Ash
@ashpenflower.bsky.social
Overly-caffeinated 27-year-old bisexual trans man
To be a parent, you must be perfect. No mental illness, exhaustion, rest, disability, pain. If you slip even a little, the government will not help you. They will take your children. No one is your friend. You have no support system. It is all on you. The world is cruel and unforgiving.
June 14, 2026 at 12:28 PM
To be a parent, you must be perfect. No mental illness, exhaustion, rest, disability, pain. If you slip even a little, the government will not help you. They will take your children. No one is your friend. You have no support system. It is all on you. The world is cruel and unforgiving.
Hubble got a new harness and leash today
June 5, 2026 at 9:15 PM
Hubble got a new harness and leash today
1) At work the other day, I told a crass joke to my coworker. I am trans so I make jokes about it because I live in a bigoted place. My aquaintence who goes to bat for my gender and is a coworker said she wanted people to stop coming because she is tired. I told her to just tell them a tr@nny is
June 4, 2026 at 8:43 PM
1) At work the other day, I told a crass joke to my coworker. I am trans so I make jokes about it because I live in a bigoted place. My aquaintence who goes to bat for my gender and is a coworker said she wanted people to stop coming because she is tired. I told her to just tell them a tr@nny is
I just learned I can read books on my phone and listen to audio books on my phone with my library card last week. The first thing I did was catch up on the queer vampire novels I love by D.N. Bryn.
June 2, 2026 at 1:45 PM
I just learned I can read books on my phone and listen to audio books on my phone with my library card last week. The first thing I did was catch up on the queer vampire novels I love by D.N. Bryn.
I shaved the Hubble pup
May 29, 2026 at 2:46 AM
I shaved the Hubble pup
My dog refused to eat his dinner unless I held the bowl.
May 26, 2026 at 1:32 AM
My dog refused to eat his dinner unless I held the bowl.
The police can and will lie about you. Always have evidence you're a good person. Always have someone with you if possible. Take photos of everything. All it takes is being in the wrong place at the wrong time once and you've got misdemeanors or a felony for something you didn't even do.
May 22, 2026 at 2:14 PM
The police can and will lie about you. Always have evidence you're a good person. Always have someone with you if possible. Take photos of everything. All it takes is being in the wrong place at the wrong time once and you've got misdemeanors or a felony for something you didn't even do.
You're not meant to make lofe changing decisions when going through stress and hard times, but what if all of one's life is stressful hardship?
May 16, 2026 at 6:10 AM
You're not meant to make lofe changing decisions when going through stress and hard times, but what if all of one's life is stressful hardship?
I think all parents should go to therapy. With that being said, I feel any diagnosis is unsafe to have in the US. Treat yourself with doctors without the diagnosis if possible. Especially if you have autism or a personality disorder. All it takes is the wrong person knowing about your disability.
May 3, 2026 at 4:49 AM
I think all parents should go to therapy. With that being said, I feel any diagnosis is unsafe to have in the US. Treat yourself with doctors without the diagnosis if possible. Especially if you have autism or a personality disorder. All it takes is the wrong person knowing about your disability.
I am dealing with some legal stuff and need help with fees and transportation costs. If you want to help, let me know. I'll drop my cashapp. I just made it, and I'm getting my card in the mail this week.
April 19, 2026 at 9:31 PM
I am dealing with some legal stuff and need help with fees and transportation costs. If you want to help, let me know. I'll drop my cashapp. I just made it, and I'm getting my card in the mail this week.
I need to catch a break soon. I'm dying.
April 19, 2026 at 9:20 PM
I need to catch a break soon. I'm dying.
It's hard when people don't wanna talk about my life because it's a lot right now for them to hear. It's a lot to live. I feel so isolated. I only get my therapist once a week for one hour. I feel like I won't make it another week like this.
April 7, 2026 at 5:31 PM
It's hard when people don't wanna talk about my life because it's a lot right now for them to hear. It's a lot to live. I feel so isolated. I only get my therapist once a week for one hour. I feel like I won't make it another week like this.
I wish bad things would stop happening.
April 3, 2026 at 10:06 PM
I wish bad things would stop happening.
I need the universe to stop kicking me while I am down, actually.
March 25, 2026 at 4:38 AM
I need the universe to stop kicking me while I am down, actually.
My SNAP stopped covering cranapple juice because it's not 100% juice. I bought cranberry and apple juice and mixed it myself. They already took away candy and soft drinks. Don't touch my cranapple juice. Friggin jerks.
March 24, 2026 at 8:12 AM
My SNAP stopped covering cranapple juice because it's not 100% juice. I bought cranberry and apple juice and mixed it myself. They already took away candy and soft drinks. Don't touch my cranapple juice. Friggin jerks.
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After my ex left, he blamed me for one thing or another, but especially being trans and disabled. Said I didn't try hard enough. Said I asked for too much help. My best friend said I am enough as I am. He ssid he loves me. I am giving my best friend a chance. I love him too. Maybe this was best.
March 17, 2026 at 12:19 AM
After my ex left, he blamed me for one thing or another, but especially being trans and disabled. Said I didn't try hard enough. Said I asked for too much help. My best friend said I am enough as I am. He ssid he loves me. I am giving my best friend a chance. I love him too. Maybe this was best.
Today is particularly hard. I miss my ex. I want him back. I want him to come back, realize what he lost, and crawl in my bed with me, kiss me, tell me he is so sorry. I know he won't. He will be with his affair partner tonight. I will be alone. It is the way if the universe. He chose her, not me.
February 15, 2026 at 1:58 AM
Today is particularly hard. I miss my ex. I want him back. I want him to come back, realize what he lost, and crawl in my bed with me, kiss me, tell me he is so sorry. I know he won't. He will be with his affair partner tonight. I will be alone. It is the way if the universe. He chose her, not me.
My favorite human let me down and abandoned me. I dunno how to cope with it. The world is on fire at the same time my personal life is falling apart.
February 6, 2026 at 5:19 PM
My favorite human let me down and abandoned me. I dunno how to cope with it. The world is on fire at the same time my personal life is falling apart.
I told an older Spanish woman that I'd been cheated on. She comforted me in the most mom way possible. It felt nice that someone called me their love and their heart repeatedly while comforting me. All my friends have also been coming out to try to help me not spiral into bad places.
February 6, 2026 at 4:41 PM
I told an older Spanish woman that I'd been cheated on. She comforted me in the most mom way possible. It felt nice that someone called me their love and their heart repeatedly while comforting me. All my friends have also been coming out to try to help me not spiral into bad places.
It's so dumb, but I want my husband back so bad. I know he cheated, but I want him. If I was a better partner, maybe he wouldn't have cheated.
February 4, 2026 at 11:42 PM
It's so dumb, but I want my husband back so bad. I know he cheated, but I want him. If I was a better partner, maybe he wouldn't have cheated.
I hate being cheated on. Holy shit. 6 fucking years down the drain. My chest hurts.
February 3, 2026 at 2:01 AM
I hate being cheated on. Holy shit. 6 fucking years down the drain. My chest hurts.