Would love to dm you but they're closed. Hot yeen though >w<

I have none of my old friends who I feel comfortable talking about this with so I'm hoping just getting it off my chest here will ease the pain.

regret has been eating away at me and I deserve it and I'm sorry to everyone. I don't want pity. I don't even know if I do or don't want anyone to see this. If I could undo leaving I would. I'm so lonely and it's my fault.

that makes sense, but god does it hurt. I deserve this pain. I've made new friends this last half year but I'm still haunted by my mistake and the friendships I no longer have. The guilt and

at the very least said something but I left you in the dark to worry. It was incredibly short-sighted and stupid. Coming back to this space and trying to reconnect with everyone has taught me that life moves on and people move on without you and