🛸✨Sterling✨🚀 💪🏳️🌈🏳️⚧️🏴☠️ ❌👑
@awilddreamer.bsky.social
He/him
Queer/poly/nerd 🌈
PNW 💚🌲💨
space 💫🪐✨🌙
cats 😻🤍🧡
magick 🗝️🔮🐈⬛💜🎶
☮️⚛️☯️☪️💟♋️
•𝐁𝐋𝐌•🚯•🇺🇸🆘•🫵🏴☠️•
Queer/poly/nerd 🌈
PNW 💚🌲💨
space 💫🪐✨🌙
cats 😻🤍🧡
magick 🗝️🔮🐈⬛💜🎶
☮️⚛️☯️☪️💟♋️
•𝐁𝐋𝐌•🚯•🇺🇸🆘•🫵🏴☠️•
Pinned
Sometimes, in order to be reborn, we must be set ablaze, find ourselves in the ashes and spread our wings. ❤️🔥
Your smell
Echoes through me
Ricocheting
Off the grief
Cracking
The cold stone walls
Setting free
A slow drip
From glacier-melted
Lakes above
Leather & menthol
& something sweet
Echoes through me
Ricocheting
Off the grief
Cracking
The cold stone walls
Setting free
A slow drip
From glacier-melted
Lakes above
Leather & menthol
& something sweet
September 13, 2026 at 5:47 PM
Your smell
Echoes through me
Ricocheting
Off the grief
Cracking
The cold stone walls
Setting free
A slow drip
From glacier-melted
Lakes above
Leather & menthol
& something sweet
Echoes through me
Ricocheting
Off the grief
Cracking
The cold stone walls
Setting free
A slow drip
From glacier-melted
Lakes above
Leather & menthol
& something sweet
I fell & hurt my ass & broke my tub on Friday… tomorrow I get xrays to make sure I didn’t break myself too
My butt hurts 😫
My butt hurts 😫
September 13, 2026 at 5:42 PM
I fell & hurt my ass & broke my tub on Friday… tomorrow I get xrays to make sure I didn’t break myself too
My butt hurts 😫
My butt hurts 😫
I am
No longer beholden
To this crop of fucks
I grew for you
I have harvested the last one
& left my field bare
Unseeded
To go fallow in their absence
& I feel finally free
Unburdened
No longer beholden
To this crop of fucks
I grew for you
I have harvested the last one
& left my field bare
Unseeded
To go fallow in their absence
& I feel finally free
Unburdened
August 27, 2026 at 3:09 AM
I am
No longer beholden
To this crop of fucks
I grew for you
I have harvested the last one
& left my field bare
Unseeded
To go fallow in their absence
& I feel finally free
Unburdened
No longer beholden
To this crop of fucks
I grew for you
I have harvested the last one
& left my field bare
Unseeded
To go fallow in their absence
& I feel finally free
Unburdened
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Actress Hayden Panettiere has died, her representative confirms. She was 36 abcnews.com/US/hayden-pa...
August 17, 2026 at 2:58 AM
Actress Hayden Panettiere has died, her representative confirms. She was 36 abcnews.com/US/hayden-pa...
So my nsfw bsky is currently having login issues— I’ve put in a ticket
But I’m too excited not to share: I might be going to DenFur??!? 😳
Thanks to a generous friend here & a friend with a hotel room for the con… flights really aren’t all that expensive rn, esp Seattle to Denver nonstops 😌
But I’m too excited not to share: I might be going to DenFur??!? 😳
Thanks to a generous friend here & a friend with a hotel room for the con… flights really aren’t all that expensive rn, esp Seattle to Denver nonstops 😌
August 17, 2026 at 2:52 AM
So my nsfw bsky is currently having login issues— I’ve put in a ticket
But I’m too excited not to share: I might be going to DenFur??!? 😳
Thanks to a generous friend here & a friend with a hotel room for the con… flights really aren’t all that expensive rn, esp Seattle to Denver nonstops 😌
But I’m too excited not to share: I might be going to DenFur??!? 😳
Thanks to a generous friend here & a friend with a hotel room for the con… flights really aren’t all that expensive rn, esp Seattle to Denver nonstops 😌
Why
Do I still
Cling to hope
Like I need you
A salvation
Who cannot even
Save himself
The two of us
Star-crossed
Why do I still
Cling to hope
Like a lover
Undercover
Under water
Under doubt
We were never
Meant to last
Through a drought
Do I still
Cling to hope
Like I need you
A salvation
Who cannot even
Save himself
The two of us
Star-crossed
Why do I still
Cling to hope
Like a lover
Undercover
Under water
Under doubt
We were never
Meant to last
Through a drought
August 7, 2026 at 2:51 PM
Why
Do I still
Cling to hope
Like I need you
A salvation
Who cannot even
Save himself
The two of us
Star-crossed
Why do I still
Cling to hope
Like a lover
Undercover
Under water
Under doubt
We were never
Meant to last
Through a drought
Do I still
Cling to hope
Like I need you
A salvation
Who cannot even
Save himself
The two of us
Star-crossed
Why do I still
Cling to hope
Like a lover
Undercover
Under water
Under doubt
We were never
Meant to last
Through a drought
If I could figure out what it is that sets off my guts with any kind of consistency that would be really great… so far we have: too much lactose, possibly red dye, & 🤷♂️
August 7, 2026 at 2:43 PM
If I could figure out what it is that sets off my guts with any kind of consistency that would be really great… so far we have: too much lactose, possibly red dye, & 🤷♂️
Excuse me I will just be over here SOBBING bc someone running a fan/rp account of the Doctor took the time to reply to my comment about Jess on his post about grief, & made me feel so seen & comforted I just
Star Trek Spock Sobbing
Alt: Star Trek Spock Sobbing outside the elevator with the caption “I am in control of my emotions. [sobbing]”
static.klipy.com
July 27, 2026 at 5:11 AM
Excuse me I will just be over here SOBBING bc someone running a fan/rp account of the Doctor took the time to reply to my comment about Jess on his post about grief, & made me feel so seen & comforted I just
I miss you
I dreamed of you
Of silly things
& woke again
To the reality
That you
May never
Come back
I hope you get the help you need, my friend. I still care about you, so very much, & I miss my goofy goober. :(
I dreamed of you
Of silly things
& woke again
To the reality
That you
May never
Come back
I hope you get the help you need, my friend. I still care about you, so very much, & I miss my goofy goober. :(
July 26, 2026 at 3:19 PM
I miss you
I dreamed of you
Of silly things
& woke again
To the reality
That you
May never
Come back
I hope you get the help you need, my friend. I still care about you, so very much, & I miss my goofy goober. :(
I dreamed of you
Of silly things
& woke again
To the reality
That you
May never
Come back
I hope you get the help you need, my friend. I still care about you, so very much, & I miss my goofy goober. :(
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I remember seeing someone say we need a movie with Daniel Radcliffe and Margot Robbie playing a couple who get mistaken for assassins who are played by Elijah Wood and Samara Weaving, and I may not ever stop wanting to see that movie.
July 25, 2026 at 7:56 PM
I remember seeing someone say we need a movie with Daniel Radcliffe and Margot Robbie playing a couple who get mistaken for assassins who are played by Elijah Wood and Samara Weaving, and I may not ever stop wanting to see that movie.
Choking
On the smoke
Of your memory
Caught
In my throat
Snared
In the thorns
Of your vines
Tangling
Through the remains
Of my heart
Tasting
Metallic iron
On your lips
Where they burn
Into mine
Leaving your mark
On the smoke
Of your memory
Caught
In my throat
Snared
In the thorns
Of your vines
Tangling
Through the remains
Of my heart
Tasting
Metallic iron
On your lips
Where they burn
Into mine
Leaving your mark
July 24, 2026 at 5:30 AM
Choking
On the smoke
Of your memory
Caught
In my throat
Snared
In the thorns
Of your vines
Tangling
Through the remains
Of my heart
Tasting
Metallic iron
On your lips
Where they burn
Into mine
Leaving your mark
On the smoke
Of your memory
Caught
In my throat
Snared
In the thorns
Of your vines
Tangling
Through the remains
Of my heart
Tasting
Metallic iron
On your lips
Where they burn
Into mine
Leaving your mark
I hate this fucking bullshit the universe keeps throwing at me. It’s rude, uncalled for, upsetting any semblance of routine or ability to function properly…
I’m exhausted. I’m burnt out. But I can’t quit working bc I’m also paying 3 peoples worth of rent alone now. I didn’t make any money last
I’m exhausted. I’m burnt out. But I can’t quit working bc I’m also paying 3 peoples worth of rent alone now. I didn’t make any money last
July 21, 2026 at 4:51 AM
I hate this fucking bullshit the universe keeps throwing at me. It’s rude, uncalled for, upsetting any semblance of routine or ability to function properly…
I’m exhausted. I’m burnt out. But I can’t quit working bc I’m also paying 3 peoples worth of rent alone now. I didn’t make any money last
I’m exhausted. I’m burnt out. But I can’t quit working bc I’m also paying 3 peoples worth of rent alone now. I didn’t make any money last
Sorry for the poetry spam y’all, I forgot to cross post from my threads when I was posting them up so you get them all in a cluster lol
July 20, 2026 at 4:14 AM
Sorry for the poetry spam y’all, I forgot to cross post from my threads when I was posting them up so you get them all in a cluster lol
I’ve grown tired
Of every broken promise
Like thrown bottles
Landing at my feet
Shattered dreams
Turned to eggshells
& nightmares
Pouring out my heart
Into cracked vessels
That no longer hold
Let alone return
Of every broken promise
Like thrown bottles
Landing at my feet
Shattered dreams
Turned to eggshells
& nightmares
Pouring out my heart
Into cracked vessels
That no longer hold
Let alone return
July 20, 2026 at 4:13 AM
I’ve grown tired
Of every broken promise
Like thrown bottles
Landing at my feet
Shattered dreams
Turned to eggshells
& nightmares
Pouring out my heart
Into cracked vessels
That no longer hold
Let alone return
Of every broken promise
Like thrown bottles
Landing at my feet
Shattered dreams
Turned to eggshells
& nightmares
Pouring out my heart
Into cracked vessels
That no longer hold
Let alone return
This gut feeling
Sinking
Like quicksand
I am stuck on you
Unable
To drag myself out
Only lie down
& hope for rescue
Staring at the sky
Wondering what it was
That shook loose the earth
Sinking
Like quicksand
I am stuck on you
Unable
To drag myself out
Only lie down
& hope for rescue
Staring at the sky
Wondering what it was
That shook loose the earth
July 20, 2026 at 4:13 AM
This gut feeling
Sinking
Like quicksand
I am stuck on you
Unable
To drag myself out
Only lie down
& hope for rescue
Staring at the sky
Wondering what it was
That shook loose the earth
Sinking
Like quicksand
I am stuck on you
Unable
To drag myself out
Only lie down
& hope for rescue
Staring at the sky
Wondering what it was
That shook loose the earth
Your tongue
Like a monster
Loosed by the drink
Spills acid
over all you love
A mouthful
at a time
Goes in
& a mouthful
Comes out
Pouring
Searing your lips
As it goes
Burning all
In its path
To the bottom
Of the bottle
Like a monster
Loosed by the drink
Spills acid
over all you love
A mouthful
at a time
Goes in
& a mouthful
Comes out
Pouring
Searing your lips
As it goes
Burning all
In its path
To the bottom
Of the bottle
July 20, 2026 at 4:12 AM
Your tongue
Like a monster
Loosed by the drink
Spills acid
over all you love
A mouthful
at a time
Goes in
& a mouthful
Comes out
Pouring
Searing your lips
As it goes
Burning all
In its path
To the bottom
Of the bottle
Like a monster
Loosed by the drink
Spills acid
over all you love
A mouthful
at a time
Goes in
& a mouthful
Comes out
Pouring
Searing your lips
As it goes
Burning all
In its path
To the bottom
Of the bottle
They say that the bar
for good behavior
is in Hell
Well
Hell is home to me
Baby
So kick off your boots
& leave them wherever you please
Just promise you’ll love me
That you’ll never leave me
& tell me you need me
Cause baby
The bar is in hell
But we are as well…
[an excerpt]
for good behavior
is in Hell
Well
Hell is home to me
Baby
So kick off your boots
& leave them wherever you please
Just promise you’ll love me
That you’ll never leave me
& tell me you need me
Cause baby
The bar is in hell
But we are as well…
[an excerpt]
July 20, 2026 at 4:12 AM
They say that the bar
for good behavior
is in Hell
Well
Hell is home to me
Baby
So kick off your boots
& leave them wherever you please
Just promise you’ll love me
That you’ll never leave me
& tell me you need me
Cause baby
The bar is in hell
But we are as well…
[an excerpt]
for good behavior
is in Hell
Well
Hell is home to me
Baby
So kick off your boots
& leave them wherever you please
Just promise you’ll love me
That you’ll never leave me
& tell me you need me
Cause baby
The bar is in hell
But we are as well…
[an excerpt]
Worry
Curling icy fingers
Around my heart
Anxiety
Twisting
Spinning spiderwebs
Inside my gut
The fear of loss
The questions
Unanswered
Are you safe?
The simple
Explanations
Do nothing
To ease the ache
Of uncertainty
The distance
Concerns me
Your silence
Deafening
Curling icy fingers
Around my heart
Anxiety
Twisting
Spinning spiderwebs
Inside my gut
The fear of loss
The questions
Unanswered
Are you safe?
The simple
Explanations
Do nothing
To ease the ache
Of uncertainty
The distance
Concerns me
Your silence
Deafening
July 20, 2026 at 4:11 AM
Worry
Curling icy fingers
Around my heart
Anxiety
Twisting
Spinning spiderwebs
Inside my gut
The fear of loss
The questions
Unanswered
Are you safe?
The simple
Explanations
Do nothing
To ease the ache
Of uncertainty
The distance
Concerns me
Your silence
Deafening
Curling icy fingers
Around my heart
Anxiety
Twisting
Spinning spiderwebs
Inside my gut
The fear of loss
The questions
Unanswered
Are you safe?
The simple
Explanations
Do nothing
To ease the ache
Of uncertainty
The distance
Concerns me
Your silence
Deafening
Grief
Is a strange mistress
Creeping in
At odd hours
When my heart is heavy
Seeping in
To pillows soaked in tears
Slipping her fingers
Into mine
At the most inconvenient time
For the stupidest little reasons
A song
Or a story
Or the quiet moments
Of golden hours
Is a strange mistress
Creeping in
At odd hours
When my heart is heavy
Seeping in
To pillows soaked in tears
Slipping her fingers
Into mine
At the most inconvenient time
For the stupidest little reasons
A song
Or a story
Or the quiet moments
Of golden hours
July 20, 2026 at 4:11 AM
Grief
Is a strange mistress
Creeping in
At odd hours
When my heart is heavy
Seeping in
To pillows soaked in tears
Slipping her fingers
Into mine
At the most inconvenient time
For the stupidest little reasons
A song
Or a story
Or the quiet moments
Of golden hours
Is a strange mistress
Creeping in
At odd hours
When my heart is heavy
Seeping in
To pillows soaked in tears
Slipping her fingers
Into mine
At the most inconvenient time
For the stupidest little reasons
A song
Or a story
Or the quiet moments
Of golden hours
My hamsom hubban & our snek 😍🥰💕
(Tw for snake bc I know some folks are phobic)
(Tw for snake bc I know some folks are phobic)
June 17, 2026 at 4:34 AM
My hamsom hubban & our snek 😍🥰💕
(Tw for snake bc I know some folks are phobic)
(Tw for snake bc I know some folks are phobic)
Trying to be productive but I’m being held hostage by the biggest baby…
May 17, 2026 at 10:15 PM
Trying to be productive but I’m being held hostage by the biggest baby…
@lithedreamer.bsky.social
I know you’re not there anymore
But you’re missing out on new music from @sjtuckermusic.bsky.social
& I’m having a hard morning already
Bc I’m missing you so much
💔💔🪦
I know you’re not there anymore
But you’re missing out on new music from @sjtuckermusic.bsky.social
& I’m having a hard morning already
Bc I’m missing you so much
💔💔🪦
May 2, 2026 at 3:52 PM
@lithedreamer.bsky.social
I know you’re not there anymore
But you’re missing out on new music from @sjtuckermusic.bsky.social
& I’m having a hard morning already
Bc I’m missing you so much
💔💔🪦
I know you’re not there anymore
But you’re missing out on new music from @sjtuckermusic.bsky.social
& I’m having a hard morning already
Bc I’m missing you so much
💔💔🪦
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My love, my light, you will be missed.
If anyone can spare a little bit to help, it would be greatly appreciated.
If anyone can spare a little bit to help, it would be greatly appreciated.
Donate to Make a Memorial possible for Jess, organized by Kataira Moreland
We are heartbroken by the sudden loss of Jess Peacock, who tragically took their ow… Kataira Moreland needs your support for Make a Memorial possible for Jess
gofund.me
April 13, 2026 at 5:26 PM
My love, my light, you will be missed.
If anyone can spare a little bit to help, it would be greatly appreciated.
If anyone can spare a little bit to help, it would be greatly appreciated.
One last
Single
Half
Of a cigarette
Amongst the untouched
My fingers tremble
When I light it
Pretend that I can feel
The last touch
Of your lips
Upon it
Pretend
That I’m kissing you
One more time
Before you go
Forever
Into the Great Dark
Single
Half
Of a cigarette
Amongst the untouched
My fingers tremble
When I light it
Pretend that I can feel
The last touch
Of your lips
Upon it
Pretend
That I’m kissing you
One more time
Before you go
Forever
Into the Great Dark
April 19, 2026 at 4:23 AM
One last
Single
Half
Of a cigarette
Amongst the untouched
My fingers tremble
When I light it
Pretend that I can feel
The last touch
Of your lips
Upon it
Pretend
That I’m kissing you
One more time
Before you go
Forever
Into the Great Dark
Single
Half
Of a cigarette
Amongst the untouched
My fingers tremble
When I light it
Pretend that I can feel
The last touch
Of your lips
Upon it
Pretend
That I’m kissing you
One more time
Before you go
Forever
Into the Great Dark
I wish this all wasn’t so fucking hard.
Everything is complicated & everything I want is impossible & I’m just so exhausted.
Everything is complicated & everything I want is impossible & I’m just so exhausted.
April 19, 2026 at 1:13 AM
I wish this all wasn’t so fucking hard.
Everything is complicated & everything I want is impossible & I’m just so exhausted.
Everything is complicated & everything I want is impossible & I’m just so exhausted.