What even is this…. Abomination of mine? I want to cry

Well I feel ashamed of myself of a huge mistake I have done all I did was practice hand exercises and nothing else so when I did my first sketch it was a complete mess I found out that I have to draw something every single day after the exercise I’ll post the image tomorrow

I know absolutely nothing about drawing but i am very interested so i began to draw lines, shapes etc… to exercise my hand to control it better.