growing out my hair so that people can do the thing where they blow into one ear and flip the hair on the other side so it seems like there's nothing in between
I thought I was destined to be a fixture in others' lives because they cared about me so much more than I cared about myself. Realizing who I am went hand-in-hand with understanding that I'm worth loving, and I deserve to be happy.
Because it was a lie I was living in everyday. A lie of who I was and wanted to be. Letting out the truth gave me back my sanity and relieved me of the guilt from carrying that lie. Now I feel genuine.
Because the thought of me dying as the absolutely miserable "man" that I was without getting the chance of trying to be me terrified me. I didn't want to die not knowing what it felt like to feel alive and happy
I wanted to live
I thought I was destined to be a fixture in others' lives because they cared about me so much more than I cared about myself. Realizing who I am went hand-in-hand with understanding that I'm worth loving, and I deserve to be happy.
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The one I've only loved more and more until she became a top 2 fave 💚🧡
The one I've only loved more and more until she became a top 2 fave 💚🧡
#smallstreamer #trans #twitchstreamer #Vtuber #ENVtuber #VtuberUprising #queer
#smallstreamer #trans #twitchstreamer #Vtuber #ENVtuber #VtuberUprising #queer