hate the fact i'm still actively recovering from that opperation while also mentally checked out because YET again reached out for new friends for them to suddenly avoid me but active with every other shared friend
September 13, 2026 at 12:19 PM
hate the fact i'm still actively recovering from that opperation while also mentally checked out because YET again reached out for new friends for them to suddenly avoid me but active with every other shared friend
Garden work for older people this week inculded: Fully de-weeding a garden, Re-fixing a fence because the last guy broke a pannel while fixing the beams. Learning how to do flagging on the fly to fix steps. Planting Turf. Shattered but results are good.
July 23, 2026 at 6:46 PM
Garden work for older people this week inculded: Fully de-weeding a garden, Re-fixing a fence because the last guy broke a pannel while fixing the beams. Learning how to do flagging on the fly to fix steps. Planting Turf. Shattered but results are good.
Absolutely gave them everything to be meet with 'Sorry your a nice guy and everything but we can stay friend' Told me I was to nice and could be meaner
June 10, 2026 at 3:47 PM
Absolutely gave them everything to be meet with 'Sorry your a nice guy and everything but we can stay friend' Told me I was to nice and could be meaner
This evening i broke my sober streak i'm not happy about it i'm really...upset about it... Like i'd been doing so well to not drink and this evening was it, the breaking of the straw as it were
December 29, 2025 at 9:37 PM
This evening i broke my sober streak i'm not happy about it i'm really...upset about it... Like i'd been doing so well to not drink and this evening was it, the breaking of the straw as it were
Sometimes just the simplest words from someone you enjoy being friends with makes your whole face smile and your day better! never thought i'd be so full just by that.
December 25, 2025 at 10:35 AM
Sometimes just the simplest words from someone you enjoy being friends with makes your whole face smile and your day better! never thought i'd be so full just by that.
Cancer treatment today sabaton Friday but I still just can't bring myself to feel happy it's just not in me right now. Watching those I care about struggle and I can't afford to help. Missing someone waaay more then I should
December 3, 2025 at 10:34 AM
Cancer treatment today sabaton Friday but I still just can't bring myself to feel happy it's just not in me right now. Watching those I care about struggle and I can't afford to help. Missing someone waaay more then I should
Loss is never easy, it's harder when they are the other side of the world and you can't get there you just feel shit. I can grieve but not being able to help those who need it is a hard moment. Take a moment to text your loved ones, tell them how you feel. You never know when it's the last time
November 19, 2025 at 12:50 PM
Loss is never easy, it's harder when they are the other side of the world and you can't get there you just feel shit. I can grieve but not being able to help those who need it is a hard moment. Take a moment to text your loved ones, tell them how you feel. You never know when it's the last time
Time, effort and lots of other things put into someone who unknown to me was using me took a few friends to put it to me in a pretty harsh light to understand it. But i'll recover i always do when it happens people just happen to walk over me..but we live, hurt a little but i'll live
October 6, 2025 at 8:17 PM
Time, effort and lots of other things put into someone who unknown to me was using me took a few friends to put it to me in a pretty harsh light to understand it. But i'll recover i always do when it happens people just happen to walk over me..but we live, hurt a little but i'll live
Writing of today...just gonna spend it eating sweets, maybe pizza later...just ugh mind playing everthing wrong with me today...and we don't bother friends when we are down. ( i know this is wrong but my brain is currently there)
October 3, 2025 at 11:32 AM
Writing of today...just gonna spend it eating sweets, maybe pizza later...just ugh mind playing everthing wrong with me today...and we don't bother friends when we are down. ( i know this is wrong but my brain is currently there)