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behradhbq.bsky.social
@behradhbq.bsky.social
Everything i say is an opinion
Im tired, im nervous and im frustrated about the future of my country.
Idk whats is the right choice for me rn..
March 1, 2026 at 7:27 PM
Everywhere i go i hear sadness and sorrow
Everywhere i go i see sadness and sorrow
My society is sad, so am i
My society is angry, so am i

This has effected my life and living conditions.
fuck this regime, We will not forget nor forgive.
February 22, 2026 at 8:53 PM
Im so sorry for myself
I havent stood up to do for so long, now im kidding myself that idk!
What am i lacking? That i cant just do it?
At this point is just a life of repeating mistakes and i cannot escape it. But i must somehow.. im tired for the 99th time and i still incapable of just doing.
February 20, 2026 at 6:58 PM
Im a very jealous person.
When i see someone enjoy life to its fullest without bragging or showing off, it makes me to hate myself. Why i cant do it now?I wanna really start doing it but i just dont know how to.
im coping someone will save me,but that will never happen with the way im going forward.
February 18, 2026 at 4:14 PM
Iran, One day they will write in history:
That “its” pain was so great, the tears didn’t know for whose name, which city or which scar they must shed!
January 27, 2026 at 5:25 PM
I do not know how to cope anymore
This way of thinking was wrong to begin with.
Anyone who sees this post: do not forget how they massacred people and how the world and all that international fucks stayed silent.
Dont fall for their stupid games.
January 24, 2026 at 9:46 PM
Sadness and anger is all i know right now. Regret and the fact that nothing happened again.. just more deaths, more pain and more nothing
Its all pointless at this point
And i cant do it anymore
January 21, 2026 at 7:26 AM
I now believe when the time comes through my decisions i shall accept it but try and fight. Perhaps all the dreams i have are pointless cus “i do not know when i die”
So i shall have a dream or dreams and fight for it, stand for it and go for it. If i cant follow it , i accept
January 6, 2026 at 8:11 PM
هرچقدر بترسم، وجدانم نمیگذارد.
January 6, 2026 at 8:02 PM
I have to go now. I cant postpone it again. Time to face myself.
January 6, 2026 at 6:35 PM
This pointlessness of my yaps has annoyed me. Im tired of this shit. I have been tired but im still here typing the same shit i typed ages ago… wtf man
January 5, 2026 at 8:33 PM
Whatever
January 2, 2026 at 9:41 PM
I wish to abandon it all and run
January 1, 2026 at 1:34 PM
Its all pointless even if you live by the very fact of enjoying life or becoming a better person.
Almost 8 billion, almost 8 billion differences and almost 8 billion lives
Doesnt matter who, nothing to fight for unless its daily trivia or love and all that. Its pointless. Might as well die right now
December 31, 2025 at 11:51 PM
This is not important
These arent
I have to remember whats important or im as good as a walking dead
December 31, 2025 at 7:27 AM
I might get offline anytime
December 31, 2025 at 7:26 AM
Im very sad with myself
I wish to be happy but i dont do anything about it
Im afraid of loss… and being alone
But i am alone and i have nothing to lose… so is it just deep within me? Even when i know its no good.. im still nervous and in feat for loss
December 30, 2025 at 6:59 PM
1- im too scared
So i should make decisions with my faith
2-i cant pay attention and i always daydream
So i should focus and have more patience and be in the moment
3-i think too much
So i should do more than thinking
4-i make it too hard for myself
So i should live the life and have it easy
December 30, 2025 at 3:42 PM
Back when i started painting somewhere in the middle of my art classes i happen to paint very good stuff which today im nowhere near that, i think i limit and bound myself to the ideas of not just others but myself. I should work more freely and with more ease
December 30, 2025 at 2:06 PM
I am at a very low point in painting.. i have forgotten whats important and now im stuck on painting noses, eyes and etc… i am stuck with these ideas… not the actual thing
December 30, 2025 at 10:35 AM
Today i decided to be better and do it! But i just thought about and im currently typing this
December 30, 2025 at 8:11 AM
I am very confused about art
And also about myself
December 28, 2025 at 8:58 PM
Dreams the only place im happy… so i dream!
December 27, 2025 at 9:35 PM
I dont know what conditions i may have, but it honestly not important right now. Rather i should try to be better… i should live for the experience of a one time life!
December 27, 2025 at 6:58 PM
Leanring anatomy is a waste of absolute time.
And it has nothing to do with visual language either..
Just skim through it for the job👍
December 27, 2025 at 4:42 PM