His sick Mind Powers

you’re afraid of people and unknown forces hurting you and you learn that’s not only true but also you need to learn a bunch of rules of the world you weren’t privy to before that only deepens the uncertainty of who is friend or is out to kill you

There’s magic you can control aided by visualizing your magic in your mind but you can’t let it make you think all your thoughts can be real. frequent Intrusive thought havers with magic having issues with that especially .

Hallucinating bugs crawling all over you ( fake ) but the shadow man is a real creature with an identity . Or inverse

Me too. We are Stick figures on a bus thought bubble meme

Maybe there’s just something wrong with me aboit this maybe I don’t have enough ambition. The only thing I think I’d care to sell and circulate in small numbers right now is zines

I can’t be my own boss for anything beyond taking commissions and aac goods has been pretty sick for giving artists new options to have stores but at the same time I’m kinda jaded by all the plastic stuff just absolutely everywhere… it’s all I see it as . Am I fucked for life

I try to ask how the artists in their lives are doing if any and it’s usually some form of bad or they’re doing it as a side job or the rare they’re doing good for themselves with their small painting or pottery business and I’m like. Ok. I don’t wanna do any of that though