah the benevolent people who coronated my welfare king status of course.
I'm too well fed on $128 a month you see, but I'm a hungry bastard and must request more as King of my welfare.
(Department of Human Services: foodstamps, cash assistance, medicaid, WIC, etc.)
September 17, 2026 at 3:04 PM
Yep, I was approved in March. The phone agent confirmed my account has $0.13 and has not received a deposit in a year.
Escalating to a supervisor.
Phone agent has never seen this before.
Ah.. lazy lazy welfare king spending 2 hours comparing documents over the phone.
Escalating to a supervisor.
Phone agent has never seen this before.
Ah.. lazy lazy welfare king spending 2 hours comparing documents over the phone.
I was approved for cash assistance in March, I'm learning. When I applied for it because I was drowning. Never saw a penny.
They're trying to figure it out.
Backpay will cover necessities like a dream. 🤞🤞🤞🤞
They're trying to figure it out.
Backpay will cover necessities like a dream. 🤞🤞🤞🤞
Who's "They"?
ah the benevolent people who coronated my welfare king status of course.
I'm too well fed on $128 a month you see, but I'm a hungry bastard and must request more as King of my welfare.
(Department of Human Services: foodstamps, cash assistance, medicaid, WIC, etc.)
ah the benevolent people who coronated my welfare king status of course.
I'm too well fed on $128 a month you see, but I'm a hungry bastard and must request more as King of my welfare.
(Department of Human Services: foodstamps, cash assistance, medicaid, WIC, etc.)
I get spicy and petty in the morning.
Right now I'm bored and uncomfortable in my akin cause I'm on hold to the highest pitch piano piece to discuss why they have not processed the reports I sent in March, May, July, and August.
Right now I'm bored and uncomfortable in my akin cause I'm on hold to the highest pitch piano piece to discuss why they have not processed the reports I sent in March, May, July, and August.
September 17, 2026 at 3:03 PM
I was approved for cash assistance in March, I'm learning. When I applied for it because I was drowning. Never saw a penny.
They're trying to figure it out.
Backpay will cover necessities like a dream. 🤞🤞🤞🤞
They're trying to figure it out.
Backpay will cover necessities like a dream. 🤞🤞🤞🤞
Who's "They"?
ah the benevolent people who coronated my welfare king status of course.
I'm too well fed on $128 a month you see, but I'm a hungry bastard and must request more as King of my welfare.
(Department of Human Services: foodstamps, cash assistance, medicaid, WIC, etc.)
ah the benevolent people who coronated my welfare king status of course.
I'm too well fed on $128 a month you see, but I'm a hungry bastard and must request more as King of my welfare.
(Department of Human Services: foodstamps, cash assistance, medicaid, WIC, etc.)
I get spicy and petty in the morning.
Right now I'm bored and uncomfortable in my akin cause I'm on hold to the highest pitch piano piece to discuss why they have not processed the reports I sent in March, May, July, and August.
Right now I'm bored and uncomfortable in my akin cause I'm on hold to the highest pitch piano piece to discuss why they have not processed the reports I sent in March, May, July, and August.
September 17, 2026 at 2:41 PM
Who's "They"?
ah the benevolent people who coronated my welfare king status of course.
I'm too well fed on $128 a month you see, but I'm a hungry bastard and must request more as King of my welfare.
(Department of Human Services: foodstamps, cash assistance, medicaid, WIC, etc.)
ah the benevolent people who coronated my welfare king status of course.
I'm too well fed on $128 a month you see, but I'm a hungry bastard and must request more as King of my welfare.
(Department of Human Services: foodstamps, cash assistance, medicaid, WIC, etc.)
I get spicy and petty in the morning.
Right now I'm bored and uncomfortable in my akin cause I'm on hold to the highest pitch piano piece to discuss why they have not processed the reports I sent in March, May, July, and August.
Right now I'm bored and uncomfortable in my akin cause I'm on hold to the highest pitch piano piece to discuss why they have not processed the reports I sent in March, May, July, and August.
September 17, 2026 at 2:38 PM
I get spicy and petty in the morning.
Right now I'm bored and uncomfortable in my akin cause I'm on hold to the highest pitch piano piece to discuss why they have not processed the reports I sent in March, May, July, and August.
Right now I'm bored and uncomfortable in my akin cause I'm on hold to the highest pitch piano piece to discuss why they have not processed the reports I sent in March, May, July, and August.
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It's my birthday and for my birthday I need you to look at my art (Mel Blanc scream) LOOK AT IT! We both know intuitively I should be in the MoMa, the Louvre even, the walls in your home why not!
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September 17, 2026 at 7:00 AM
It's my birthday and for my birthday I need you to look at my art (Mel Blanc scream) LOOK AT IT! We both know intuitively I should be in the MoMa, the Louvre even, the walls in your home why not!
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September 17, 2026 at 12:28 PM
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elaborate shitpost illustration of mine
September 17, 2026 at 12:35 PM
elaborate shitpost illustration of mine
A lot of other DID systems will vehemently throw problematic DID systems under the bus claiming that they're fakers.
You're playing a game of palatability.
YOU'RE one of the good ones, THEY'RE one of the bad ones. So they'll treat YOU better right?
Nope.
You're playing a game of palatability.
YOU'RE one of the good ones, THEY'RE one of the bad ones. So they'll treat YOU better right?
Nope.
Hot take: Trisha Paytas never faked her did. She still has DID, and is still getting therapy for it.
She was just a dramatic messy bitch having a crash out on the internet, and being toxic. And happened to also have the DID.
Shocker, ppl are messy af.
(Not a fan, just not blind either)
She was just a dramatic messy bitch having a crash out on the internet, and being toxic. And happened to also have the DID.
Shocker, ppl are messy af.
(Not a fan, just not blind either)
September 17, 2026 at 1:40 PM
A lot of other DID systems will vehemently throw problematic DID systems under the bus claiming that they're fakers.
You're playing a game of palatability.
YOU'RE one of the good ones, THEY'RE one of the bad ones. So they'll treat YOU better right?
Nope.
You're playing a game of palatability.
YOU'RE one of the good ones, THEY'RE one of the bad ones. So they'll treat YOU better right?
Nope.
Hot take: Trisha Paytas never faked her did. She still has DID, and is still getting therapy for it.
She was just a dramatic messy bitch having a crash out on the internet, and being toxic. And happened to also have the DID.
Shocker, ppl are messy af.
(Not a fan, just not blind either)
She was just a dramatic messy bitch having a crash out on the internet, and being toxic. And happened to also have the DID.
Shocker, ppl are messy af.
(Not a fan, just not blind either)
September 17, 2026 at 1:38 PM
Hot take: Trisha Paytas never faked her did. She still has DID, and is still getting therapy for it.
She was just a dramatic messy bitch having a crash out on the internet, and being toxic. And happened to also have the DID.
Shocker, ppl are messy af.
(Not a fan, just not blind either)
She was just a dramatic messy bitch having a crash out on the internet, and being toxic. And happened to also have the DID.
Shocker, ppl are messy af.
(Not a fan, just not blind either)
Up down up down. We're going okay right now
September 17, 2026 at 2:28 AM
Up down up down. We're going okay right now
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For Red Wolf Week, we’re offering FREE 45-minute wolf webinars for schools! 🎉
Students can join us from their classrooms to learn about critically endangered Red Wolves, their history, and what it takes to support their recovery/.
Limited availability. Enter to participate: https://bit.ly/4AfSPZZ
Students can join us from their classrooms to learn about critically endangered Red Wolves, their history, and what it takes to support their recovery/.
Limited availability. Enter to participate: https://bit.ly/4AfSPZZ
September 16, 2026 at 11:00 PM
For Red Wolf Week, we’re offering FREE 45-minute wolf webinars for schools! 🎉
Students can join us from their classrooms to learn about critically endangered Red Wolves, their history, and what it takes to support their recovery/.
Limited availability. Enter to participate: https://bit.ly/4AfSPZZ
Students can join us from their classrooms to learn about critically endangered Red Wolves, their history, and what it takes to support their recovery/.
Limited availability. Enter to participate: https://bit.ly/4AfSPZZ
Some trauma survivors might lean into being negative and expressing negativity and get down right hostile about their RIGHT to be negative.
Imagine having never been allowed to express a normal and healthy negative emotion all your childhood. Grinning & bearing it.
You might get possessive too.
Imagine having never been allowed to express a normal and healthy negative emotion all your childhood. Grinning & bearing it.
You might get possessive too.
September 16, 2026 at 11:36 PM
Some trauma survivors might lean into being negative and expressing negativity and get down right hostile about their RIGHT to be negative.
Imagine having never been allowed to express a normal and healthy negative emotion all your childhood. Grinning & bearing it.
You might get possessive too.
Imagine having never been allowed to express a normal and healthy negative emotion all your childhood. Grinning & bearing it.
You might get possessive too.
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Chances are you're going to try to do too much. That's just what we complex survivors do. Between shame & hyper independence & being used to doing hard things utterly alone, over functioning is often our default setting.
And we can't just throw that into reverse after decades.
And we can't just throw that into reverse after decades.
September 15, 2026 at 5:17 AM
Chances are you're going to try to do too much. That's just what we complex survivors do. Between shame & hyper independence & being used to doing hard things utterly alone, over functioning is often our default setting.
And we can't just throw that into reverse after decades.
And we can't just throw that into reverse after decades.
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If you're a CPTSD survivor you're likely going to find yourself reactive to a whole spectrum of things that have nothing to do w/ you. You're not "crazy;" that's just what happens. No shame.
You manage it like you manage your vulnerability to sunburn. We're all gingers here.
You manage it like you manage your vulnerability to sunburn. We're all gingers here.
September 15, 2026 at 5:18 AM
If you're a CPTSD survivor you're likely going to find yourself reactive to a whole spectrum of things that have nothing to do w/ you. You're not "crazy;" that's just what happens. No shame.
You manage it like you manage your vulnerability to sunburn. We're all gingers here.
You manage it like you manage your vulnerability to sunburn. We're all gingers here.
Only make boundaries you're willing to enforce.
Boundaries don't work unless YOU take action to back them up.
Telling someone a boundary is NOT enforcing the boundary. It's only talk.
Following through on consequences? There ya go, that's boundary enforcement.
Boundaries don't work unless YOU take action to back them up.
Telling someone a boundary is NOT enforcing the boundary. It's only talk.
Following through on consequences? There ya go, that's boundary enforcement.
September 15, 2026 at 11:10 AM
Only make boundaries you're willing to enforce.
Boundaries don't work unless YOU take action to back them up.
Telling someone a boundary is NOT enforcing the boundary. It's only talk.
Following through on consequences? There ya go, that's boundary enforcement.
Boundaries don't work unless YOU take action to back them up.
Telling someone a boundary is NOT enforcing the boundary. It's only talk.
Following through on consequences? There ya go, that's boundary enforcement.
Im really fucking depressed and abt to give up on trying to make Friends
September 14, 2026 at 3:38 PM
Im really fucking depressed and abt to give up on trying to make Friends
Post break-up depression + I'm a socially anxious and disabled hermit + socially isolated
I'm doing GREAT /enthusiastic sarcasm
I'm doing GREAT /enthusiastic sarcasm
September 14, 2026 at 2:32 PM
Post break-up depression + I'm a socially anxious and disabled hermit + socially isolated
I'm doing GREAT /enthusiastic sarcasm
I'm doing GREAT /enthusiastic sarcasm
lmao because wanting privacy for medical decisions is so radical.
I guess so after the 14th amendment got fucked on.
How dare we want to avoid death. lolololol
I guess so after the 14th amendment got fucked on.
How dare we want to avoid death. lolololol
One of the more insidious phrasings I've seen with the Dems/trans rights discourse lately is the idea that trans people are being greedy and demanding a "maximalist" approach to trans rights.
No, you cannot call the state of rights American trans people had as recently as 2023 "maximalist," sorry.
No, you cannot call the state of rights American trans people had as recently as 2023 "maximalist," sorry.
September 14, 2026 at 2:31 PM
lmao because wanting privacy for medical decisions is so radical.
I guess so after the 14th amendment got fucked on.
How dare we want to avoid death. lolololol
I guess so after the 14th amendment got fucked on.
How dare we want to avoid death. lolololol