Erosive Horror of Depression
@depressing.fluffy.monster
Something I can Never Have
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Abandon all hope ye who follow here
i'm already dreading the holidays
looking into what inpatient programs are available
looking into what inpatient programs are available
September 6, 2026 at 12:44 AM
i'm already dreading the holidays
looking into what inpatient programs are available
looking into what inpatient programs are available
Slowly dying of loneliness
September 5, 2026 at 2:50 AM
Slowly dying of loneliness
Turns out
No one cared
No one cared
September 2, 2026 at 2:04 AM
Turns out
No one cared
No one cared
I have two ways out
I need a third
I need a third
August 25, 2026 at 8:13 PM
I have two ways out
I need a third
I need a third
Rumination resolved by validation?
So co-dependent 😕
So co-dependent 😕
August 12, 2026 at 1:00 PM
Rumination resolved by validation?
So co-dependent 😕
So co-dependent 😕
Go out in a blaze of fire
Or
Disappear without warning
Both are offer no closure, and therefore selfish.
Or
Disappear without warning
Both are offer no closure, and therefore selfish.
August 11, 2026 at 1:08 PM
Go out in a blaze of fire
Or
Disappear without warning
Both are offer no closure, and therefore selfish.
Or
Disappear without warning
Both are offer no closure, and therefore selfish.
how is someone being nice to me make me feel like a liar?
August 10, 2026 at 1:30 AM
how is someone being nice to me make me feel like a liar?
a friend forgives you, believes in you
and their reward is when you do the same for someone else
and their reward is when you do the same for someone else
August 7, 2026 at 7:58 PM
a friend forgives you, believes in you
and their reward is when you do the same for someone else
and their reward is when you do the same for someone else
they are away
they will come back
i miss them until they return
they will come back
i miss them until they return
August 6, 2026 at 12:49 PM
they are away
they will come back
i miss them until they return
they will come back
i miss them until they return
People who remeber your kindness are wonderful
People who don’t realize it need it the most
Be remembered and double down
People who don’t realize it need it the most
Be remembered and double down
August 2, 2026 at 12:50 PM
People who remeber your kindness are wonderful
People who don’t realize it need it the most
Be remembered and double down
People who don’t realize it need it the most
Be remembered and double down
Just need to make it 3720 more
July 27, 2026 at 12:16 AM
Just need to make it 3720 more
a pre-emptive strike on grief is the most stupid human behavior
July 25, 2026 at 4:56 PM
a pre-emptive strike on grief is the most stupid human behavior
i am a zombie of obligation and responsibility
not alive, can't die
not alive, can't die
July 25, 2026 at 4:55 PM
i am a zombie of obligation and responsibility
not alive, can't die
not alive, can't die
i am emotionally laboring so hard right now
i feel like
i feel like
Tom Holland: Spider-Man's Thanos Snap Moment
Alt: Tom Holland: Spider-Man's Thanos Snap Moment
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July 25, 2026 at 4:53 PM
i am emotionally laboring so hard right now
i feel like
i feel like
why does embracing oblivion sounds better than processing feelings and trying to have emotional maturity
July 25, 2026 at 2:00 PM
why does embracing oblivion sounds better than processing feelings and trying to have emotional maturity
even though i only love a small group of people more than i hate myself it's enough to keep going
it doesn't matter what nice things they say about me, i can't believe it
but I live for their happiness and joy, it's all I want
please stop lecturing me I can't live this way
it doesn't matter what nice things they say about me, i can't believe it
but I live for their happiness and joy, it's all I want
please stop lecturing me I can't live this way
I need to love someone more than I hate myself
I just need someone who is kind and patient with me hiding how broken I am inside
I just need someone who is kind and patient with me hiding how broken I am inside
July 24, 2026 at 3:49 PM
even though i only love a small group of people more than i hate myself it's enough to keep going
it doesn't matter what nice things they say about me, i can't believe it
but I live for their happiness and joy, it's all I want
please stop lecturing me I can't live this way
it doesn't matter what nice things they say about me, i can't believe it
but I live for their happiness and joy, it's all I want
please stop lecturing me I can't live this way
slept poorly
feeling stressed and panicky
i wish i could check into someplace for 2 weeks and do wellness stuff
and that someone would tell me how to get back onto a good path
and find a way to make 3 relationships better
feeling stressed and panicky
i wish i could check into someplace for 2 weeks and do wellness stuff
and that someone would tell me how to get back onto a good path
and find a way to make 3 relationships better
July 23, 2026 at 1:57 PM
slept poorly
feeling stressed and panicky
i wish i could check into someplace for 2 weeks and do wellness stuff
and that someone would tell me how to get back onto a good path
and find a way to make 3 relationships better
feeling stressed and panicky
i wish i could check into someplace for 2 weeks and do wellness stuff
and that someone would tell me how to get back onto a good path
and find a way to make 3 relationships better
it makes no sense but when i'm struggling, i try and help someone else
July 21, 2026 at 7:49 PM
it makes no sense but when i'm struggling, i try and help someone else
every day alive, is spite to death
July 11, 2026 at 11:55 AM
every day alive, is spite to death
"What kind of angel are you?"
𝙖𝙣 𝙖𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙜𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙤𝙣𝙚
𝙖𝙣 𝙖𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙜𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙤𝙣𝙚
July 4, 2026 at 9:36 PM
"What kind of angel are you?"
𝙖𝙣 𝙖𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙜𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙤𝙣𝙚
𝙖𝙣 𝙖𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙜𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙤𝙣𝙚
I need to love someone more than I hate myself
I just need someone who is kind and patient with me hiding how broken I am inside
I just need someone who is kind and patient with me hiding how broken I am inside
July 2, 2026 at 3:23 PM
I need to love someone more than I hate myself
I just need someone who is kind and patient with me hiding how broken I am inside
I just need someone who is kind and patient with me hiding how broken I am inside
It’s not right
Hope isn’t a plan
Nihilism isn’t the way
Happiness is a choice and can start with making someone happy
Hope isn’t a plan
Nihilism isn’t the way
Happiness is a choice and can start with making someone happy
July 1, 2026 at 11:49 PM
It’s not right
Hope isn’t a plan
Nihilism isn’t the way
Happiness is a choice and can start with making someone happy
Hope isn’t a plan
Nihilism isn’t the way
Happiness is a choice and can start with making someone happy