I know that I haven’t been writing blog posts as much as I used to, but for the past two months I have been focusing on my blog and my YouTube channel. These days, I am dealing with the strike that YouTube unfairly gave to my channel. I am reviewing my content again and analyzing […]

Welcome to my next blog post, dear readers, although I don't know yet whether it will be long or short. I made a few changes to my channel. First of all, I changed my upload schedule to three videos per week: Tuesday, Thursday, and Saturday. I have a separate video concept for each day. On Tuesdays, I will share Dresses videos; on Thursdays, Intimates & Swimwear videos; and on Saturdays, a video from the Becoming Açelya series.

The odds of a random person chosen from 8 billion people owning a McLaren are exactly 1 in 228,571 (0.0004375%). Lamborghini: 1 in 72,000 Ferrari: 1 in 26,600 Porsche: 1 in 1,600 Bugatti: 1 in 964,700 (0.000103%) What about a "real" Porsche or Ferrari? Then these odds drop even further. And what about all those lives we see on social media?

Unfortunately, a large portion of both Westerners and Muslims living outside of Iran—especially when speaking within the context of the Middle East—possess a sadly ignorant and bigoted understanding . Do not be surprised, for this is the most significant breaking point regarding the essence of Islam. While debates revolve around homosexuality in Islam, there is a profound silence regarding gender reassignment; yet, in some countries like Iran, this is supported by the state.

May 28, 2026 450g sweet corn • 2 cups of coffee with sugar • 1 cup of coffee without sugar + 1 piece of chocolate • 1 apple + 1 slice of orange • 70g curry-flavored noodles • A quarter of a bread loaf • 1 bottle of lemon soda (200ml) • 1 piece of chicken thigh • 2 glasses of lemonade • 2 portions of dessert • Half a loaf of toast with cheese and tomato • Half a glass of fruit juice • 500ml energy drink (zero sugar) — I can't believe I ate all this.

It was December 1, 2024—the very days I bought my phone, which was my only helper during the 1.5 years I spent launching and managing my blog and YouTube channel. So why December 1, 2024? I was on a two-week vacation at my cousin’s house, and I had actually bought the phone there. December 1 was the day I returned home, and as soon as I lay down in bed that night, I looked out the window and saw a light.

Unfortunately, my video production process has hit an unexpected snag, and it’s not really my fault — it’s due to the latest Gemini update. They’ve completely removed the 3 daily free video production credits, moving everything over to Flow. It’s even stranger; they offer 50 daily credits, but only to non-subscription accounts. I had two separate paid accounts that gave me a total of 1200 credits a month, which I used consistently for my Shorts, Reels, and TikToks — producing 5 videos every single day.

Blog Entry Date: May 12, 2026 Throughout my life, the issue that has made me feel the most uncomfortable with my body has been my body hair. It was the biggest reason I was constantly made fun of during my school years; they even gave me the nickname "Werewolf." Having hair on literally every single part of my body bothers me to an extreme degree.

Blog Entry: May 12, 2026 I’ve decided to launch a completely new concept on my YouTube channel. My goal is to narrate my entire one-and-a-half-year journey through the voice of a character brought to life via artificial intelligence, building a much deeper, authentic connection with my viewers. I have a feeling I’ll be putting a massive amount of effort into this video.

Today, I want to talk about another movie: "In Between." It was released in early 2022, and I remember watching it during its very first weeks. It was a production that affected me more than I expected, even though it didn’t have an extraordinary plot... It focused on a young girl named Tessa who loses the love of her life, Skyler, in a car accident.

I haven't written a blog post since April 19th; actually, in the posts I wrote on April 18th and 19th, I had already taken a two-week break before writing them... I had taken a two-week break due to the depression I fell into on April 3rd. On April 19th, I fell into depression again and—yep—I took another break, but this time it lasted three weeks.

About Açelya The last time I posted here was April 3rd.I didn't disappear on purpose. I just… stopped. Not because I ran out of things to say, but because something heavier took over — the kind of weight that makes even the simplest tasks feel impossible. I've been depressed. Genuinely, quietly, deeply depressed.Part of it has to do with my YouTube channel.

RegretThere is a trait of mine that I really don't like. For example, I regret the tablet I recently bought. I wish I had researched more because there were better options in the same price segment. It didn't meet my expectations, and I also feel like it freezes a bit.Now I'm trying to sell it. Since the price of the tablet has gone up, I don't think I'll take a loss.

Lately, some things have really gotten to me, so I'm taking a break from blogging for a bit to get through it. I'm not feeling good and I'm super unhappy. I have no idea what's next, so I don't know what the future holds. Thanks for all your support so far. See ya, whenever that is. To avoid harming myself, I'll just sleep for a while.