evil thoughts and dastardly scribbles
@eviltrans.uk
vent art account. cw messy transsexual brain shit and probably self harm
probably should be 18+
she/her
probably should be 18+
she/her
more people should draw me. I think I've got a very drawable character design
August 7, 2026 at 8:02 PM
more people should draw me. I think I've got a very drawable character design
fuck it. system art
August 7, 2026 at 1:21 AM
fuck it. system art
oh man. both my dad and my friend's very normal lad dude housemate have seen the video of me. I am becoming uneasy about the scale of this lmao
August 6, 2026 at 6:10 PM
oh man. both my dad and my friend's very normal lad dude housemate have seen the video of me. I am becoming uneasy about the scale of this lmao
working in the shadow cabinet. going to the shadow restaurant and eating shadow burgers
August 5, 2026 at 10:17 PM
working in the shadow cabinet. going to the shadow restaurant and eating shadow burgers
chiitan found the vent account..
August 5, 2026 at 12:35 AM
chiitan found the vent account..
man. one of my favourite trans streamers saw my speech and said she thought I was cool. im pretty used to approval from people I look up to nowadays which rules but. idk. she saw such an earnest expression of our core values. in a way that was so fucking us. and she loved it. what a fucking feeling
August 4, 2026 at 11:17 PM
man. one of my favourite trans streamers saw my speech and said she thought I was cool. im pretty used to approval from people I look up to nowadays which rules but. idk. she saw such an earnest expression of our core values. in a way that was so fucking us. and she loved it. what a fucking feeling
cannot fucking believe John cleese fucking posted about me that's so fucking funny
monty python would NEVER work with anything transsexual
monty python would NEVER work with anything transsexual
August 4, 2026 at 9:12 PM
cannot fucking believe John cleese fucking posted about me that's so fucking funny
monty python would NEVER work with anything transsexual
monty python would NEVER work with anything transsexual
joined a new discord server where plurality is a VERY centrally accepted thing and the witch immediately told people about the little girl. I'm so sorry for taking control back but we need to be more careful with that information
August 4, 2026 at 6:06 AM
joined a new discord server where plurality is a VERY centrally accepted thing and the witch immediately told people about the little girl. I'm so sorry for taking control back but we need to be more careful with that information
man progesterone and alcohol is a fun combo
August 4, 2026 at 12:58 AM
man progesterone and alcohol is a fun combo
past me would probably be pretty fuckin envious of present me. I moved out, to the city, Deltarune chapter 5 is out, my boobs are huge and awesome, I actually have some idea what's going on in my head, and I have friends who love me and think I'm cool. because I do cool things. I'm a fuckin witch!!
August 3, 2026 at 11:13 PM
past me would probably be pretty fuckin envious of present me. I moved out, to the city, Deltarune chapter 5 is out, my boobs are huge and awesome, I actually have some idea what's going on in my head, and I have friends who love me and think I'm cool. because I do cool things. I'm a fuckin witch!!
okay now we know shy Bethany is a who comes out when pink and witch are wayy too overstimulated and she's in roughly the same amount of pain as witch I think? but she really sucks at talking to people. I think. not concrete on this yet but it feels about right
August 3, 2026 at 3:51 PM
okay now we know shy Bethany is a who comes out when pink and witch are wayy too overstimulated and she's in roughly the same amount of pain as witch I think? but she really sucks at talking to people. I think. not concrete on this yet but it feels about right
i really wanna go out into somewhere quiet and chill but Mrs bones said we couldn't make it downstairs for a shower last night because of how much pain we're in. guess it will have to wait. beh
August 3, 2026 at 9:03 AM
i really wanna go out into somewhere quiet and chill but Mrs bones said we couldn't make it downstairs for a shower last night because of how much pain we're in. guess it will have to wait. beh
I'm also just now remembering that there was a narrator that showed up at one point. I don't know if she was a full on alter or what. but she just showed up mid mushroom trip and said "hello by the way I'm the narrator. I don't do very much but I see it all" and dipped and the memory's really odd
July 29, 2026 at 3:51 AM
I'm also just now remembering that there was a narrator that showed up at one point. I don't know if she was a full on alter or what. but she just showed up mid mushroom trip and said "hello by the way I'm the narrator. I don't do very much but I see it all" and dipped and the memory's really odd
jotting this down so we don't forget. fka the hider made herself known today and asked to be called Shy Bethany. that's something!! that's a little progress!!!
July 29, 2026 at 12:46 AM
jotting this down so we don't forget. fka the hider made herself known today and asked to be called Shy Bethany. that's something!! that's a little progress!!!
fuck okay maybe I'm calling her pink cause I actually love shop_3 and the quieter version of her we get there. goddamnit lmao shes gonna see this and want to change it. and that's her right. but man. shop 3 is exactly my shit. leant back staring at the sunset, chattin shit to passersby. thats my ass
July 26, 2026 at 5:51 PM
fuck okay maybe I'm calling her pink cause I actually love shop_3 and the quieter version of her we get there. goddamnit lmao shes gonna see this and want to change it. and that's her right. but man. shop 3 is exactly my shit. leant back staring at the sunset, chattin shit to passersby. thats my ass
I think maybe pink just needs to accept the connection she shares with cringe magic/witchy catgirls from indie games about mental health or whatever. I mean we all share it. but it's funny how mad it makes her
FUCK no there's no way I can take the name pink this body is ALREADY named after a cringe catgirl from a video game I CANNOT take "pink" that's so fucking. no. I can't. the witch came out halfway through typing this to literally just laugh at me out loud before letting me keep typing. what the hell
July 26, 2026 at 12:06 PM
I think maybe pink just needs to accept the connection she shares with cringe magic/witchy catgirls from indie games about mental health or whatever. I mean we all share it. but it's funny how mad it makes her
I'm still not confident we've all identified all of us. frankly I'm not sure who I am. I got event memories n stuff so I know it IS real but I'm still feeling doubtful that it is. could be Mrs bones honestly. actually yeah no I'm Mrs bones. why am I questioning this? why does it still not feel real?
July 26, 2026 at 6:10 AM
I'm still not confident we've all identified all of us. frankly I'm not sure who I am. I got event memories n stuff so I know it IS real but I'm still feeling doubtful that it is. could be Mrs bones honestly. actually yeah no I'm Mrs bones. why am I questioning this? why does it still not feel real?
okay. so the more I'm respecting my other alters and not trying to eek in on their fronting time my memories of what they do is getting way worse. generally there's a sense of continuity of what we're doing if it's very directed but otherwise? it's getting very hard to keep track of what we're doing
July 25, 2026 at 5:54 AM
okay. so the more I'm respecting my other alters and not trying to eek in on their fronting time my memories of what they do is getting way worse. generally there's a sense of continuity of what we're doing if it's very directed but otherwise? it's getting very hard to keep track of what we're doing
editing a podcast you recorded pre-realisation that you're plural is so weird because I can still hear quite clearly who was fronting throughout the recording based on how we're talking. very surreal and odd. does mean all of "my" jokes are funny to me again though
July 24, 2026 at 10:00 PM
editing a podcast you recorded pre-realisation that you're plural is so weird because I can still hear quite clearly who was fronting throughout the recording based on how we're talking. very surreal and odd. does mean all of "my" jokes are funny to me again though
if you told younger me we'd grow up to be a transsexual witch supervillainess with multiple personalities I genuinely am not sure how he'd react. depends on the age I guess. but like. I'm not sure hed be disappointed? which I dont think id have been able to say like 5 years ago. so thats something
July 24, 2026 at 3:45 AM
if you told younger me we'd grow up to be a transsexual witch supervillainess with multiple personalities I genuinely am not sure how he'd react. depends on the age I guess. but like. I'm not sure hed be disappointed? which I dont think id have been able to say like 5 years ago. so thats something
FUCK no there's no way I can take the name pink this body is ALREADY named after a cringe catgirl from a video game I CANNOT take "pink" that's so fucking. no. I can't. the witch came out halfway through typing this to literally just laugh at me out loud before letting me keep typing. what the hell
July 24, 2026 at 1:25 AM
FUCK no there's no way I can take the name pink this body is ALREADY named after a cringe catgirl from a video game I CANNOT take "pink" that's so fucking. no. I can't. the witch came out halfway through typing this to literally just laugh at me out loud before letting me keep typing. what the hell
ah shit. I fear my suspicions might have been right. I think I've been deferring all my physical pain to one alter that feels all of it. she told me we had to stay in bed today and she was right goddamn my body hurts
how long have we been hurting this badly?
how long have we been hurting this badly?
July 23, 2026 at 8:49 PM
ah shit. I fear my suspicions might have been right. I think I've been deferring all my physical pain to one alter that feels all of it. she told me we had to stay in bed today and she was right goddamn my body hurts
how long have we been hurting this badly?
how long have we been hurting this badly?
"if we can just listen to each other then im sure we can balance being together" oddly kinda thought I was too old to be learning genuine life lessons from Deltarune. cringe trans unbalanced plural catgirl seeking refuge in her exaggerated characterised alter. fuck!! thats just what ive been doing!!
July 23, 2026 at 1:38 AM
"if we can just listen to each other then im sure we can balance being together" oddly kinda thought I was too old to be learning genuine life lessons from Deltarune. cringe trans unbalanced plural catgirl seeking refuge in her exaggerated characterised alter. fuck!! thats just what ive been doing!!
feel like I should get this down. here's the people in my head I've identified so far.
pink - neurotic. named after the deltarune ch.5 secret boss. doesn't like giving up control. first responder in trauma situations. neurotic. the worrier. handles most interactions. backseat fronter. "sorry"
pink - neurotic. named after the deltarune ch.5 secret boss. doesn't like giving up control. first responder in trauma situations. neurotic. the worrier. handles most interactions. backseat fronter. "sorry"
July 22, 2026 at 3:13 PM
feel like I should get this down. here's the people in my head I've identified so far.
pink - neurotic. named after the deltarune ch.5 secret boss. doesn't like giving up control. first responder in trauma situations. neurotic. the worrier. handles most interactions. backseat fronter. "sorry"
pink - neurotic. named after the deltarune ch.5 secret boss. doesn't like giving up control. first responder in trauma situations. neurotic. the worrier. handles most interactions. backseat fronter. "sorry"
fuuuuck fuck fuck fuck fuck it fell into place it all fell into place. I talked to a plural person and she said it sounded like a thing as well. fuck this might be real
July 21, 2026 at 5:02 PM
fuuuuck fuck fuck fuck fuck it fell into place it all fell into place. I talked to a plural person and she said it sounded like a thing as well. fuck this might be real