lians
@colawithoutbacon.bsky.social
pls dni if i don’t know on my main 🙏🙏
vent alt so i dont spam on my main
i’ll go on about family issues and overall mental health
this is not a pro sh acc pls don’t think that
vent alt so i dont spam on my main
i’ll go on about family issues and overall mental health
this is not a pro sh acc pls don’t think that
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lians
@colawithoutbacon.bsky.social
· Aug 17
basic warnings for this acc
self harm(no like photos of actual cuts im not like taht), suicidal thoughts, family issues, harassment, rants, etc.
self harm(no like photos of actual cuts im not like taht), suicidal thoughts, family issues, harassment, rants, etc.
the only thing stopping me from really cutting again is that i nearly passed out last time
September 13, 2026 at 2:43 PM
the only thing stopping me from really cutting again is that i nearly passed out last time
i don’t wanna kill myself
i don’t wanna be living like this anymore either
im sorta stuck. i wanna get help but being admitted to a hospital is ridiculously expensive. and all to stop me from harming myself
i really wish treatment wasn’t expensive. especially when im at my breaking point
i don’t wanna be living like this anymore either
im sorta stuck. i wanna get help but being admitted to a hospital is ridiculously expensive. and all to stop me from harming myself
i really wish treatment wasn’t expensive. especially when im at my breaking point
September 5, 2026 at 1:33 PM
i don’t wanna kill myself
i don’t wanna be living like this anymore either
im sorta stuck. i wanna get help but being admitted to a hospital is ridiculously expensive. and all to stop me from harming myself
i really wish treatment wasn’t expensive. especially when im at my breaking point
i don’t wanna be living like this anymore either
im sorta stuck. i wanna get help but being admitted to a hospital is ridiculously expensive. and all to stop me from harming myself
i really wish treatment wasn’t expensive. especially when im at my breaking point
man i don’t wanna go to a hospital again
September 2, 2026 at 11:25 PM
man i don’t wanna go to a hospital again
it’s the fact i could die in my dorm and no one will notice for maybe weeks is what scares me the most
August 30, 2026 at 1:54 PM
it’s the fact i could die in my dorm and no one will notice for maybe weeks is what scares me the most
they don’t know im still extremely suicidal lolol
August 28, 2026 at 11:27 AM
they don’t know im still extremely suicidal lolol
postin this on alt but i feel like people rarely point out that you can still very much miss someone even when you’ve been put through irreversible trauma
August 13, 2026 at 9:42 PM
postin this on alt but i feel like people rarely point out that you can still very much miss someone even when you’ve been put through irreversible trauma
legit took a two hour nap only to dream of me and someone cuddling and shit im ending my shit/nsrs
July 30, 2026 at 5:47 PM
legit took a two hour nap only to dream of me and someone cuddling and shit im ending my shit/nsrs
right as i got urges to relapse it somehow got worse
July 26, 2026 at 2:25 AM
right as i got urges to relapse it somehow got worse
nothing in my life goes right
July 26, 2026 at 2:25 AM
nothing in my life goes right
FUCKK how tf have i been clean but still want to do it again addiction is so not sexy 💔💔
July 23, 2026 at 6:21 AM
FUCKK how tf have i been clean but still want to do it again addiction is so not sexy 💔💔
ive been clean for a bit now only to have really bad urges as of recent
i think the only reason i haven’t been doing it is cuz im too lazy to get out of bed to do it 😭😭😭
i think the only reason i haven’t been doing it is cuz im too lazy to get out of bed to do it 😭😭😭
July 23, 2026 at 4:07 AM
ive been clean for a bit now only to have really bad urges as of recent
i think the only reason i haven’t been doing it is cuz im too lazy to get out of bed to do it 😭😭😭
i think the only reason i haven’t been doing it is cuz im too lazy to get out of bed to do it 😭😭😭
when i had an eating disorder at like ten years old and now im fat and can barely lose weight
July 14, 2026 at 1:58 AM
when i had an eating disorder at like ten years old and now im fat and can barely lose weight
lowkey kinda worried about working with that one coworker tomorrow especially since i’ll be alone with him for closing
i’ve only worked closing with him once but still the comment on my sexuality still has me feeling a bit uncomfortable
i’ve only worked closing with him once but still the comment on my sexuality still has me feeling a bit uncomfortable
July 1, 2026 at 2:52 AM
lowkey kinda worried about working with that one coworker tomorrow especially since i’ll be alone with him for closing
i’ve only worked closing with him once but still the comment on my sexuality still has me feeling a bit uncomfortable
i’ve only worked closing with him once but still the comment on my sexuality still has me feeling a bit uncomfortable
IM ABLE TO WEAR TSHIRTS AT WORK hoping customers aren’t gonna ask me 500 questions 😭😭😭
June 5, 2026 at 11:04 PM
IM ABLE TO WEAR TSHIRTS AT WORK hoping customers aren’t gonna ask me 500 questions 😭😭😭
ILL PROB REACTIVATE MAIN EVENTUALLY feeling a little bit better now
May 31, 2026 at 3:18 PM
ILL PROB REACTIVATE MAIN EVENTUALLY feeling a little bit better now
i took a tiny peek at my work schedule for next week and im going insane
May 31, 2026 at 3:09 PM
i took a tiny peek at my work schedule for next week and im going insane
i hate my voice range so much how do i go from having this sorta high voice to sounding like the annoying orange when i laugh 😭😭😭
May 28, 2026 at 11:21 PM
i hate my voice range so much how do i go from having this sorta high voice to sounding like the annoying orange when i laugh 😭😭😭
i lost like the tiniest bit of weight but fuck yeah we ball
May 18, 2026 at 1:07 PM
i lost like the tiniest bit of weight but fuck yeah we ball
no the fuck he isn’t
May 17, 2026 at 7:07 PM
no the fuck he isn’t
my therapist gave me rubber bands so i’d cut back on the cutting
THAT SHIT HURTS MORE THAN THE ACTUAL THING IM LOSING IT😭😭😭
THAT SHIT HURTS MORE THAN THE ACTUAL THING IM LOSING IT😭😭😭
May 14, 2026 at 10:15 PM
my therapist gave me rubber bands so i’d cut back on the cutting
THAT SHIT HURTS MORE THAN THE ACTUAL THING IM LOSING IT😭😭😭
THAT SHIT HURTS MORE THAN THE ACTUAL THING IM LOSING IT😭😭😭
why did i tried to off myself and then lose my job when i was in the hospital i could’ve spent the rest of the year as a fry cook 💔
May 12, 2026 at 7:06 PM
why did i tried to off myself and then lose my job when i was in the hospital i could’ve spent the rest of the year as a fry cook 💔
FUCKK I WANT A JOB I DONT WANNA LIVE AS A CHUD LIKE MY BROTHER
May 12, 2026 at 7:01 PM
FUCKK I WANT A JOB I DONT WANNA LIVE AS A CHUD LIKE MY BROTHER
oh fuck yeah i’m rich now
May 10, 2026 at 5:49 PM
oh fuck yeah i’m rich now