i still write every poem trying to impress You
i remember Your advice and Your words every line i write
i still have the books You gave me and they're moving out of here with me
i never throw away gifts You know that, but these still hold special meaning
if only You knew how much better it could be

what do you do when you fall in love with your best friend and build a life together and get married and then it all ends?

what do you do if you never feel that spark again?

what do you do when you found the one, but who couldn't handle being herself?

would You be proud of me?
would You finally think i'm good at music?
would You like my poetry?
would You think i look pretty?

would You still love me if the You i loved could see me now?

i know how You would feel about every one of my friends and what You would want to talk about and how much You would have felt safe and at home

isn't it fun to mourn someone who's technically still alive?

get drunk instead of packing why don't you

pick the religion that frees you from possessions without freeing yourself from possessions

oh boy more weird (para)social ambiguous emotion crush type feelings for multiple main account mutuals surely this ends well

still trying to make my late ex-father in law proud lmao

wish he could have heard biollante play, he would have loved that shit

coming to terms with some of the heavier stuff from my ex wife gradually

can definitely claim to have been abused emotionally

does repeatedly being threatened with a knife count as physical abuse?

hmm

great yeah just flirt with yr ex situationship some more and bury the feelings from when she abandoned you at the club on the night she took you out to try and get through the month of ideating, to go hook up with the girl she eventually left you for

great work dipshit

she is really pretty though

desire to throw myself at anyone who compliments me instead of packing and getting further behind on this move reaching critical levels istg

well hello there :)

using the last name for the character where i first used that name, quelle surprise faggot

well, this will do for now, won't it?