Zazz
@zazz.bsky.social
Wholesome VRChat user. Learning ASL+BSL. Any pronouns. British software engineer.
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So tired I’ve been falling asleep random points in the day this week. Just woke up and remembered a dream for the first time in ages. What was it about? Tickling a monkey! 😂
October 1, 2026 at 5:53 PM
So tired I’ve been falling asleep random points in the day this week. Just woke up and remembered a dream for the first time in ages. What was it about? Tickling a monkey! 😂
Level of tiredness from over-working:
Stuck trying to log into my desktop PC, trying to figure out where I scan my fingerprint. 😅
Stuck trying to log into my desktop PC, trying to figure out where I scan my fingerprint. 😅
September 23, 2026 at 10:10 PM
Level of tiredness from over-working:
Stuck trying to log into my desktop PC, trying to figure out where I scan my fingerprint. 😅
Stuck trying to log into my desktop PC, trying to figure out where I scan my fingerprint. 😅
Found out I could be out of a job by Christmas again this year. Things keep happening that make me flip-flop between "Oh no, but the jobs market is difficult" and "Thank goodness, the stress may litterally be killing me". 😅
September 23, 2026 at 8:01 AM
Found out I could be out of a job by Christmas again this year. Things keep happening that make me flip-flop between "Oh no, but the jobs market is difficult" and "Thank goodness, the stress may litterally be killing me". 😅
Thanks to a typo, I’ll now be adding “Biconic” to my vocabulary.
Bi Cat with Bisexual Pride Flag
ALT: Bi Cat with Bisexual Pride Flag
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September 9, 2026 at 2:48 PM
Thanks to a typo, I’ll now be adding “Biconic” to my vocabulary.
"Don't lose any more weight" says a friend.
Cool. Shift xmas weight goal accomplished!
*Starts stress-eating 2 portions of a chocolate gateaux*
*Immediately follows with another 2* 😅
Cool. Shift xmas weight goal accomplished!
*Starts stress-eating 2 portions of a chocolate gateaux*
*Immediately follows with another 2* 😅
Bubble Eat Cake
ALT: Bubble Eat Cake
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September 8, 2026 at 10:53 AM
"Don't lose any more weight" says a friend.
Cool. Shift xmas weight goal accomplished!
*Starts stress-eating 2 portions of a chocolate gateaux*
*Immediately follows with another 2* 😅
Cool. Shift xmas weight goal accomplished!
*Starts stress-eating 2 portions of a chocolate gateaux*
*Immediately follows with another 2* 😅
Listening to my other half in the kitchen with Alexa logged into my Spotify, humming along to fictional 90s boyband "On-Lyne". Wonder if I should tell her they're from Warframe. 😄
July 2, 2026 at 4:57 PM
Listening to my other half in the kitchen with Alexa logged into my Spotify, humming along to fictional 90s boyband "On-Lyne". Wonder if I should tell her they're from Warframe. 😄
Thank goodness for shower thoughts, because until now I completely forgot to fill in the form to get on the ADHD medication waiting list. 😅
June 4, 2026 at 10:51 AM
Thank goodness for shower thoughts, because until now I completely forgot to fill in the form to get on the ADHD medication waiting list. 😅
Reading my brand new ADHD diagnosis report. I've got the inattentive type.
I knew I was anxious, but it also says I'm moderately depressed too? I guess that makes sense on paper - it's been a long few years. Good thing I struggle to feel my feelings. 😅
Though I guess that is one of the symptoms. 🤔
I knew I was anxious, but it also says I'm moderately depressed too? I guess that makes sense on paper - it's been a long few years. Good thing I struggle to feel my feelings. 😅
Though I guess that is one of the symptoms. 🤔
May 29, 2026 at 11:45 AM
Reading my brand new ADHD diagnosis report. I've got the inattentive type.
I knew I was anxious, but it also says I'm moderately depressed too? I guess that makes sense on paper - it's been a long few years. Good thing I struggle to feel my feelings. 😅
Though I guess that is one of the symptoms. 🤔
I knew I was anxious, but it also says I'm moderately depressed too? I guess that makes sense on paper - it's been a long few years. Good thing I struggle to feel my feelings. 😅
Though I guess that is one of the symptoms. 🤔
Finally went through all the hoops for an ADHD assessment, and got it booked in! And it took me less than 2 years after being told to. 😅
Just hope I’m having a good speaking day. Last time I had a new therapist my voice trembled all the way through the first few sessions. 🙃
Just hope I’m having a good speaking day. Last time I had a new therapist my voice trembled all the way through the first few sessions. 🙃
May 19, 2026 at 6:33 PM
Finally went through all the hoops for an ADHD assessment, and got it booked in! And it took me less than 2 years after being told to. 😅
Just hope I’m having a good speaking day. Last time I had a new therapist my voice trembled all the way through the first few sessions. 🙃
Just hope I’m having a good speaking day. Last time I had a new therapist my voice trembled all the way through the first few sessions. 🙃
After my last post about finding a vice to replace food I thought I'd try getting into jogging after work. Got dark quick and suddenly started raining, so I went for cover and listened to an audiobook.
Then some guy appeared out of nowhere and asked for a hug. Turned out to be fine, but my anxiety…😅
Then some guy appeared out of nowhere and asked for a hug. Turned out to be fine, but my anxiety…😅
FLCL Mamimi's Shocked Reaction
ALT: FLCL Mamimi's Shocked Reaction
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May 14, 2026 at 9:36 PM
After my last post about finding a vice to replace food I thought I'd try getting into jogging after work. Got dark quick and suddenly started raining, so I went for cover and listened to an audiobook.
Then some guy appeared out of nowhere and asked for a hug. Turned out to be fine, but my anxiety…😅
Then some guy appeared out of nowhere and asked for a hug. Turned out to be fine, but my anxiety…😅
Since I’m leaving my 30’s I’m having to watch what I eat. So I’m wondering what could be my new vice.
Already use alcohol to socialise. Don’t get gambling. Don’t even know where to start with sex, but seems like the healthiest option? Not like I need to worry about kids or STIs. Not very “me” tho.🤔
Already use alcohol to socialise. Don’t get gambling. Don’t even know where to start with sex, but seems like the healthiest option? Not like I need to worry about kids or STIs. Not very “me” tho.🤔
May 13, 2026 at 7:16 PM
Since I’m leaving my 30’s I’m having to watch what I eat. So I’m wondering what could be my new vice.
Already use alcohol to socialise. Don’t get gambling. Don’t even know where to start with sex, but seems like the healthiest option? Not like I need to worry about kids or STIs. Not very “me” tho.🤔
Already use alcohol to socialise. Don’t get gambling. Don’t even know where to start with sex, but seems like the healthiest option? Not like I need to worry about kids or STIs. Not very “me” tho.🤔
Work announcement: You will vibe code all future projects.
darth vader is standing in a dark room with the words nooo on the bottom
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April 25, 2026 at 10:42 AM
Work announcement: You will vibe code all future projects.
How do you improve circulation without exercising? Asking for a friend, wearing thick socks and 2 pairs of slippers, that still has freezing tootsies. 😭
April 20, 2026 at 7:55 PM
How do you improve circulation without exercising? Asking for a friend, wearing thick socks and 2 pairs of slippers, that still has freezing tootsies. 😭
When I was looking for jobs, I was avoiding being a team leader again, even though it was more pay & less competition.
I couldn’t take any more meetings, looking after other devs & reviewing code rather than writing.
Now with AI I’m meeting with, looking after & reviewing the work of bots anyway. 🫠
I couldn’t take any more meetings, looking after other devs & reviewing code rather than writing.
Now with AI I’m meeting with, looking after & reviewing the work of bots anyway. 🫠
April 7, 2026 at 9:43 PM
When I was looking for jobs, I was avoiding being a team leader again, even though it was more pay & less competition.
I couldn’t take any more meetings, looking after other devs & reviewing code rather than writing.
Now with AI I’m meeting with, looking after & reviewing the work of bots anyway. 🫠
I couldn’t take any more meetings, looking after other devs & reviewing code rather than writing.
Now with AI I’m meeting with, looking after & reviewing the work of bots anyway. 🫠
Happy Autism Awareness Day!
April 2, 2026 at 10:15 AM
Happy Autism Awareness Day!
With all this push for AI that’s making commercial programming feel yucky, I wonder what would be a good backup career for me. 🤔
March 19, 2026 at 6:31 PM
With all this push for AI that’s making commercial programming feel yucky, I wonder what would be a good backup career for me. 🤔
While ordering takeaway I wondered why it is sooooo hard just to pick up the phone. It took me an hour. When I went to collect it, they gave me too much change and I couldn’t speak up. So now I’ve got a side of guilt with my food. That kinda thing might explain how I got this way, lol.
February 23, 2026 at 7:43 PM
While ordering takeaway I wondered why it is sooooo hard just to pick up the phone. It took me an hour. When I went to collect it, they gave me too much change and I couldn’t speak up. So now I’ve got a side of guilt with my food. That kinda thing might explain how I got this way, lol.
Other half finally quit the job she hates after years of me suggesting it. Hopefully that’ll make both our lives easier.
February 6, 2026 at 3:48 PM
Other half finally quit the job she hates after years of me suggesting it. Hopefully that’ll make both our lives easier.
Just learnt I can’t open my mouth as wide you’re supposed to. Apparently it can be caused by stress, but I’m also wondering if it’s just stiff because it doesn’t get much exercise.
Jaw aches just testing it. 😅
Jaw aches just testing it. 😅
February 5, 2026 at 10:29 PM
Just learnt I can’t open my mouth as wide you’re supposed to. Apparently it can be caused by stress, but I’m also wondering if it’s just stiff because it doesn’t get much exercise.
Jaw aches just testing it. 😅
Jaw aches just testing it. 😅
Dangit. I was too late after all.
Going through my ADHD assessment docs I've been sent and it mentions that ADHD assessments from my area have been paused until at least the next tax year (April).
Who knows if they'll resume since the government seems to wants to shut them down. 🤷
Going through my ADHD assessment docs I've been sent and it mentions that ADHD assessments from my area have been paused until at least the next tax year (April).
Who knows if they'll resume since the government seems to wants to shut them down. 🤷
January 29, 2026 at 11:48 AM
Dangit. I was too late after all.
Going through my ADHD assessment docs I've been sent and it mentions that ADHD assessments from my area have been paused until at least the next tax year (April).
Who knows if they'll resume since the government seems to wants to shut them down. 🤷
Going through my ADHD assessment docs I've been sent and it mentions that ADHD assessments from my area have been paused until at least the next tax year (April).
Who knows if they'll resume since the government seems to wants to shut them down. 🤷
#1 sign you're not enjoying your work:
Feeling relieved when told you'll be moving on in a few months. Phew!
Feeling relieved when told you'll be moving on in a few months. Phew!
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January 27, 2026 at 10:44 AM
#1 sign you're not enjoying your work:
Feeling relieved when told you'll be moving on in a few months. Phew!
Feeling relieved when told you'll be moving on in a few months. Phew!
Sometimes my anxiety makes me feel a bit... silly.
I'm constantly worried about getting into trouble at work, meanwhile my boss literally writes "I LOVE YOU" to me in the group chat. 😅
I'm constantly worried about getting into trouble at work, meanwhile my boss literally writes "I LOVE YOU" to me in the group chat. 😅
January 16, 2026 at 12:03 PM
Sometimes my anxiety makes me feel a bit... silly.
I'm constantly worried about getting into trouble at work, meanwhile my boss literally writes "I LOVE YOU" to me in the group chat. 😅
I'm constantly worried about getting into trouble at work, meanwhile my boss literally writes "I LOVE YOU" to me in the group chat. 😅
It just occurred to me that some people I talk to have never seen The Matrix - because it's older than them.
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January 15, 2026 at 1:31 AM
It just occurred to me that some people I talk to have never seen The Matrix - because it's older than them.
Finally saw a doctor about ADHD diagnosis referral.
I practiced for an interview & brought in the paperwork, but when I arrived I was meeting a trainee doctor that looked totally lost. She just accepted the paperwork and let me know if she had any questions/problems. Wonder what will happen.😅
I practiced for an interview & brought in the paperwork, but when I arrived I was meeting a trainee doctor that looked totally lost. She just accepted the paperwork and let me know if she had any questions/problems. Wonder what will happen.😅
January 13, 2026 at 11:05 AM
Finally saw a doctor about ADHD diagnosis referral.
I practiced for an interview & brought in the paperwork, but when I arrived I was meeting a trainee doctor that looked totally lost. She just accepted the paperwork and let me know if she had any questions/problems. Wonder what will happen.😅
I practiced for an interview & brought in the paperwork, but when I arrived I was meeting a trainee doctor that looked totally lost. She just accepted the paperwork and let me know if she had any questions/problems. Wonder what will happen.😅
My New Year’s resolution is to try and make more time for myself and not deal with so much.
*Arrives home after Xmas with MIL*
Oh there’s a leak coming through the ceiling. Only took a few hours for a new thing to deal with to come up. 🫠😅
*Arrives home after Xmas with MIL*
Oh there’s a leak coming through the ceiling. Only took a few hours for a new thing to deal with to come up. 🫠😅
December 27, 2025 at 9:56 PM
My New Year’s resolution is to try and make more time for myself and not deal with so much.
*Arrives home after Xmas with MIL*
Oh there’s a leak coming through the ceiling. Only took a few hours for a new thing to deal with to come up. 🫠😅
*Arrives home after Xmas with MIL*
Oh there’s a leak coming through the ceiling. Only took a few hours for a new thing to deal with to come up. 🫠😅