back to spiraling thoughts and panic attacks before bed i guess

i know you’re supposed to love your family and all that, but i genuinely hate my brother sometimes

when they not so subtly tell you to shut up even though you listen to their rants every day and even put your phone down to show you’re paying full attention

feels like even if i cut my heart out for some people they wouldn’t understand how much i care for them

okay well getting unfollowed (by someone i thought i got along with pretty well) the moment i deactivated main (for less than 24hrs) certainly didn’t help

hate when i feel like interacting with my friends but my brain doesn’t let me… that self-isolation and “everyone hates me” mentality is really hitting rn