『KES』🇯🇵/🇺🇸 (デジタルの夢 - ケス)
@dndigital.bsky.social
🔞 MDNI
🫧 INT-J (Architect)
🎮 Gamer | 🎧 Melophile
🎨 dndigitalvt.bsky.social
🎭 dndigitalffxiv.bsky.social
💍 kazuparadox.bsky.social
🎂 14日 3月(日本人です) ♓
🔗🌳https://linktr.ee/dndigital.vt
🏳️⚧️💗🤍💜🖤💙 | ⚧️ They/Them/Theirs
🫧 INT-J (Architect)
🎮 Gamer | 🎧 Melophile
🎨 dndigitalvt.bsky.social
🎭 dndigitalffxiv.bsky.social
💍 kazuparadox.bsky.social
🎂 14日 3月(日本人です) ♓
🔗🌳https://linktr.ee/dndigital.vt
🏳️⚧️💗🤍💜🖤💙 | ⚧️ They/Them/Theirs
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Salutations! I'm Lachesis (but you can call me Kes), progenitor, shinma, and universal observer extroidinaire, welcome to my meanderings.
I am a variety streamer and digital artist who specializes in 3D modeling and animation.
Check the linktree in my bio for more info.
お会いできてうれしいです!
I am a variety streamer and digital artist who specializes in 3D modeling and animation.
Check the linktree in my bio for more info.
お会いできてうれしいです!
What have I done to deserve so many negatives? Honestly what have I done? I asked for a break from the stress and now my partner wants to move back to OK but can't explain why? What have I done?
September 1, 2026 at 7:28 PM
What have I done to deserve so many negatives? Honestly what have I done? I asked for a break from the stress and now my partner wants to move back to OK but can't explain why? What have I done?
I have often wondered if I'm too submissive. That I vent my feelings and frustrations with the wrong people... and put too much trust where it probably doesn't belong. If I'm too damaged and anxious to be around people...that I'm so easily overwhelmed and confused that it just makes me seem pathetic
August 27, 2026 at 3:39 AM
I have often wondered if I'm too submissive. That I vent my feelings and frustrations with the wrong people... and put too much trust where it probably doesn't belong. If I'm too damaged and anxious to be around people...that I'm so easily overwhelmed and confused that it just makes me seem pathetic
That feeling when you're made to seem like finding other people to interact with is replacing someone you loved more than anything on earth only to find out you were the one being replaced. And those replacements were people you tried to be friends with. Fuck everything man.
February 24, 2026 at 9:36 AM
That feeling when you're made to seem like finding other people to interact with is replacing someone you loved more than anything on earth only to find out you were the one being replaced. And those replacements were people you tried to be friends with. Fuck everything man.
Tiktok has basically become unusable for me. After that DDOS attack I got logged out and have been trying to log back in however it keeps kicking out my MFA codes when entering them and just puts me back on the "enter code" screen after cycling through the password.
January 25, 2026 at 12:40 PM
Tiktok has basically become unusable for me. After that DDOS attack I got logged out and have been trying to log back in however it keeps kicking out my MFA codes when entering them and just puts me back on the "enter code" screen after cycling through the password.
Dear body,
WHY THE FUCK DID YOU WAIT FOR THE LAST WEEK OF THE YEAR TO GIVE ME A RESPIRATORY INFECTION AND I HAVE NO PTO TO USE TO RECOVER!?
WHY THE FUCK DID YOU WAIT FOR THE LAST WEEK OF THE YEAR TO GIVE ME A RESPIRATORY INFECTION AND I HAVE NO PTO TO USE TO RECOVER!?
December 26, 2025 at 6:27 PM
Dear body,
WHY THE FUCK DID YOU WAIT FOR THE LAST WEEK OF THE YEAR TO GIVE ME A RESPIRATORY INFECTION AND I HAVE NO PTO TO USE TO RECOVER!?
WHY THE FUCK DID YOU WAIT FOR THE LAST WEEK OF THE YEAR TO GIVE ME A RESPIRATORY INFECTION AND I HAVE NO PTO TO USE TO RECOVER!?
My new job Starts Monday, training lasts 14 weeks so approx 3.5 months. My shift after that will be 130-10pm. I'm going to hate the training hours from 730am-4pm but... you do what you've got to do.
July 24, 2025 at 11:54 AM
My new job Starts Monday, training lasts 14 weeks so approx 3.5 months. My shift after that will be 130-10pm. I'm going to hate the training hours from 730am-4pm but... you do what you've got to do.
5-Minute Conversation with
@kazuparadox.bsky.social
(Rain is coming down)
Them: I need for it to just...stop raining until we can get home and get inside.
Me: But you asked for this, you kept saying we need the rain...
@kazuparadox.bsky.social
(Rain is coming down)
Them: I need for it to just...stop raining until we can get home and get inside.
Me: But you asked for this, you kept saying we need the rain...
July 23, 2025 at 10:50 PM
5-Minute Conversation with
@kazuparadox.bsky.social
(Rain is coming down)
Them: I need for it to just...stop raining until we can get home and get inside.
Me: But you asked for this, you kept saying we need the rain...
@kazuparadox.bsky.social
(Rain is coming down)
Them: I need for it to just...stop raining until we can get home and get inside.
Me: But you asked for this, you kept saying we need the rain...
I GOT THE JOB!!! 💜💜💜💜💜 BACKGROUND CHECK COMPLETED
July 16, 2025 at 2:00 PM
I GOT THE JOB!!! 💜💜💜💜💜 BACKGROUND CHECK COMPLETED
5 Minute Hijinks with Nova-Jade Wood
Me: *reading a story on tablet. Leans back on Kaz's knees.*
Kaz: *proceeds to slowly slide off the bed*
Me: *blinks as leaning is now suddenly sinking towards the bed*
Kaz: *still sliding, lands with a thud on the floor ass first*
Me: *reading a story on tablet. Leans back on Kaz's knees.*
Kaz: *proceeds to slowly slide off the bed*
Me: *blinks as leaning is now suddenly sinking towards the bed*
Kaz: *still sliding, lands with a thud on the floor ass first*
July 10, 2025 at 11:48 PM
5 Minute Hijinks with Nova-Jade Wood
Me: *reading a story on tablet. Leans back on Kaz's knees.*
Kaz: *proceeds to slowly slide off the bed*
Me: *blinks as leaning is now suddenly sinking towards the bed*
Kaz: *still sliding, lands with a thud on the floor ass first*
Me: *reading a story on tablet. Leans back on Kaz's knees.*
Kaz: *proceeds to slowly slide off the bed*
Me: *blinks as leaning is now suddenly sinking towards the bed*
Kaz: *still sliding, lands with a thud on the floor ass first*
New Character Update at my RP profile: @dndigitalffxiv.bsky.social for Aether, go check it out!
June 24, 2025 at 9:09 PM
New Character Update at my RP profile: @dndigitalffxiv.bsky.social for Aether, go check it out!
Eepy shinma is eepy. Time to pass out after a really good day. Got the job I really hoped for, was able to hobble to the pool and get some swim time in that wouldn't make my back and hips hurt, cozy bed, medicine to help with pain and snuggles with @kazuparadox.bsky.social. お休みなさい😴
June 21, 2025 at 8:40 AM
Eepy shinma is eepy. Time to pass out after a really good day. Got the job I really hoped for, was able to hobble to the pool and get some swim time in that wouldn't make my back and hips hurt, cozy bed, medicine to help with pain and snuggles with @kazuparadox.bsky.social. お休みなさい😴
I GOT THE JOB!
a man in a white sweater is dancing in front of a crowd of people .
ALT: a man in a white sweater is dancing in front of a crowd of people .
media.tenor.com
June 21, 2025 at 7:21 AM
I GOT THE JOB!
Fingers crossed both @kazuparadox.bsky.social and I get some good news on the employment front.
June 20, 2025 at 4:52 AM
Fingers crossed both @kazuparadox.bsky.social and I get some good news on the employment front.
Trying everything to get bills paid, selling 2 ASUS VG248QG monitors ($75 each) and 2 Dell p2319he ($75 each) and a GEFORCE GTX 1070 FOUNDERS EDITION GPU For ($150) to get ahead. Have them up on FB Marketplace, may do ebay unless someone wants any of them. Donation stream still.
June 17, 2025 at 8:26 PM
Trying everything to get bills paid, selling 2 ASUS VG248QG monitors ($75 each) and 2 Dell p2319he ($75 each) and a GEFORCE GTX 1070 FOUNDERS EDITION GPU For ($150) to get ahead. Have them up on FB Marketplace, may do ebay unless someone wants any of them. Donation stream still.
Interview round 2 today. Regardless of outcome, I will be streaming more Skyward Sword later. Naptime for workstuff for now.
June 11, 2025 at 8:10 AM
Interview round 2 today. Regardless of outcome, I will be streaming more Skyward Sword later. Naptime for workstuff for now.
Thank you to everyone who came to hang out! We made a lot of progress and are on to the first Master Sword upgrade for Skyward Sword! To the Dragon Lair!
See you tomorrow for more SSHD!
See you tomorrow for more SSHD!
June 10, 2025 at 12:26 AM
Thank you to everyone who came to hang out! We made a lot of progress and are on to the first Master Sword upgrade for Skyward Sword! To the Dragon Lair!
See you tomorrow for more SSHD!
See you tomorrow for more SSHD!
I'm Live On Twitch!
https://twitch.tv/dndigital
Come join in on the mayhem that is our routinely insane and chaotic stream content and have fun with us! The skies are clear, the night is cool, let's hit the Dream Stream!
レッツゴードリーマーズ！がんばってね！
https://twitch.tv/dndigital
Come join in on the mayhem that is our routinely insane and chaotic stream content and have fun with us! The skies are clear, the night is cool, let's hit the Dream Stream!
レッツゴードリーマーズ！がんばってね！
June 9, 2025 at 10:25 PM
I'm Live On Twitch!
https://twitch.tv/dndigital
Come join in on the mayhem that is our routinely insane and chaotic stream content and have fun with us! The skies are clear, the night is cool, let's hit the Dream Stream!
レッツゴードリーマーズ！がんばってね！
https://twitch.tv/dndigital
Come join in on the mayhem that is our routinely insane and chaotic stream content and have fun with us! The skies are clear, the night is cool, let's hit the Dream Stream!
レッツゴードリーマーズ！がんばってね！
Temporary stopgap measure to handle phone interview for my hopefully new job. Fingers crossed!
June 9, 2025 at 7:28 PM
Temporary stopgap measure to handle phone interview for my hopefully new job. Fingers crossed!
I'm Live On Twitch!
https://twitch.tv/dndigital
Come join in on the mayhem that is our routinely insane and chaotic stream content and have fun with us! The skies are clear, the night is cool, let's hit the Dream Stream!
レッツゴードリーマーズ！がんばってね！
https://twitch.tv/dndigital
Come join in on the mayhem that is our routinely insane and chaotic stream content and have fun with us! The skies are clear, the night is cool, let's hit the Dream Stream!
レッツゴードリーマーズ！がんばってね！
June 9, 2025 at 3:51 PM
I'm Live On Twitch!
https://twitch.tv/dndigital
Come join in on the mayhem that is our routinely insane and chaotic stream content and have fun with us! The skies are clear, the night is cool, let's hit the Dream Stream!
レッツゴードリーマーズ！がんばってね！
https://twitch.tv/dndigital
Come join in on the mayhem that is our routinely insane and chaotic stream content and have fun with us! The skies are clear, the night is cool, let's hit the Dream Stream!
レッツゴードリーマーズ！がんばってね！
I've moved over nearly my entire IG content to my ffxiv story gallery at dndigitalffxiv.bsky.social and added the story blurbs, it's a lot of thread spam because of character limits...I'm tired.
Bluesky
dndigitalffxiv.bsky.social
June 8, 2025 at 5:56 PM
I've moved over nearly my entire IG content to my ffxiv story gallery at dndigitalffxiv.bsky.social and added the story blurbs, it's a lot of thread spam because of character limits...I'm tired.
Not sure what happened while streaming, OBS kept disconnecting from Twitch and claiming the streamkey wasn't working, and my ethernet kept dying with no explanation, performed a netsh winsock reset, uninstalled and reinstalled the driver, cleared the registry of every network key,
June 8, 2025 at 12:36 AM
Not sure what happened while streaming, OBS kept disconnecting from Twitch and claiming the streamkey wasn't working, and my ethernet kept dying with no explanation, performed a netsh winsock reset, uninstalled and reinstalled the driver, cleared the registry of every network key,
Hey Dreamers!
I'm Live On Twitch!
[https://twitch.tv/dndigital]
Come join in on the mayhem that is our routinely insane and chaotic stream content and have fun with us! The skies are clear, the night is cool, let's hit the Dream Stream!
レッツゴードリーマーズ！がんばってね！
I'm Live On Twitch!
[https://twitch.tv/dndigital]
Come join in on the mayhem that is our routinely insane and chaotic stream content and have fun with us! The skies are clear, the night is cool, let's hit the Dream Stream!
レッツゴードリーマーズ！がんばってね！
June 7, 2025 at 9:04 PM
Hey Dreamers!
I'm Live On Twitch!
[https://twitch.tv/dndigital]
Come join in on the mayhem that is our routinely insane and chaotic stream content and have fun with us! The skies are clear, the night is cool, let's hit the Dream Stream!
レッツゴードリーマーズ！がんばってね！
I'm Live On Twitch!
[https://twitch.tv/dndigital]
Come join in on the mayhem that is our routinely insane and chaotic stream content and have fun with us! The skies are clear, the night is cool, let's hit the Dream Stream!
レッツゴードリーマーズ！がんばってね！
Hey Dreamers!
I'm Live On Twitch!
[https://twitch.tv/dndigital]
Come join in on the mayhem that is our routinely insane and chaotic stream content and have fun with us! The skies are clear, the night is cool, let's hit the Dream Stream!
レッツゴードリーマーズ！がんばってね！
I'm Live On Twitch!
[https://twitch.tv/dndigital]
Come join in on the mayhem that is our routinely insane and chaotic stream content and have fun with us! The skies are clear, the night is cool, let's hit the Dream Stream!
レッツゴードリーマーズ！がんばってね！
June 6, 2025 at 11:00 PM
Hey Dreamers!
I'm Live On Twitch!
[https://twitch.tv/dndigital]
Come join in on the mayhem that is our routinely insane and chaotic stream content and have fun with us! The skies are clear, the night is cool, let's hit the Dream Stream!
レッツゴードリーマーズ！がんばってね！
I'm Live On Twitch!
[https://twitch.tv/dndigital]
Come join in on the mayhem that is our routinely insane and chaotic stream content and have fun with us! The skies are clear, the night is cool, let's hit the Dream Stream!
レッツゴードリーマーズ！がんばってね！
2nd half of TLOZ:SSHD stream in 15 minutes, blood tests and other medical issues dealt with, hopefully no more interruptions tonight!
June 6, 2025 at 10:46 PM
2nd half of TLOZ:SSHD stream in 15 minutes, blood tests and other medical issues dealt with, hopefully no more interruptions tonight!
I'm Live On Twitch!
[https://twitch.tv/dndigital]
Come join in on the mayhem that is our routinely insane and chaotic stream content and have fun with us! The skies are clear, the night is cool, let's hit the Dream Stream!
レッツゴードリーマーズ！がんばってね！
[https://twitch.tv/dndigital]
Come join in on the mayhem that is our routinely insane and chaotic stream content and have fun with us! The skies are clear, the night is cool, let's hit the Dream Stream!
レッツゴードリーマーズ！がんばってね！
June 6, 2025 at 4:58 PM
I'm Live On Twitch!
[https://twitch.tv/dndigital]
Come join in on the mayhem that is our routinely insane and chaotic stream content and have fun with us! The skies are clear, the night is cool, let's hit the Dream Stream!
レッツゴードリーマーズ！がんばってね！
[https://twitch.tv/dndigital]
Come join in on the mayhem that is our routinely insane and chaotic stream content and have fun with us! The skies are clear, the night is cool, let's hit the Dream Stream!
レッツゴードリーマーズ！がんばってね！