Nik
@cnjdev.bsky.social
Software developer currently on this hell we call Earth.
Why do bad things keep happening to me? What did I do to deserve it?
September 2, 2026 at 8:44 PM
Why do bad things keep happening to me? What did I do to deserve it?
Since the beginning of 2024 life has been one big long insanity test. I don’t even know anymore.
August 15, 2026 at 6:15 AM
Since the beginning of 2024 life has been one big long insanity test. I don’t even know anymore.
Does the pain ever stop? I don’t want to kill myself but I am so tired of the constant suffering.
August 15, 2026 at 3:26 AM
Does the pain ever stop? I don’t want to kill myself but I am so tired of the constant suffering.
You’ll be sorry when I’m dead.
May 15, 2026 at 12:22 PM
You’ll be sorry when I’m dead.
Hold my breath as I wish for death, oh, please, God, help me
May 13, 2026 at 12:31 AM
Hold my breath as I wish for death, oh, please, God, help me
Oh hi 2026. You’re going to suck too, huh? Sigh.
January 15, 2026 at 4:05 AM
Oh hi 2026. You’re going to suck too, huh? Sigh.
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The families of Maria Niotis and Isabella Salas, the two girls killed in Cranford, N.J., earlier this week, are demanding justice.
Families of Cranford teens killed in hit-and-run demand justice
The families of Maria Niotis and Isabella Salas, the two girls killed in Cranford, N.J., earlier this week, are demanding justice.
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October 3, 2025 at 12:58 AM
The families of Maria Niotis and Isabella Salas, the two girls killed in Cranford, N.J., earlier this week, are demanding justice.
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The issue with Texas isn’t gerrymandering. Both parties gerrymander where they can. They always have. But they’ve always waited to do it at the end of each decade, with each census. The issue with Texas is they are gerrymandering MID-DECADE. Which would set a terrible precedent.
August 6, 2025 at 12:51 PM
The issue with Texas isn’t gerrymandering. Both parties gerrymander where they can. They always have. But they’ve always waited to do it at the end of each decade, with each census. The issue with Texas is they are gerrymandering MID-DECADE. Which would set a terrible precedent.
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Oh no I really hope Bill Clinton isn’t in the Epstein files, I’ll have to get rid of my Bill Clinton hat and my Bill Clinton sneakers and my Bill Clinton cologne and my Bill Clinton watch and take down my Bill Clinton flag and I’ll have to delete my Bill Clinton nft trading cards
July 24, 2025 at 8:02 PM
Oh no I really hope Bill Clinton isn’t in the Epstein files, I’ll have to get rid of my Bill Clinton hat and my Bill Clinton sneakers and my Bill Clinton cologne and my Bill Clinton watch and take down my Bill Clinton flag and I’ll have to delete my Bill Clinton nft trading cards
I understand how Elvis felt toward the end now. Everyone kept pushing, kept working him until he dropped.
July 23, 2025 at 7:45 PM
I understand how Elvis felt toward the end now. Everyone kept pushing, kept working him until he dropped.
Maybe I’m just sick. I’ve been depressed for years. It’s not that. But physically I feel completely off. It’s hard to try to be presentable and professional when I just want to lay down and go to sleep.
July 15, 2025 at 5:34 PM
Maybe I’m just sick. I’ve been depressed for years. It’s not that. But physically I feel completely off. It’s hard to try to be presentable and professional when I just want to lay down and go to sleep.
Another Sunday night. Another workweek starting up as I continue to run on the hamster wheel that is my life.
Another week living in a country with dumbass people who vote against their own interests because they want to “win”.
¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Oh well I guess that won’t be my problem much longer.
Another week living in a country with dumbass people who vote against their own interests because they want to “win”.
¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Oh well I guess that won’t be my problem much longer.
July 14, 2025 at 2:32 AM
Another Sunday night. Another workweek starting up as I continue to run on the hamster wheel that is my life.
Another week living in a country with dumbass people who vote against their own interests because they want to “win”.
¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Oh well I guess that won’t be my problem much longer.
Another week living in a country with dumbass people who vote against their own interests because they want to “win”.
¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Oh well I guess that won’t be my problem much longer.
Politics have RUINED social media. File this under “Reasons I’m Killing Myself Someday”
Few places do I feel SO ALONE than on platforms where people spew their political nonsense.
THEY’RE PLAYING US ALL FOR FOOLS!
This has been true since at least 2012 but has been made far worse by the MAGAts.
Few places do I feel SO ALONE than on platforms where people spew their political nonsense.
THEY’RE PLAYING US ALL FOR FOOLS!
This has been true since at least 2012 but has been made far worse by the MAGAts.
July 10, 2025 at 5:11 PM
Politics have RUINED social media. File this under “Reasons I’m Killing Myself Someday”
Few places do I feel SO ALONE than on platforms where people spew their political nonsense.
THEY’RE PLAYING US ALL FOR FOOLS!
This has been true since at least 2012 but has been made far worse by the MAGAts.
Few places do I feel SO ALONE than on platforms where people spew their political nonsense.
THEY’RE PLAYING US ALL FOR FOOLS!
This has been true since at least 2012 but has been made far worse by the MAGAts.
Okay maybe I’m not really suicidal at this point. Maybe my brain is just beat up. I think a bit of it fried during the heat wave this week.
June 27, 2025 at 3:55 PM
Okay maybe I’m not really suicidal at this point. Maybe my brain is just beat up. I think a bit of it fried during the heat wave this week.
I feel like I’m not even human. I’m a robot, a donkey, a slave - put on this earth it seems to just pay bills and die. I’m feeling a lot like dying lately.
June 26, 2025 at 8:55 PM
I feel like I’m not even human. I’m a robot, a donkey, a slave - put on this earth it seems to just pay bills and die. I’m feeling a lot like dying lately.
Everybody else gets to have a life. Everybody else gets to do self-care. Everybody else is treated with respect … actually scratch that, everybody are pricks anymore.
June 26, 2025 at 8:54 PM
Everybody else gets to have a life. Everybody else gets to do self-care. Everybody else is treated with respect … actually scratch that, everybody are pricks anymore.
I want to die. I just don’t see the point of killing myself.
June 24, 2025 at 3:03 PM
I want to die. I just don’t see the point of killing myself.
I bet no one will read this, so fuck it: I’m feeling really suicidal right now. I have no plans at this time but I don’t know if I want to stick it out the year.
June 14, 2025 at 11:43 AM
I bet no one will read this, so fuck it: I’m feeling really suicidal right now. I have no plans at this time but I don’t know if I want to stick it out the year.
Wont someone please help me?
May 16, 2025 at 9:50 PM
Wont someone please help me?
I think everyone really might be trying to kill me.
April 2, 2025 at 11:54 AM
I think everyone really might be trying to kill me.
Some days it feels like everyone’s trying to kill me.
February 6, 2025 at 11:44 PM
Some days it feels like everyone’s trying to kill me.