Rea, The Contract Killer.
@esotericrea.bsky.social
30s ~ She/They ~ Black
Anime lover ~ Cozy Gaming ~I Write Sometimes
Anti-Zionist, Anti-Capitalist, Pro-LGBTQIA, Not Centering CisHet Men.
"Eh, not gay enough."
Insta: https://www.instagram.com/esotericrea/
Anime lover ~ Cozy Gaming ~I Write Sometimes
Anti-Zionist, Anti-Capitalist, Pro-LGBTQIA, Not Centering CisHet Men.
"Eh, not gay enough."
Insta: https://www.instagram.com/esotericrea/
I offer too much of myself when no one cares to fucking ask.
Why am I even here?
Why am I even here?
May 1, 2026 at 11:03 AM
I offer too much of myself when no one cares to fucking ask.
Why am I even here?
Why am I even here?
I haven't had a really bad split in like 4 years. But I feel like this remission is on its last leg and I'm about to burn it all down.
Giving, giving, giving.
Understanding, understanding, understanding.
Somehow short end of the stick each time?
The monster is clawing at the trunk right now.
#bpd
Giving, giving, giving.
Understanding, understanding, understanding.
Somehow short end of the stick each time?
The monster is clawing at the trunk right now.
#bpd
May 1, 2026 at 11:01 AM
I haven't had a really bad split in like 4 years. But I feel like this remission is on its last leg and I'm about to burn it all down.
Giving, giving, giving.
Understanding, understanding, understanding.
Somehow short end of the stick each time?
The monster is clawing at the trunk right now.
#bpd
Giving, giving, giving.
Understanding, understanding, understanding.
Somehow short end of the stick each time?
The monster is clawing at the trunk right now.
#bpd
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I’m so sick of masking lmaoo
April 30, 2026 at 7:57 PM
I’m so sick of masking lmaoo
How many other people out there with BPD struggling in this moment??
I wanna vomit the world right now.
I wanna vomit the world right now.
May 1, 2026 at 2:41 AM
How many other people out there with BPD struggling in this moment??
I wanna vomit the world right now.
I wanna vomit the world right now.
I remember when speaking my mind used to come so easily to me. One day I got tired of never being heard no matter how passionate I was and I just fell into silence. Now I want to be free of it but it's difficult to crawl out of the pit people abandoned you in. Now it's like "what do I even say?"
May 23, 2025 at 1:58 AM
I remember when speaking my mind used to come so easily to me. One day I got tired of never being heard no matter how passionate I was and I just fell into silence. Now I want to be free of it but it's difficult to crawl out of the pit people abandoned you in. Now it's like "what do I even say?"
I definitely need more leftist friends. Unfortunately, I find myself surrounded by liberal-minded people all the time and the disconnect is real.
March 18, 2025 at 5:17 PM
I definitely need more leftist friends. Unfortunately, I find myself surrounded by liberal-minded people all the time and the disconnect is real.
I have a huge issue with people talking about me to everyone else but me. I wish it didn't bother me as much as it does smh.
March 18, 2025 at 5:14 PM
I have a huge issue with people talking about me to everyone else but me. I wish it didn't bother me as much as it does smh.
Charles could never
December 19, 2024 at 4:31 PM
Charles could never
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December 19, 2024 at 3:02 PM
Age yourself with a movie you saw in the theater as a kid.
December 12, 2024 at 6:53 PM
Age yourself with a movie you saw in the theater as a kid.
I hate when I'm trying to find a 2000s playlist and there's music from like 2014 on that bitch. HOW? WHY? Try again and come back later, please. 😭 what are you doing?
December 12, 2024 at 6:49 PM
I hate when I'm trying to find a 2000s playlist and there's music from like 2014 on that bitch. HOW? WHY? Try again and come back later, please. 😭 what are you doing?
RELATE
December 12, 2024 at 4:07 AM
RELATE
Keemsama is so cute fr fr
December 12, 2024 at 4:04 AM
Keemsama is so cute fr fr
People don't take the time to process their thoughts before they open their mouth and end up speaking sooo motherfucking carelessly. Its exhausting to witness and deal with.
December 11, 2024 at 8:40 PM
People don't take the time to process their thoughts before they open their mouth and end up speaking sooo motherfucking carelessly. Its exhausting to witness and deal with.
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Social media is for socializing. Me commenting/liking ya skeet does not equate to me wanting you
December 9, 2024 at 2:41 PM
Social media is for socializing. Me commenting/liking ya skeet does not equate to me wanting you
Sabrina Carpenter looks like an irl Tiffany Doll [affectionate] and I just think that is mad cute.
December 9, 2024 at 8:01 PM
Sabrina Carpenter looks like an irl Tiffany Doll [affectionate] and I just think that is mad cute.
😂😂😂
Happening now at Washington Square Park: A United Healthcare CEO shooter lookalike competition, including people who intentionally and unintentionally dressed the part.
December 8, 2024 at 3:07 AM
😂😂😂
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A lot of my efforts feel meaningless.
December 8, 2024 at 3:02 AM
A lot of my efforts feel meaningless.
Post somebody you’ve been told you look like, who you definitely don’t look like:
Sanaa Lathan. She's so pretty but I don't o.o would be nice though.
Sanaa Lathan. She's so pretty but I don't o.o would be nice though.
December 5, 2024 at 4:26 PM
Post somebody you’ve been told you look like, who you definitely don’t look like:
Sanaa Lathan. She's so pretty but I don't o.o would be nice though.
Sanaa Lathan. She's so pretty but I don't o.o would be nice though.