i want to thank everyone who saw this and helped. it's a hard situation that's been made a little easier. it's still going to be hard to cover costs but not as impossible as i was worried it might be.

update to the update: i'm safe, i was able to pull in to my workplace so my car is in a safe place and close to an auto shop. also was able to get home safe. feeling shaken but at least i got to ride a bus and i'm gonna figure out my options before i come in to work on monday 🤞🏻

i'm safe, i got lucky and didn't have too many stops or people in front of me so i was able to pull in to work safely. i'm not driving anywhere anytime soon though 🤞🏻

ok my heart genuinely skipped a beat, thank you so much. we haven't talked much lately but thank you for your support all this time 🫂

i do! 🙏🏻 ko-fi.com/byzarru

update: my brakes failed today on my way to work

i'm breaking my hiatus today since i've had to put off urgent car repairs for months that i haven't been able to afford, and i'm increasingly worried about something breaking down for good. if you see this, please consider buying the album if you can. even a listen means a lot.

hey, i'm ok with fanart as long as it's sfw ✌🏻
i've been away from bsky for mental health reasons and i don't know when i'm coming back, but i do want to do ref sheets of my characters eventually

something like that. 🤍

i don't know where to go, i don't know what to do. all the things i enjoy doing are a waste of time. does it matter if i'm proud of something i did if i can't see a doctor or get my car fixed?

i don't see a point anymore in making art for myself that isn't just doodles. it's been useful for me as therapy, but anything beyond that feels like wasted time. i'm not bringing anything new to the table, and here, people are making things all the time. why bother with my art

it's a pink floyd kind of month
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j'essaye

that's just the light! it's a floral print 🤍

gotcha. got my hopes up for a second 😔

wait you can take pills for tinnitus?

it's going to be ok, just everything hurts right now and it's a lot

i like this sketch a lot, the angle you drew her in just feels so *new* and striking