kauri c. kiliann
@deadmanspoems.bsky.social
xe/he • 24 • queer fantasy, horror & dark fiction writer
current wip(s): too many, send help
https://kauri.carrd.co/
current wip(s): too many, send help
https://kauri.carrd.co/
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I really managed to journal & write nonfic daily for a few months and now i havent done either in a few months.. i thought i had a habit going for me but nooo
July 26, 2026 at 11:13 PM
I really managed to journal & write nonfic daily for a few months and now i havent done either in a few months.. i thought i had a habit going for me but nooo
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Despite all of its bs, I decided to put my stories back online on itch so you have the option to get them for free/pwyw without having to message me directly!
If spending money is possible for you, I still prefer sending you to Smashwords, but if that isn't an option for you:
rey-rider.itch.io
If spending money is possible for you, I still prefer sending you to Smashwords, but if that isn't an option for you:
rey-rider.itch.io
May 10, 2026 at 10:17 PM
Despite all of its bs, I decided to put my stories back online on itch so you have the option to get them for free/pwyw without having to message me directly!
If spending money is possible for you, I still prefer sending you to Smashwords, but if that isn't an option for you:
rey-rider.itch.io
If spending money is possible for you, I still prefer sending you to Smashwords, but if that isn't an option for you:
rey-rider.itch.io
Government already asking people to take shorter showers and we are only june.. normally that's a concern for heat waves in august
June 16, 2026 at 11:23 AM
Government already asking people to take shorter showers and we are only june.. normally that's a concern for heat waves in august
Had one of the worst days of my life today and nearly wasnt allowed to leave unsupervised but then my everest freak (beloved) got me to watch her favourite documentary. ngl she mightve genuinely saved my life by acknowledging what happened today and being gentle w/ me but also still being herself
June 2, 2026 at 10:25 PM
Had one of the worst days of my life today and nearly wasnt allowed to leave unsupervised but then my everest freak (beloved) got me to watch her favourite documentary. ngl she mightve genuinely saved my life by acknowledging what happened today and being gentle w/ me but also still being herself
If i cant fix my shit by tuesday idk if my doctor is gonna let me leave her office honestly
May 22, 2026 at 9:09 PM
If i cant fix my shit by tuesday idk if my doctor is gonna let me leave her office honestly
Gonna start crossposting again because as much as i prefer this app to threads that one does actually give interactions and unfortunately i have not one not two but three 'give me attention pls' disorders
May 20, 2026 at 8:22 PM
Gonna start crossposting again because as much as i prefer this app to threads that one does actually give interactions and unfortunately i have not one not two but three 'give me attention pls' disorders
Im writing something that's pretty personal and i keep doubting if i should make it non fiction or fiction because on one hand fiction gives a layer of protection on the other hand maybe i dont need that right now
May 20, 2026 at 8:19 PM
Im writing something that's pretty personal and i keep doubting if i should make it non fiction or fiction because on one hand fiction gives a layer of protection on the other hand maybe i dont need that right now
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Last summer, itchio deleted 2 of my books and made my nsfw work impossible to search for! I no longer make any money there unless I'm in a huge bundle.
This is why I started @ddmarket.online !Our very first bundle goes live in 2 days and it RULES.
Support taboo creators against censorship! 🔞 🗣️
This is why I started @ddmarket.online !Our very first bundle goes live in 2 days and it RULES.
Support taboo creators against censorship! 🔞 🗣️
May 17, 2026 at 6:52 PM
Last summer, itchio deleted 2 of my books and made my nsfw work impossible to search for! I no longer make any money there unless I'm in a huge bundle.
This is why I started @ddmarket.online !Our very first bundle goes live in 2 days and it RULES.
Support taboo creators against censorship! 🔞 🗣️
This is why I started @ddmarket.online !Our very first bundle goes live in 2 days and it RULES.
Support taboo creators against censorship! 🔞 🗣️
Didnt realise it was a month since this lmao but to add: 1) almost none of my friends actually use this app either 2) no one ever sees anything i put on here and i do have the 'need attention or shrivel up and die' disorders so its easier to just Not Post lmao
I do post a lot on my other account here so it's not even that i dont use this app, i use it a lot, but i dont feel i can yap freely on this one which idk kinda sucks since this was supposed to be my main with my friends and all
May 6, 2026 at 12:52 AM
Didnt realise it was a month since this lmao but to add: 1) almost none of my friends actually use this app either 2) no one ever sees anything i put on here and i do have the 'need attention or shrivel up and die' disorders so its easier to just Not Post lmao
I kinda regret shifting this account towards writing based because well i havent been writing and even when i do write i dont feel anyone cares to hear about it so im either way not posting much here
April 7, 2026 at 12:44 AM
I kinda regret shifting this account towards writing based because well i havent been writing and even when i do write i dont feel anyone cares to hear about it so im either way not posting much here
I'm gonna be real every time I open this account I get overwhelmed by the amount of posts and reposts that get thrown in my face and I get tired of scrolling after five seconds 😭 love yall but until I ever find energy to create lists rather than the big following tab I am not gonna see anything here
April 2, 2026 at 11:02 PM
I'm gonna be real every time I open this account I get overwhelmed by the amount of posts and reposts that get thrown in my face and I get tired of scrolling after five seconds 😭 love yall but until I ever find energy to create lists rather than the big following tab I am not gonna see anything here
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‼️ URGENT MUTUAL AID REQUEST ‼️
Please help me move out safely. I'm being kicked out of my current living space. I need to be out by April 1st. The details are in the post. I need a min.of 2000 CAD. Ko-fi link here:
ko-fi.com/themythicbun...
#mutualaid #trans #disabled #helpsky #disabledcrowdfund
Please help me move out safely. I'm being kicked out of my current living space. I need to be out by April 1st. The details are in the post. I need a min.of 2000 CAD. Ko-fi link here:
ko-fi.com/themythicbun...
#mutualaid #trans #disabled #helpsky #disabledcrowdfund
February 5, 2026 at 6:35 PM
‼️ URGENT MUTUAL AID REQUEST ‼️
Please help me move out safely. I'm being kicked out of my current living space. I need to be out by April 1st. The details are in the post. I need a min.of 2000 CAD. Ko-fi link here:
ko-fi.com/themythicbun...
#mutualaid #trans #disabled #helpsky #disabledcrowdfund
Please help me move out safely. I'm being kicked out of my current living space. I need to be out by April 1st. The details are in the post. I need a min.of 2000 CAD. Ko-fi link here:
ko-fi.com/themythicbun...
#mutualaid #trans #disabled #helpsky #disabledcrowdfund
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How about a promo day? If you're a non-American author that has been in any way affected by American imperialism please share your work and how best to support you under this thread. ❤️ #WritingPrompt
January 3, 2026 at 3:02 PM
How about a promo day? If you're a non-American author that has been in any way affected by American imperialism please share your work and how best to support you under this thread. ❤️ #WritingPrompt
This is genuinely stressing me out because if you follow me back i obviously assume you're cool with it and then finding nasty comments from my mutuals after we have been mutuals for months is a little awkward, yeah? So can we not? ty <3
Scheduled reminder to not follow me back if you have a problem with people with any personality disorders, but like. Definitely if it's one i have lol?
January 3, 2026 at 1:21 AM
This is genuinely stressing me out because if you follow me back i obviously assume you're cool with it and then finding nasty comments from my mutuals after we have been mutuals for months is a little awkward, yeah? So can we not? ty <3
Scheduled reminder to not follow me back if you have a problem with people with any personality disorders, but like. Definitely if it's one i have lol?
January 3, 2026 at 1:17 AM
Scheduled reminder to not follow me back if you have a problem with people with any personality disorders, but like. Definitely if it's one i have lol?
Enjoyed writing a bit again :)
What's something you did with your writing in 2025 that you're genuinely proud of? (If you disparage yourself on this post I will beat you with hammers) #WritingPrompt
December 30, 2025 at 6:02 PM
Enjoyed writing a bit again :)
I hate the longer you're sick the less people care because im trying to signal it's rlly bad rn but it was already rlly bad a year ago so ppl just shrug
December 29, 2025 at 11:33 PM
I hate the longer you're sick the less people care because im trying to signal it's rlly bad rn but it was already rlly bad a year ago so ppl just shrug
The joy of life is that whenever you think you reached a low point it manages to get worse!! That's art baby
December 8, 2025 at 3:53 PM
The joy of life is that whenever you think you reached a low point it manages to get worse!! That's art baby
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I swear we all did this a couple months ago but now we have to do it again.
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November 21, 2025 at 11:59 PM
I swear we all did this a couple months ago but now we have to do it again.
Why are periods of great distress the moments i get out of writers block this is really not the damn time
November 21, 2025 at 2:38 AM
Why are periods of great distress the moments i get out of writers block this is really not the damn time
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It’s transgender awareness week, so if you weren’t already aware, you are transgender
November 16, 2025 at 10:04 PM
It’s transgender awareness week, so if you weren’t already aware, you are transgender
Idk why i made all my writer space accounts when im barely holding on enough to stay alive let alone actually write
November 17, 2025 at 1:00 AM
Idk why i made all my writer space accounts when im barely holding on enough to stay alive let alone actually write