@comathenjoyee.bsky.social
when the choice is to
a) spend 6-8 hours working on really hard math, despite doing that every day for the last month and feeling pretty sick of it, or
b) do one (1) of the small tasks on my nice, varied, organized summer todo list
I've so far chosen math every time
Just built different 😎 (worse)
a) spend 6-8 hours working on really hard math, despite doing that every day for the last month and feeling pretty sick of it, or
b) do one (1) of the small tasks on my nice, varied, organized summer todo list
I've so far chosen math every time
Just built different 😎 (worse)
August 9, 2026 at 11:08 AM
when the choice is to
a) spend 6-8 hours working on really hard math, despite doing that every day for the last month and feeling pretty sick of it, or
b) do one (1) of the small tasks on my nice, varied, organized summer todo list
I've so far chosen math every time
Just built different 😎 (worse)
a) spend 6-8 hours working on really hard math, despite doing that every day for the last month and feeling pretty sick of it, or
b) do one (1) of the small tasks on my nice, varied, organized summer todo list
I've so far chosen math every time
Just built different 😎 (worse)
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Amnesty International put out a major report documenting the influence of UK based anti trans gender critical organizations and their funding. Within hours, GC groups threatened defamation lawsuits and Amnesty was forced to pull it down. Proving the point they're anti rights.
Anyways, here it is.
Anyways, here it is.
July 12, 2026 at 2:53 PM
Amnesty International put out a major report documenting the influence of UK based anti trans gender critical organizations and their funding. Within hours, GC groups threatened defamation lawsuits and Amnesty was forced to pull it down. Proving the point they're anti rights.
Anyways, here it is.
Anyways, here it is.
one of my housemates seemed really confused by the door being locked (at 4am in the morning)
June 11, 2026 at 6:20 PM
one of my housemates seemed really confused by the door being locked (at 4am in the morning)
Maybe we can schedule in a "my friends all hate me" day before then too
May 17, 2026 at 7:47 AM
Maybe we can schedule in a "my friends all hate me" day before then too
Anyway, going on past behavior I'll have the exact same breakdown again in a few months, with the exact same thoughts and hypersexuality and empty bullshit fucking performative sadness and the exact same lack of change or anything thay would make it matter
May 17, 2026 at 7:47 AM
Anyway, going on past behavior I'll have the exact same breakdown again in a few months, with the exact same thoughts and hypersexuality and empty bullshit fucking performative sadness and the exact same lack of change or anything thay would make it matter
I'm fucking disgusting
May 17, 2026 at 7:43 AM
I'm fucking disgusting
I also think I might not actually be attracted to men??
I think I like having sex with them, but kinda questioning that too??
I think I like having sex with them, but kinda questioning that too??
May 17, 2026 at 7:42 AM
I also think I might not actually be attracted to men??
I think I like having sex with them, but kinda questioning that too??
I think I like having sex with them, but kinda questioning that too??
"If I can't be cute then maybe I can be fuckable" -- verbatim thought while an attractive man ate my asshole
Joke's on me, a minute later I looked in the mirror and it turns out I still don't like how my face looks
Joke's on me, a minute later I looked in the mirror and it turns out I still don't like how my face looks
May 17, 2026 at 7:41 AM
"If I can't be cute then maybe I can be fuckable" -- verbatim thought while an attractive man ate my asshole
Joke's on me, a minute later I looked in the mirror and it turns out I still don't like how my face looks
Joke's on me, a minute later I looked in the mirror and it turns out I still don't like how my face looks
I have the sort of demeanor that's led literally like three or four different old ladies to tell me I'm beautiful in the span of a few weeks
Which mostly rubs it in that the world sees me as a sopping-wet gay BOY at my absolute best, ans a nice big handsome man otherwise
Which mostly rubs it in that the world sees me as a sopping-wet gay BOY at my absolute best, ans a nice big handsome man otherwise
May 17, 2026 at 7:37 AM
I have the sort of demeanor that's led literally like three or four different old ladies to tell me I'm beautiful in the span of a few weeks
Which mostly rubs it in that the world sees me as a sopping-wet gay BOY at my absolute best, ans a nice big handsome man otherwise
Which mostly rubs it in that the world sees me as a sopping-wet gay BOY at my absolute best, ans a nice big handsome man otherwise
Maybe there's something to this journaling thing after all
If I ever go back to therapy I'll just send my therapist my bluesky account, it's literally tonight and like four other random-ass posts. Because I don't have a personality or a community so why the fuck am I on social media anyway
If I ever go back to therapy I'll just send my therapist my bluesky account, it's literally tonight and like four other random-ass posts. Because I don't have a personality or a community so why the fuck am I on social media anyway
May 17, 2026 at 7:32 AM
Maybe there's something to this journaling thing after all
If I ever go back to therapy I'll just send my therapist my bluesky account, it's literally tonight and like four other random-ass posts. Because I don't have a personality or a community so why the fuck am I on social media anyway
If I ever go back to therapy I'll just send my therapist my bluesky account, it's literally tonight and like four other random-ass posts. Because I don't have a personality or a community so why the fuck am I on social media anyway
I'll apparently blow a guy in the middle of a club stairway but I won't go home with him. Not because I'm scared for my safety -- I'm just that fucking afraid of commitment
May 17, 2026 at 7:31 AM
I'll apparently blow a guy in the middle of a club stairway but I won't go home with him. Not because I'm scared for my safety -- I'm just that fucking afraid of commitment
I don't even really feel bad or good about sucking strangers off in public anymore. There's a sense of release, of satiation, but emotionally I just feel kind of numb
May 17, 2026 at 7:29 AM
I don't even really feel bad or good about sucking strangers off in public anymore. There's a sense of release, of satiation, but emotionally I just feel kind of numb
Like it feels fucking stupid to sit here crying, in abeautiful city, watching homeless people in objectively worse situations than I'll likely ever be in.
It also feels stupid to post any of this when I have no followers but if I can't keep a journal for more than a day than I guess this is it
It also feels stupid to post any of this when I have no followers but if I can't keep a journal for more than a day than I guess this is it
May 17, 2026 at 7:27 AM
Like it feels fucking stupid to sit here crying, in abeautiful city, watching homeless people in objectively worse situations than I'll likely ever be in.
It also feels stupid to post any of this when I have no followers but if I can't keep a journal for more than a day than I guess this is it
It also feels stupid to post any of this when I have no followers but if I can't keep a journal for more than a day than I guess this is it
hunching forward makes me feel like a gorilla. i can feel my rounded shoulders, like I've got turtleshell shoulderpads on at all times, waiting for me to stop pretending to have good posture
May 17, 2026 at 7:26 AM
hunching forward makes me feel like a gorilla. i can feel my rounded shoulders, like I've got turtleshell shoulderpads on at all times, waiting for me to stop pretending to have good posture
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maybe we went too far with higher category theory
May 1, 2026 at 8:07 AM
maybe we went too far with higher category theory
"Song I Woke Up With In My Head For Some Reason" update: Pump Up The Jam
April 26, 2026 at 4:48 PM
"Song I Woke Up With In My Head For Some Reason" update: Pump Up The Jam
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math department that stops offering its probability theory course because pdfs are notoriously problematic for meeting title II accessibility standards
April 24, 2026 at 7:19 PM
math department that stops offering its probability theory course because pdfs are notoriously problematic for meeting title II accessibility standards
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a teenage boy just made it clear to me that he thought the shirt im wearing was advertising the two separate concepts of guns and of roses
April 22, 2026 at 6:07 PM
a teenage boy just made it clear to me that he thought the shirt im wearing was advertising the two separate concepts of guns and of roses
my dirty secret is I use medicine labeled as homeopathic
I bought 7% arnica gel to heal hickeys and now I'm using it in vain hope of getting the massive inflammation from laser removal to go away faster
my face looks like I still have beard shadow except it's lobster red instead of blue-black
I bought 7% arnica gel to heal hickeys and now I'm using it in vain hope of getting the massive inflammation from laser removal to go away faster
my face looks like I still have beard shadow except it's lobster red instead of blue-black
April 6, 2026 at 4:37 PM
my dirty secret is I use medicine labeled as homeopathic
I bought 7% arnica gel to heal hickeys and now I'm using it in vain hope of getting the massive inflammation from laser removal to go away faster
my face looks like I still have beard shadow except it's lobster red instead of blue-black
I bought 7% arnica gel to heal hickeys and now I'm using it in vain hope of getting the massive inflammation from laser removal to go away faster
my face looks like I still have beard shadow except it's lobster red instead of blue-black
Hating myself when I hear my own laugh is normal right? Like maybe this is a good way to learn to stop talking to myself or smth
March 31, 2026 at 9:51 AM
Hating myself when I hear my own laugh is normal right? Like maybe this is a good way to learn to stop talking to myself or smth
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If I could purge this filth from my body
March 20, 2026 at 12:59 AM
If I could purge this filth from my body
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got brutally sheafmogged by a non-commuting diagram today
February 16, 2026 at 6:21 PM
got brutally sheafmogged by a non-commuting diagram today
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Moss ball bug
It was itching my brain, I had to!
A green fluffball crawling out of the bushes. I'd love to see other artists take on this critter 👀🌿
It was itching my brain, I had to!
A green fluffball crawling out of the bushes. I'd love to see other artists take on this critter 👀🌿
February 10, 2026 at 3:50 PM
Moss ball bug
It was itching my brain, I had to!
A green fluffball crawling out of the bushes. I'd love to see other artists take on this critter 👀🌿
It was itching my brain, I had to!
A green fluffball crawling out of the bushes. I'd love to see other artists take on this critter 👀🌿
a screw fell out of my laptop this is surely a portent of good things
April 26, 2025 at 4:17 AM
a screw fell out of my laptop this is surely a portent of good things
wake up with a song in my head and it's fucking "the ants go marching two-by-two"
April 16, 2025 at 5:07 PM
wake up with a song in my head and it's fucking "the ants go marching two-by-two"