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Utage
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@hotpinkidol.bsky.social, you'll always be the center in my heart.
Of course she is! She's completely devoted to Tamon-kun. When it's related to him, nothing is too difficult for her!
Kinoshita-san is so dedicated.
No, no, he doesn't have to do that. Utage will get that image in better quality herself! Like a true fan would do!
September 11, 2026 at 6:34 PM
No, no, he doesn't have to do that. Utage will get that image in better quality herself! Like a true fan would do!
He could get her that image in better quality. Although seeing Utage fangirling over him is satisfying enough.
September 11, 2026 at 5:18 PM
I have been blessed.
September 11, 2026 at 2:31 PM
❥ The replies. 😳
August 6, 2026 at 12:33 PM
It just is! It was difficult to imagine Tamon liking her, especially as more than a fri— Oh, as a friend. That still made her feel like she was taking advantage, though.

Like she said, Tamon gives her the motivation to complete her job. The mere sound of his voice fills her with energy!

❝I...❞

>
Why is it bad? What if he... liked her? A-As a friend, of course!! Friend advantages, then?

"Thank you."

But... she's working right now, so...

"Can't you celebrate with me? Please? I'd like it..."

But that's what it is.
... It's bad if he sees Utage as different to the rest of his girlfriends. Especially if he wants to give her advantages! She'd basically be committing a sin as his fan.

❝In that case, I'll share a little bit of the cake with you.❞

Tamon never interrupts her. If anything, he gives her the >
August 6, 2026 at 3:20 AM
W-W-What? Why?

(Enveloped in the sudden embrace, Utage felt ready to combust. This is bad! Very, very bad! She can't let this continue.)

You have to let me go. I'd never forgive myself if I hurt Tamon-kun!
( definitely not. And it shows with the way his arms sneak around her. )

Stay here. Don't move.
Absolutely anything!

(Oh, no. One look at his reddened cheeks told her she had gone too far.)

T-Tripped! I tripped! Tamon-kun was too distracting.
August 6, 2026 at 3:07 AM
(The idol intends on repeating it...? Does he want her to die?! Because that's what will happen.

The mere idea of them living together was completely beyond her imagination! It was a complete and utter fantasy.)

As a fan, of course! It's a pleasure to take care of you as a fan! Nothing more.

>
( Even if she won't admit it... The idol intends on repeating it. Because he likes the sound of it. )

You already take care of me... But we can do it mutually, can't we?
(Exactly! He made it sound like Utage lives there. Tamon isn't the only one who likes it, though. She just can't admit it.)

Can you? Please do! I can't think of a better way to live than being taken care of by Tamon-kun! Actually, taking care of Tamon-kun sounds even better.
August 6, 2026 at 3:07 AM
'I want you to touch me.'

Those words were deadly. His confession echoed in her head, making her heart race.

Of course Utage wants to make him happy! Was there ever any doubt about that?

Still mesmerised by his abs, she continued to brush her fingertips against his skin. She really >
"Then... do it now? I want you to touch me."

Tamon lets go of her hand, only because he wants her to touch him on her own will. Nothing would make him happier. Doesn't she want to make him happy?

That's the opposite to what he'd intend.
As Tamon continued to guide her hand, her breath caught in her throat. She couldn't help but stare at his abs, completely mesmerized by how hard and firm they were.

❝Anytime...❞

Wait, no! This isn't the time to lose her self-restraint. Maybe she should chant some calming mantras.

If he does >
August 6, 2026 at 3:06 AM
❝Don't worry, I was just overwhelmed.❞

Though she'd love to be friends with him, she needs to keep her distance. It'd be inappropriate of her!

❝It's not as though I dislike the idea, but...❞
He was always like this ~

"Kinoshita-san, are you alright?"

Brows furrowed.

"I'd like us to be friends..."
... That's unfair. When did he become so sneaky?

His words, combined with that soft blush, made Utage fall to her knees. She placed a hand on the ground to steady herself.

❝Being friends with Tamon-kun? It must be a dream.❞
August 6, 2026 at 3:06 AM
(Why is he so desperate to kiss her? At least that's how it appears to Utage!

Excuse him! She has always trusted him, which includes right now!)

You can't say things like that. Besides, you should only kiss someone you really love! You should save that for your future partner.
( He knows that no one will appear. Please, please, please.

Not now, it seems. )

Would that be bad?
(Someone could definitely appear, unless he knows something she doesn't.

She always has complete and utter trust in Tamon-kun, thank you very much!)

Tamon-kun, you're going to cause misunderstandings. It's almost like you're saying you want to kiss me!
August 6, 2026 at 3:06 AM
It's a special circumstance. Trust her on this!

Why doesn't he believe her? When has Utage ever lied to him? Just because she can't prove it doesn't mean it's not true.

❝Don't underestimate your girlfriends, Tamon-kun! Have more faith in them. I don't hate you.❞
How can there be special circumstances? It doesn't feel right.

Uh-huh. He doesn't believe her, then.

"I don't think that'd be the case. They'd hate me if they knew I was this pathetic."

Yes the puppy eyes.
She does, but this is a special circumstance! For the first and only time, Tamon is completely and utterly wrong.

Since she's his fan, she can't prove it.

❝That's right! Like all your girlfriends would if they knew the other sides of you!❞

Not the puppy eyes again.
August 6, 2026 at 3:06 AM
(Did he use those puppy eyes on purpose? That isn't very fair of him!)

You've already fed me enough. I couldn't possibly ask for another meal from Tamon-kun!
( Puppy eyes always win, thankfully. And he got what he wanted. )

I can do it more times. So you can wash your cheek.
(Guh! Utage will have to be honest now. There's no way she can lie to him, especially with those puppy dog eyes!)

I loved it! It feels like a dream come true. I never want to wash my cheek again.
August 6, 2026 at 3:05 AM
Her eyes have been blessed by the new magazine cover of Tamon.
July 28, 2026 at 1:54 PM
Absolutely anything!

(Oh, no. One look at his reddened cheeks told her she had gone too far.)

T-Tripped! I tripped! Tamon-kun was too distracting.
You'd do anything?

( Gasp, Utage has pounced on him. Tamon's cheeks reddened as he looked at her. )
I swear on my life, Tamon-kun! I'll do anything to prove myself to you.

(This is his fault! Unable to control herself any longer, she pounced on him.)
July 13, 2026 at 1:36 PM
(Exactly! He made it sound like Utage lives there. Tamon isn't the only one who likes it, though. She just can't admit it.)

Can you? Please do! I can't think of a better way to live than being taken care of by Tamon-kun! Actually, taking care of Tamon-kun sounds even better.
( Alright, it sounds like that. And he actually loves how it sounds. )

Can I take care of you forever?
(Imagine if the scenario was reversed!
Utage is cooking dinner at her house before Tamon comes home. Wouldn't it sound like he lives with her?)

I'll leave it to you! Please take care of me forever, Tamon-kun!
July 13, 2026 at 1:36 PM
... It's bad if he sees Utage as different to the rest of his girlfriends. Especially if he wants to give her advantages! She'd basically be committing a sin as his fan.

❝In that case, I'll share a little bit of the cake with you.❞

Tamon never interrupts her. If anything, he gives her the >
Utage is different to the rest of girlfriends. She has some other... advantages. Or Tamon wants her to have them, at least.

"After your shift, I promise."

He'll try to not interrupt her much more while she's working. >
Really? Utage will believe in his words, then. She'll always believe in her beloved idol!

At least he's happy, but still...! She basically skipped ahead of the queue. She's mentally apologising to all the other girlfriends right now.

Tamon's innocent, pleading look pulled at her heartstrings. >
June 26, 2026 at 8:31 PM
... That's unfair. When did he become so sneaky?

His words, combined with that soft blush, made Utage fall to her knees. She placed a hand on the ground to steady herself.

❝Being friends with Tamon-kun? It must be a dream.❞
And that's exactly the point.

"As my... friend."

There's a soft blush on his cheeks. Is it wrong to say she should visit as his friend?
Utage would prefer if he didn't. The puppy eyes make it hard for her to refuse!

❝Am I visiting as your housekeeper, or...?❞

No, no, no! She shouldn't have asked that question.
June 26, 2026 at 8:31 PM
(Someone could definitely appear, unless he knows something she doesn't.

She always has complete and utter trust in Tamon-kun, thank you very much!)

Tamon-kun, you're going to cause misunderstandings. It's almost like you're saying you want to kiss me!
( No one will appear. Have some trust in Tamon.

Cute pout increasing. )

Kinoshita-san is that worthy.
(One never knows who is watching! The manager or Sakaguchi-san could appear at any moment!

Anything but the cute pout. It's too deadly.)

You'd be contaminated. Tamon-kun's lips should only touch something as worthy as him!
June 26, 2026 at 8:30 PM
As Tamon continued to guide her hand, her breath caught in her throat. She couldn't help but stare at his abs, completely mesmerized by how hard and firm they were.

❝Anytime...❞

Wait, no! This isn't the time to lose her self-restraint. Maybe she should chant some calming mantras.

If he does >
( He's guiding her hand through his abs. Maybe a little up to his chest, too? )

You should touch me more like this, Utage.

( If she dies, can he bring her back by connecting their mouths? He could do that if it will mean to revive her. )
(Stop, stop, stop! Timeout! Where is he guiding her hand to? She's already touched his abs plenty!)

I'm not worthy. If it were possible, I'd never wash this hand again.

(It's all Tamon-kun's fault! How is she supposed to stay alive after that?)
June 26, 2026 at 8:30 PM
She does, but this is a special circumstance! For the first and only time, Tamon is completely and utterly wrong.

Since she's his fan, she can't prove it.

❝That's right! Like all your girlfriends would if they knew the other sides of you!❞

Not the puppy eyes again.
He thought Tamon-kun was always right? Utage says it quite often. But if she loves him so much, maybe she should prove it.

"R-Really? So you love all versions of me?"

Making puppy eyes.
... Utage can do this all day. While Tamon is usually right, he's totally mistaken about this. She loves him more than he'll ever know, and that's final!

❝Coolness doesn't matter, Gloomyhara-san. What's important is that we have fun together. While it's true I like your pink hair more, I >
June 26, 2026 at 8:30 PM
(Guh! Utage will have to be honest now. There's no way she can lie to him, especially with those puppy dog eyes!)

I loved it! It feels like a dream come true. I never want to wash my cheek again.
The opposite?

( Cue the puppy eyes. Those impure thoughts don't have to be purified. She should embrace them. )
Ah, you're misunderstanding me! I didn't dislike it! Not at all! In fact, it's the complete opposite.

(She hoped to purify the intrusive, impure thoughts from her mind.)
June 26, 2026 at 8:30 PM
I swear on my life, Tamon-kun! I'll do anything to prove myself to you.

(This is his fault! Unable to control herself any longer, she pounced on him.)
Really?

( Then he has no choice but to keep it up— )
Absolutely not! My love and admiration for Tamon-kun is deeper than that; it isn't that shallow! I will always defend you.

(Well, it's not good for her heart! If he keeps it up, she really will pounce on him.)
June 26, 2026 at 8:29 PM
(Imagine if the scenario was reversed!
Utage is cooking dinner at her house before Tamon comes home. Wouldn't it sound like he lives with her?)

I'll leave it to you! Please take care of me forever, Tamon-kun!
( Isn't that the same? Home and apartment.... )

We should take care of ourselves together. Leave it to Tamon, and I'll take care of you forever.
(... That makes sense. But Tamon could have said his apartment instead of home!

Argh! He's too dazzling, too blinding for her eyes to behold.)

I'll support you until the day I die, Tamon-kun! You're such a hard worker. If anything, please take care of yourself!
June 26, 2026 at 8:29 PM
Really? Utage will believe in his words, then. She'll always believe in her beloved idol!

At least he's happy, but still...! She basically skipped ahead of the queue. She's mentally apologising to all the other girlfriends right now.

Tamon's innocent, pleading look pulled at her heartstrings. >
Eh? No, no. It's impossible for him to he unhappy right now! He's very happy with Utage and the present she gave him.

Tamon is much happier with Utage having given him the present face to face instead of through the agency, so he's glad she did it that way. >
Utage is always happy whenever Tamon is involved. 'He can also be happy.' Is he unhappy right now? She'll do anything to raise his spirits.

Even if Utage turned up empty-handed, she would have sent him a present through his agency! ... Now that she's thinking about it, she made a mistake. >
June 12, 2026 at 2:29 PM
Utage is always happy whenever Tamon is involved. 'He can also be happy.' Is he unhappy right now? She'll do anything to raise his spirits.

Even if Utage turned up empty-handed, she would have sent him a present through his agency! ... Now that she's thinking about it, she made a mistake. >
But... if Utage is happy then he can also be happy. He doesn't mind a bit of fanservice.

... Tamon can't deny that. But in the end he might have understood it if Utage didn't give him anything.

"Still... I feel very grateful. I'm very glad you decided to come and get me a gift and >
He should save his fanservice for work. Besides, it's not her birthday. Today is all about Tamon! Only her beloved idol deserves all the gifts!

Knowing Gloomyhara, he would have retreated to the corner to cry if she came empty-handed. She couldn't bear to see him like that.

❝You don't have to >
June 12, 2026 at 9:03 AM