Aria
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Sometimes I get in bed and the vibes are just off and the universe feels bad and I dont know why.
September 15, 2026 at 7:21 AM
Sometimes I get in bed and the vibes are just off and the universe feels bad and I dont know why.
I have/had crippling anxiety and I took it out on people by playing Darius top. Im sorry universe please dont make my fears come true.
August 28, 2026 at 6:53 AM
I have/had crippling anxiety and I took it out on people by playing Darius top. Im sorry universe please dont make my fears come true.
I think when people overly dedicate and fixate on good or mundane things its very fun. Here's my 10k bottlecaps. Here's my collection of lizards. Here's every photo of a lighthouse I could visit so far. Art also qualifies in there. I just really like drawing dragons. Etc etc.
August 3, 2026 at 12:17 AM
I think when people overly dedicate and fixate on good or mundane things its very fun. Here's my 10k bottlecaps. Here's my collection of lizards. Here's every photo of a lighthouse I could visit so far. Art also qualifies in there. I just really like drawing dragons. Etc etc.
I hope my lack of power does not prevent me from getting my rengar skin or ill become the jonkler
July 28, 2026 at 7:40 PM
I hope my lack of power does not prevent me from getting my rengar skin or ill become the jonkler
On kind of a day sensitive schedule and lost a day to the power being out feels very bad man.
July 28, 2026 at 1:31 AM
On kind of a day sensitive schedule and lost a day to the power being out feels very bad man.
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I become actually disfunctional in the space between interviews. It is probably the time I feel as if I have an anxiety disorder the most. Theres other things that need me to care about them but I struggle when I cant think about anything else easily.
July 24, 2026 at 1:03 AM
I become actually disfunctional in the space between interviews. It is probably the time I feel as if I have an anxiety disorder the most. Theres other things that need me to care about them but I struggle when I cant think about anything else easily.
Going through a relatively important interview process soon. Stressed af about it but trying to believe in myself. Im sad it isnt game dev but not starving to death would be cool.
July 22, 2026 at 4:15 AM
Going through a relatively important interview process soon. Stressed af about it but trying to believe in myself. Im sad it isnt game dev but not starving to death would be cool.
Had probably yet another run for worst day of the year to the point some really really nasty thoughts I havent seriously thought since like highschool came back. Depression is a hell of a thing. Im a bit better at the end of the day. But it all felt and still feels like garbage.
July 20, 2026 at 8:17 AM
Had probably yet another run for worst day of the year to the point some really really nasty thoughts I havent seriously thought since like highschool came back. Depression is a hell of a thing. Im a bit better at the end of the day. But it all felt and still feels like garbage.
Lots of bad things in a short period of time again today. I feel like life should be easier given my circumstances but im just doing something wrong.
July 19, 2026 at 10:00 PM
Lots of bad things in a short period of time again today. I feel like life should be easier given my circumstances but im just doing something wrong.
One last power up. One more level. And then I can be the shot caller my static needs for P4. Perhaps then I will be ready to clear. Im going to earn this clear.
July 14, 2026 at 8:29 AM
One last power up. One more level. And then I can be the shot caller my static needs for P4. Perhaps then I will be ready to clear. Im going to earn this clear.
You learn a lot about the people around you whenever you do challenging things with them. And that's something I think is kind of interesting. Who was there selflessly when they didn't need to be? Who was positive or negative all the time? Who made you think i would do that again with you?
July 11, 2026 at 7:48 AM
You learn a lot about the people around you whenever you do challenging things with them. And that's something I think is kind of interesting. Who was there selflessly when they didn't need to be? Who was positive or negative all the time? Who made you think i would do that again with you?
Honestly pretty nervous for Thursday. Dont want to disappoint people on what promises to be the hardest FF14 activity ive gotten to partake in yet. Runescape is so much more chill. You cant disappoint anyone but the chicken farmers who watch their livestock fall to psychopaths.
July 8, 2026 at 9:17 AM
Honestly pretty nervous for Thursday. Dont want to disappoint people on what promises to be the hardest FF14 activity ive gotten to partake in yet. Runescape is so much more chill. You cant disappoint anyone but the chicken farmers who watch their livestock fall to psychopaths.
Universe telling me to k*s kinda day again. Ngl the ultimate and the rest of life are just conspiring to take all my fun and make me miserable. For the last few weeks whenever ive expected anything ive been dissapointed.
July 5, 2026 at 6:57 AM
Universe telling me to k*s kinda day again. Ngl the ultimate and the rest of life are just conspiring to take all my fun and make me miserable. For the last few weeks whenever ive expected anything ive been dissapointed.
Finally done with each raid plan for UMAD. Its always nice when u read the last slide and you're like yup that's the fight. Now for the hard part mit and doing it all.
July 4, 2026 at 8:36 PM
Finally done with each raid plan for UMAD. Its always nice when u read the last slide and you're like yup that's the fight. Now for the hard part mit and doing it all.
Bout to pull apart a Unity Class with 355 references pray for me.
July 2, 2026 at 9:10 PM
Bout to pull apart a Unity Class with 355 references pray for me.
Thinking bout pfing the early stages of UMAD again on a different class. It might be more fun that continuing to throw my head at the p4 wall. Seems literally every other one of my friends has seen p4 though so its a tough conundrum.
June 29, 2026 at 7:06 AM
Thinking bout pfing the early stages of UMAD again on a different class. It might be more fun that continuing to throw my head at the p4 wall. Seems literally every other one of my friends has seen p4 though so its a tough conundrum.
I think the amt of effort ive been giving UMAD relative to my energy has unfortunately been an inverse relationship. Trying to work up the effort to finish it all out has been hard and getting harder. BH has been a challenging prog point to see past...
June 27, 2026 at 9:55 AM
I think the amt of effort ive been giving UMAD relative to my energy has unfortunately been an inverse relationship. Trying to work up the effort to finish it all out has been hard and getting harder. BH has been a challenging prog point to see past...
I got up to make lunch made the mistake of sitting down cat fell asleep in my lap... I love her but she has the worst timing.
June 26, 2026 at 8:03 PM
I got up to make lunch made the mistake of sitting down cat fell asleep in my lap... I love her but she has the worst timing.
I judge viper players but today I played league of legends and had fun. At least im punching up i guess.
(Cho'Gath ADC will always be fun. Live your truth.)
(Cho'Gath ADC will always be fun. Live your truth.)
June 26, 2026 at 7:53 AM
I judge viper players but today I played league of legends and had fun. At least im punching up i guess.
(Cho'Gath ADC will always be fun. Live your truth.)
(Cho'Gath ADC will always be fun. Live your truth.)
Day 10 of me saying. Nah I wont pf tonight then doing it anyway. Why do I even lie to myself at this point. Im destined to spend two hours every night wiping to p1. Its my home now.
June 24, 2026 at 10:11 AM
Day 10 of me saying. Nah I wont pf tonight then doing it anyway. Why do I even lie to myself at this point. Im destined to spend two hours every night wiping to p1. Its my home now.
Pretty annoyed its my fault that we wiped on the furthest p3 pull we saw tonight after being so sure that would not be the case. Wasn't even an especially hard pattern. Expected a bit better after the work I put in but c'est la vie.
June 22, 2026 at 7:51 AM
Pretty annoyed its my fault that we wiped on the furthest p3 pull we saw tonight after being so sure that would not be the case. Wasn't even an especially hard pattern. Expected a bit better after the work I put in but c'est la vie.
So tired but I want to see p4 very badly. Still having fun at least. Gotta stop pfing until 4 in the morning tho. Think its like a league of legends situation and the better parties happen earlier in the day because people get tired.
June 21, 2026 at 9:05 AM
So tired but I want to see p4 very badly. Still having fun at least. Gotta stop pfing until 4 in the morning tho. Think its like a league of legends situation and the better parties happen earlier in the day because people get tired.
The P3 UMAD sim is actually going to save me. Holy fuck I don't even know how long this would take me to be able to call otherwise.
I've been trying to do outlandish things while simming to practice the distraction of healing. It's like a metric ton of work, but honestly humanity has done worse.
I've been trying to do outlandish things while simming to practice the distraction of healing. It's like a metric ton of work, but honestly humanity has done worse.
June 19, 2026 at 7:42 PM
The P3 UMAD sim is actually going to save me. Holy fuck I don't even know how long this would take me to be able to call otherwise.
I've been trying to do outlandish things while simming to practice the distraction of healing. It's like a metric ton of work, but honestly humanity has done worse.
I've been trying to do outlandish things while simming to practice the distraction of healing. It's like a metric ton of work, but honestly humanity has done worse.
Ah friends kept me up till 5 am in a discord call again. I wouldn't have it any other way.
June 19, 2026 at 9:56 AM
Ah friends kept me up till 5 am in a discord call again. I wouldn't have it any other way.