SUPER MARIO LAND 2: 6 GOLDEN COINS

This game is definitely a step up from the first mario land, its still a bit jank but its overall a big improvement. they went a long way in a short time. this was my first time playing and i liked it a lot

7.5/10

but yeah, as for how I'm doing now? im doing good. my phones all fixed. im doing good mentally. im actually feeling like myself again, worry free. shit was rough but i got through

i think it was a double whammy of that flood scare plus just general uneasiness of my phone not working that did me in good. i didnt have a chance to process fucking anything before something else happened.

It wasnt just the phone stuff either i don't think. a day before this all happened, i was shaken up by the fact that my home almost flooded again due to a tornado level storm and i had to evacuate to a friends house. nothing ended up happening, I'm all good there, but still. that shook me up.

i was filled with so SO much anxiety that the second day of this alone i was on the verge of crying. i had to use the amazon alexa to call my mom and she could tell just from the way i was talking something deeply was troubling me

but i had 2 main concerns for feeling the way i did

1. my google authenticator. if i were to accidentally log out of anything, thats it, I would've been locked out until the phone got fixed.

2. just general data backup. i wanted to back up anything i could.

Now. i understand what you might be thinking. "arent you being overdramatic over a phone?" the thing is i fully told myself this during this whole week, i knew how i felt was unreasonable, no sane person should feel this way over a fucking phone.

its for that reason i wont say how much i spent but it was enough to have made me nearly vomit in a fucking walmart and thousand yard stare the entire time. my phone is cheap so the repair was relatively cheap i will say that, but it was still expensive, for someone like me.

with all the social security stuff going on I've been talking about you might be wondering how i got my phone fixed. a friend of mine helped me pay for it. simple as that. they offered to give me money.

i could still communicate with people, i wasnt cut off from discord or social media, i have my laptop, but the setup for my laptop i needed to do was so jank that i ultimately decided it wasnt worth it half the time other than to watch videos.

genuinely, i could barely eat, i felt like complete shit, i didnt have the energy for anything. I could barely talk to people. all I did was mainly sleep all day and bedrot on my couch.

the cost of one is also just wild to me??? 600+ dollars if you're counting all the accessories and most people are just gonna use it to emulate and maybe watch youtube with. i dont understand the appeal.

yes this is an argument someone I know unironically made I'm not even kidding 😭

i normally wouldn't comment on shit like that but like. i just find that funny. i potentially could've walked by him and wouldn't have even known it