i thought it came out in 2022?

these things take time to build but feel like ive somewhat built them in the past and just want to get back to that point again after i’ve wasted so much time ignoring it and i feel so hopeless when it doesn’t go at the pace i want it to

all that’s on my mind is “hi i want to talk with you more” and i wish i spoke more often but it’s so frequently not on my mind i can’t keep it up, leaving my word to ring hollow and leading me to question if i even truly have actually made any friends or if im looking too far into things

i want to talk more to people and i feel like i hardly ever have anything out of the ordinary to ask and i don’t want all my conversations to amount to “hi i want to talk with you more” but i often get sidetracked and so much time passes that by the time i actually suddenly want to talk again-

i want to keep in touch but it’s a struggle cause i often don’t have anything to approach with that’s not just “hi how are you” and there’s something it that feels a bit insincere but i literally have no idea what else to approach with

then when i suddenly *do* get a response it can be long past whatever i’d said and then my social anxiety spikes through the roof and im suddenly flustered and hesitant to open the page back up to see what the response is and who it’s from and-

cw// SLIGHT GORE, ITS MAGIC NOT LIKE, BLOOD..

Saved by the bell. - 2

actually phenomenal

this is how yall gonna be by the time you get anywhere near the destination