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100.gecs.gay
@100.gecs.gay
· Jan 17
a personal journal of struggle, disconnected from any name
that's cool going through a psychosis episode half while asleep half while awake
September 10, 2026 at 9:22 PM
that's cool going through a psychosis episode half while asleep half while awake
i can't fucking do this anymore. i can't. i can't just put me on disability and unemployment and let me be forgotten about
September 4, 2026 at 11:52 PM
i can't fucking do this anymore. i can't. i can't just put me on disability and unemployment and let me be forgotten about
YEAH??? RIGHT??? IT'S TOTALLY THE FACT I'M "NOT GETTING ENOUGH SLEEP" SMART ASS INSTEAD OF MY BODY COMPLETELY GIVING OUT. FUCK YOU.
September 4, 2026 at 11:52 PM
YEAH??? RIGHT??? IT'S TOTALLY THE FACT I'M "NOT GETTING ENOUGH SLEEP" SMART ASS INSTEAD OF MY BODY COMPLETELY GIVING OUT. FUCK YOU.
this job is literally killing me.
i can't live without them.
i can't live without them.
September 4, 2026 at 9:11 PM
this job is literally killing me.
i can't live without them.
i can't live without them.
i feel weak
I'm weak i can't
i feel
im
i can't do this
I'm weak
I'm not built for this i can't do it
I'm weak i can't
i feel
im
i can't do this
I'm weak
I'm not built for this i can't do it
August 25, 2026 at 10:07 PM
i feel weak
I'm weak i can't
i feel
im
i can't do this
I'm weak
I'm not built for this i can't do it
I'm weak i can't
i feel
im
i can't do this
I'm weak
I'm not built for this i can't do it
that one lady gaga song started playing over the work PA
lol life is a sick fucking joke lol lol lol
lol life is a sick fucking joke lol lol lol
i just want to be adored, i want to be applauded, i want a crowd, i want an opportunity
August 25, 2026 at 10:04 PM
that one lady gaga song started playing over the work PA
lol life is a sick fucking joke lol lol lol
lol life is a sick fucking joke lol lol lol
why is my best never good enough for anyone
August 25, 2026 at 10:01 PM
why is my best never good enough for anyone
I CAN'T FUCKING DO THIS WHY AM I LIKE THIS WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME
August 25, 2026 at 9:48 PM
I CAN'T FUCKING DO THIS WHY AM I LIKE THIS WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME
this job is miserable, i was meant to do so much more. why am i stuck here?
August 25, 2026 at 9:35 PM
this job is miserable, i was meant to do so much more. why am i stuck here?
i just want to be adored, i want to be applauded, i want a crowd, i want an opportunity
August 25, 2026 at 9:33 PM
i just want to be adored, i want to be applauded, i want a crowd, i want an opportunity
everyone gets things handed to them, and yet, when i work towards them, i get nothing
August 25, 2026 at 9:31 PM
everyone gets things handed to them, and yet, when i work towards them, i get nothing
why can't i muster the strength to cry?
is a teary yawn all i can really do?
is a teary yawn all i can really do?
August 25, 2026 at 9:31 PM
why can't i muster the strength to cry?
is a teary yawn all i can really do?
is a teary yawn all i can really do?
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i fucviing miss them somuch
August 5, 2026 at 9:19 PM
i fucviing miss them somuch
cantt habdle a gucking stirm whhile at wirk without having a breakdown
August 5, 2026 at 9:09 PM
cantt habdle a gucking stirm whhile at wirk without having a breakdown
partner system is so autistic they've got the entire rest of the cast of a vn as alters
July 31, 2026 at 5:08 AM
partner system is so autistic they've got the entire rest of the cast of a vn as alters
I CAN'T FUCKING DO THIS ANYMORE
July 30, 2026 at 1:24 AM
I CAN'T FUCKING DO THIS ANYMORE
imma tung tung on that sawhore
eeny meeny miny moe, i don't give a fuck no mo
July 28, 2026 at 7:16 PM
imma tung tung on that sawhore
eeny meeny miny moe, i don't give a fuck no mo
July 28, 2026 at 12:27 AM
eeny meeny miny moe, i don't give a fuck no mo
i love him so much, but, why can't i muster up the energy to exist with him?
July 27, 2026 at 6:00 AM
i love him so much, but, why can't i muster up the energy to exist with him?
WATCHING MY SIBLING AND BE JUST STARS JERKING HIS SHIT????
July 18, 2026 at 8:31 PM
WATCHING MY SIBLING AND BE JUST STARS JERKING HIS SHIT????
fucking friend of mine getting all the shit in the world i should be getting
July 15, 2026 at 8:05 PM
fucking friend of mine getting all the shit in the world i should be getting