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Being a Monster
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✦ Psychothriller, drama, urban fantasy novels 🔞
✦ Author & artist: @darkenaz.bsky.social
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Monsters don't hesitate.
Then why couldn't he do it?

Could you kill someone who reminds you of yourself?

~ Illustration for chapter 39. of my webnovel Being a Monster

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August 8, 2026 at 6:44 PM
He leads his own sister with such an innocent smile into her doom. Of course, she has no idea who he really is—or what he intends to do…

~ Illustration for chapter 38. of my webnovel Being a Monster

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July 26, 2026 at 9:23 AM
Dark fantasy isn't just about monsters. Sometimes it's about learning to live with what you are...

Illustration for Chapter 37. of my webnovel Being a Monster.

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July 11, 2026 at 5:29 PM
"He's changed a lot. Is there anything left that we still have in common? "

Illustration for Chapter 36. of my webnovel Being a Monster.

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July 4, 2026 at 11:20 AM
"Loss"

Illustration for Chapter 35. of my webnovel Being a Monster.

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June 27, 2026 at 12:06 PM
"Broken"

Illustration for Chapter 34. of my webnovel Being a Monster.

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June 20, 2026 at 11:10 AM
"I wish I could be the kind of daughter she wish me to be."

Illustration for Chapter 34. of my webnovel Being a Monster.

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June 13, 2026 at 4:54 PM
"I don't think you're crazy"

Sketch for my ongoing webnovel Being a Monster, Chapter 33.

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May 30, 2026 at 12:15 PM
"What is happening to me?"

Sketch for my ongoing webnovel Being a Monster, Chapter 32.

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May 17, 2026 at 9:58 AM
Illustration for my ongoing webnovel Being a Monster, Chapter 31.

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April 25, 2026 at 9:16 AM
About my ongoing webnovel

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April 15, 2026 at 3:13 PM
Talia feels she doesn’t deserve Devin’s attention and that she’ll only end up disappointing them both. Her friend Mandy tries to convince her otherwise, yet she can’t shake the thought that it would be best for both of them if they never saw each other again.

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June 15, 2025 at 3:34 PM
For me, "being a monster in the human world" is one of the most interesting themes in urban fantasy. After all, depending on species, each supernatural being experiences this phenomenon differently: they hide different traits, struggle with different psychological backgrounds and coping strategies.
June 7, 2025 at 7:59 AM
Jev breaks down completely, losing control over their body, which begins to shift and change uncontrollably. Devin is the only one who knows who Jev really is and what they’re struggling with. He’s incapable of returning Jev’s feelings, he still tries to stay by their side and support them.
June 1, 2025 at 3:54 PM
Illustration for an article about the dragons in my story.

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May 29, 2025 at 3:21 PM
Alone in her room, Talia goes over her encounter with Devin again. She can’t even imagine how anyone could like her, and the memory of Devin’s kindness is starting to make her feel uncomfortable. So she convinces herself that it’s best to end whatever might be starting between them...
May 19, 2025 at 5:33 PM
Devin is used to draining others’ lives to stay alive. Working as an Eliminator makes the hunt before feeding easier—he handles his targets with cold routine. That’s why meeting Talia catches him off guard: not only her resemblance, but his own intense emotions and confusion upset him even more…
May 11, 2025 at 4:04 PM
After her first meeting with Devin, Talia’s mother tries to warn her – in her own way. Her words wound Talia deeply. Even so, deep down she also senses that something is wrong with Devin, but she tries to deny it and hide her feelings.
May 10, 2025 at 6:56 PM
Talia is terrified of riding a motorcycle and swears she’ll never get on one again, Devin changes her mind with a few kind words and gestures. She feels like someone truly cares about her—but when she shares her joy with her mother, she brings up things about Devin that she doesn’t want to hear…
May 4, 2025 at 12:46 PM
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April 22, 2025 at 8:51 AM
Devin has already experienced being buried alive once before — and it still haunts him.
April 27, 2025 at 4:07 PM
To gain Talia's trust, Devin gives her his own helmet. Meanwhile, he smiles innocently, expertly hiding the raging emotions and murderous intentions inside him. And Talia has no idea who (or what) Devin really is—or that when he says, “I don’t die easily,” he means it quite literally…
April 26, 2025 at 9:41 AM
Talia has no idea about the emotional change that has taken place in Devin, and she seizes every opportunity to spend more time with him — even agreeing to let him take her home, despite being very afraid of motorcycles. Perhaps not without reason…

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April 20, 2025 at 2:11 PM
Devin is not human—he grew up in another world, completely without any familial relationships. So when he meets Talia and realizes that siblings can sometimes resemble each other in behavior, personality, and even in physical traits, it hits him like a shock.

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April 19, 2025 at 5:31 PM
When Devin meets Talia, the realization that the girl resembles him—both in her reactions and certain physical traits—terrifies and horrifies him.

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April 13, 2025 at 8:30 PM