Erosive Horror of Depression
@failedperson.pds.witchcraft.systems
Something I can Never Have
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Abandon all hope ye who follow here
day was so good, but keep going back to the one storm cloud in the sky
WHY?!?
it was so good, i need to focus on that
WHY?!?
it was so good, i need to focus on that
October 8, 2026 at 3:34 PM
day was so good, but keep going back to the one storm cloud in the sky
WHY?!?
it was so good, i need to focus on that
WHY?!?
it was so good, i need to focus on that
thinking about getting thumbrings
October 6, 2026 at 6:03 PM
thinking about getting thumbrings
those hardest to stay in touch with are always worth the effort
October 6, 2026 at 6:02 PM
those hardest to stay in touch with are always worth the effort
"you are insecure"
yes, yes i am
yes, yes i am
October 5, 2026 at 3:30 PM
"you are insecure"
yes, yes i am
yes, yes i am
i'm happy for other people
why can't i be happy for me?
and the things i could do to make it better i'm scared to do
to love someone that doesn't love you back and couldn't help you when you needed it is a terrible form of self-inflicted pain
why can't i be happy for me?
and the things i could do to make it better i'm scared to do
to love someone that doesn't love you back and couldn't help you when you needed it is a terrible form of self-inflicted pain
October 1, 2026 at 9:17 AM
i'm happy for other people
why can't i be happy for me?
and the things i could do to make it better i'm scared to do
to love someone that doesn't love you back and couldn't help you when you needed it is a terrible form of self-inflicted pain
why can't i be happy for me?
and the things i could do to make it better i'm scared to do
to love someone that doesn't love you back and couldn't help you when you needed it is a terrible form of self-inflicted pain
Not quite sad
Almost lonely
Nothing worthy of note
Almost lonely
Nothing worthy of note
October 1, 2026 at 2:24 AM
Not quite sad
Almost lonely
Nothing worthy of note
Almost lonely
Nothing worthy of note
I need a new handle
September 23, 2026 at 11:30 PM
I need a new handle
no gods
no monsters
no dreams
no nightmares
know
no monsters
no dreams
no nightmares
know
September 22, 2026 at 11:53 PM
no gods
no monsters
no dreams
no nightmares
know
no monsters
no dreams
no nightmares
know
I’m alive in spite of not wanting to be
September 22, 2026 at 3:21 PM
I’m alive in spite of not wanting to be
I love you, I want to be with you
I don’t want to be your lover or your parner
I just want you to be happy, and I know I can’t make you happy
I don’t want to be your lover or your parner
I just want you to be happy, and I know I can’t make you happy
September 22, 2026 at 3:20 PM
I love you, I want to be with you
I don’t want to be your lover or your parner
I just want you to be happy, and I know I can’t make you happy
I don’t want to be your lover or your parner
I just want you to be happy, and I know I can’t make you happy
To love someone who is a terrible listener is devastating when you don’t feel heard
September 22, 2026 at 7:03 AM
To love someone who is a terrible listener is devastating when you don’t feel heard
just when you think you will never be loved the way you want to be loved
ask yourself, but am i loved?
because not being loved, in any way, is a hell no one deserves
ask yourself, but am i loved?
because not being loved, in any way, is a hell no one deserves
September 21, 2026 at 5:51 PM
just when you think you will never be loved the way you want to be loved
ask yourself, but am i loved?
because not being loved, in any way, is a hell no one deserves
ask yourself, but am i loved?
because not being loved, in any way, is a hell no one deserves
Suppressing the urge to wake up screaming
September 19, 2026 at 11:08 PM
Suppressing the urge to wake up screaming
Still alive
Gonna keep at it for a while
Gonna keep at it for a while
September 19, 2026 at 4:18 PM
Still alive
Gonna keep at it for a while
Gonna keep at it for a while
God is dead, and no one cares
If there is a hell, I'll see you there
If there is a hell, I'll see you there
September 18, 2026 at 4:17 PM
God is dead, and no one cares
If there is a hell, I'll see you there
If there is a hell, I'll see you there
i'm already dreading the holidays
looking into what inpatient programs are available
looking into what inpatient programs are available
September 6, 2026 at 12:44 AM
i'm already dreading the holidays
looking into what inpatient programs are available
looking into what inpatient programs are available
Slowly dying of loneliness
September 5, 2026 at 2:50 AM
Slowly dying of loneliness
Turns out
No one cared
No one cared
September 2, 2026 at 2:04 AM
Turns out
No one cared
No one cared
I have two ways out
I need a third
I need a third
August 25, 2026 at 8:13 PM
I have two ways out
I need a third
I need a third
3678
August 25, 2026 at 5:35 PM
3678
Rumination resolved by validation?
So co-dependent 😕
So co-dependent 😕
August 12, 2026 at 1:00 PM
Rumination resolved by validation?
So co-dependent 😕
So co-dependent 😕
Go out in a blaze of fire
Or
Disappear without warning
Both are offer no closure, and therefore selfish.
Or
Disappear without warning
Both are offer no closure, and therefore selfish.
August 11, 2026 at 1:08 PM
Go out in a blaze of fire
Or
Disappear without warning
Both are offer no closure, and therefore selfish.
Or
Disappear without warning
Both are offer no closure, and therefore selfish.
how is someone being nice to me make me feel like a liar?
August 10, 2026 at 1:30 AM
how is someone being nice to me make me feel like a liar?
a friend forgives you, believes in you
and their reward is when you do the same for someone else
and their reward is when you do the same for someone else
August 7, 2026 at 7:58 PM
a friend forgives you, believes in you
and their reward is when you do the same for someone else
and their reward is when you do the same for someone else
they are away
they will come back
i miss them until they return
they will come back
i miss them until they return
August 6, 2026 at 12:49 PM
they are away
they will come back
i miss them until they return
they will come back
i miss them until they return