FatBoy54
@fatboy54.hogstead.uk
*Blocks blank/postless followers*
47, Gainer, vape monster, bator, beardo, hypnotist, Homo, Trekkie 🖖
DID system 8️⃣🧠
2 socially fronting alters: Chris and Leo
(He/Him/We/Us)
18+ NSFW | UK
Polyamorous
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47, Gainer, vape monster, bator, beardo, hypnotist, Homo, Trekkie 🖖
DID system 8️⃣🧠
2 socially fronting alters: Chris and Leo
(He/Him/We/Us)
18+ NSFW | UK
Polyamorous
linktr.ee/fatboy54
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FatBoy54
@fatboy54.hogstead.uk
· Jul 18
Leo's Vaporium — Body positivity and hedonistic vape pics, vids, and chats with a grumpy but lovable growing megachub Dad!
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Who wants to help support their favorite grumpy, but lovable hedonistic gainer dad as he corrupts the good boys and fills their minds with his clouds?
You do, I know it! 😈😈😈
Let dad encourage you while you support his ever growing dad bod.
Feeders and cloud enthusiasts are most welcome!
You do, I know it! 😈😈😈
Let dad encourage you while you support his ever growing dad bod.
Feeders and cloud enthusiasts are most welcome!
Nearly had a heart attack!
I was putting my prescription delivery away in my meds box that lives under my desk and my fronting ring slipped off.
Frantic search, panicked that I had lost the first gift I ever got from Chris. Looked EVERYWHERE.
Turns out, it fell INTO the box.
JFC! 😰😮💨
I was putting my prescription delivery away in my meds box that lives under my desk and my fronting ring slipped off.
Frantic search, panicked that I had lost the first gift I ever got from Chris. Looked EVERYWHERE.
Turns out, it fell INTO the box.
JFC! 😰😮💨
September 17, 2026 at 7:13 AM
Nearly had a heart attack!
I was putting my prescription delivery away in my meds box that lives under my desk and my fronting ring slipped off.
Frantic search, panicked that I had lost the first gift I ever got from Chris. Looked EVERYWHERE.
Turns out, it fell INTO the box.
JFC! 😰😮💨
I was putting my prescription delivery away in my meds box that lives under my desk and my fronting ring slipped off.
Frantic search, panicked that I had lost the first gift I ever got from Chris. Looked EVERYWHERE.
Turns out, it fell INTO the box.
JFC! 😰😮💨
Another night of shitty, broken sleep.
Leo's breakfast solution...
Leo's breakfast solution...
September 17, 2026 at 6:48 AM
Another night of shitty, broken sleep.
Leo's breakfast solution...
Leo's breakfast solution...
Musical thoughts leaking in from C today...
🎶My mind’s fantastic lie
I lived inside it, falsified
And swore that everything was fine.
A brilliant scene of sweet serenity,
My mind’s fantastic lie…🎶
🎶My mind’s fantastic lie
I lived inside it, falsified
And swore that everything was fine.
A brilliant scene of sweet serenity,
My mind’s fantastic lie…🎶
September 16, 2026 at 12:35 PM
Musical thoughts leaking in from C today...
🎶My mind’s fantastic lie
I lived inside it, falsified
And swore that everything was fine.
A brilliant scene of sweet serenity,
My mind’s fantastic lie…🎶
🎶My mind’s fantastic lie
I lived inside it, falsified
And swore that everything was fine.
A brilliant scene of sweet serenity,
My mind’s fantastic lie…🎶
Was gonna save this for Chris to make when he's better, but it's a super easy edit and I can do it myself...
(Sound on)
This is the sort of thing that goes through my (Leo's) mind when we end up giggly-stoned... 😂😂😂
(Sound on)
This is the sort of thing that goes through my (Leo's) mind when we end up giggly-stoned... 😂😂😂
September 16, 2026 at 10:48 AM
Was gonna save this for Chris to make when he's better, but it's a super easy edit and I can do it myself...
(Sound on)
This is the sort of thing that goes through my (Leo's) mind when we end up giggly-stoned... 😂😂😂
(Sound on)
This is the sort of thing that goes through my (Leo's) mind when we end up giggly-stoned... 😂😂😂
*Imagining a future where C returns to hosting*
"Why is my autocorrect full of swear words and American spellings??"
Leo: 😇
"Why is my autocorrect full of swear words and American spellings??"
Leo: 😇
September 15, 2026 at 5:58 PM
*Imagining a future where C returns to hosting*
"Why is my autocorrect full of swear words and American spellings??"
Leo: 😇
"Why is my autocorrect full of swear words and American spellings??"
Leo: 😇
Someone said I seem to be tempted by the darker side of things...
Um, I'm literally wearing the one ring prop replica from the actual Weta Workshop 😉
This is my fronting ring. We used to wear rings to signify which alter we are before everyone knew us well enough to know the difference 😅
Um, I'm literally wearing the one ring prop replica from the actual Weta Workshop 😉
This is my fronting ring. We used to wear rings to signify which alter we are before everyone knew us well enough to know the difference 😅
September 15, 2026 at 5:19 PM
Someone said I seem to be tempted by the darker side of things...
Um, I'm literally wearing the one ring prop replica from the actual Weta Workshop 😉
This is my fronting ring. We used to wear rings to signify which alter we are before everyone knew us well enough to know the difference 😅
Um, I'm literally wearing the one ring prop replica from the actual Weta Workshop 😉
This is my fronting ring. We used to wear rings to signify which alter we are before everyone knew us well enough to know the difference 😅
Wonderful... domestic violence upstairs again....
Might be a 999 call day...
Might be a 999 call day...
September 14, 2026 at 2:31 PM
Wonderful... domestic violence upstairs again....
Might be a 999 call day...
Might be a 999 call day...
Reposted by FatBoy54
As I am now a post transplant patient, this means new hurdles, mostly covering for meds, appointments, and recovery time. Sadly most of this will cost money, especially that of the meds and follow up appointments. I hope to keep up the donate and share as much as possible.
gofund.me/fbf331216
gofund.me/fbf331216
Donate to Fund Post Transplant Recovery and Medical Finance, organized by Willie Jarrett
Since late 2024, I have been on a health journey after being diagnos… Willie Jarrett needs your support for Fund Post Transplant Recovery and Medical Finance
gofund.me
September 13, 2026 at 12:40 PM
As I am now a post transplant patient, this means new hurdles, mostly covering for meds, appointments, and recovery time. Sadly most of this will cost money, especially that of the meds and follow up appointments. I hope to keep up the donate and share as much as possible.
gofund.me/fbf331216
gofund.me/fbf331216
What does a vape demon do when he's exhausted and only had 4 hours of sleep?
Obviously, he takes out his SX mini G Class V2 and hauls on it for dear life!
#vapebear #cloudcheck #beardedvaper #vapedemon #gayvapers #vapelife
Obviously, he takes out his SX mini G Class V2 and hauls on it for dear life!
#vapebear #cloudcheck #beardedvaper #vapedemon #gayvapers #vapelife
September 13, 2026 at 1:27 PM
What does a vape demon do when he's exhausted and only had 4 hours of sleep?
Obviously, he takes out his SX mini G Class V2 and hauls on it for dear life!
#vapebear #cloudcheck #beardedvaper #vapedemon #gayvapers #vapelife
Obviously, he takes out his SX mini G Class V2 and hauls on it for dear life!
#vapebear #cloudcheck #beardedvaper #vapedemon #gayvapers #vapelife
I remember when a good night's sleep was easy.
I remember when there was more than one dream to be had.
I remember what it felt like to belong.
I remember what safety felt like.
I remember feeling whole.
I remember being proud.
I miss it.
I remember when there was more than one dream to be had.
I remember what it felt like to belong.
I remember what safety felt like.
I remember feeling whole.
I remember being proud.
I miss it.
September 12, 2026 at 12:00 PM
I remember when a good night's sleep was easy.
I remember when there was more than one dream to be had.
I remember what it felt like to belong.
I remember what safety felt like.
I remember feeling whole.
I remember being proud.
I miss it.
I remember when there was more than one dream to be had.
I remember what it felt like to belong.
I remember what safety felt like.
I remember feeling whole.
I remember being proud.
I miss it.
Weird DID thing...
Was super stoned and blended with C, and everything felt off. I'm lying there on the sofa thinking "what am I supposed to do with my eyebrows?" 😂😂😂
(We have different resting facial tension)
Was super stoned and blended with C, and everything felt off. I'm lying there on the sofa thinking "what am I supposed to do with my eyebrows?" 😂😂😂
(We have different resting facial tension)
September 11, 2026 at 10:58 PM
Weird DID thing...
Was super stoned and blended with C, and everything felt off. I'm lying there on the sofa thinking "what am I supposed to do with my eyebrows?" 😂😂😂
(We have different resting facial tension)
Was super stoned and blended with C, and everything felt off. I'm lying there on the sofa thinking "what am I supposed to do with my eyebrows?" 😂😂😂
(We have different resting facial tension)
How does your favourite vape demon dry from a shower? 2 big fans and some big clouds 😏😈
September 11, 2026 at 11:13 AM
How does your favourite vape demon dry from a shower? 2 big fans and some big clouds 😏😈
This musical has a lot of meaning for this system. I'm not sure which of us it helped more in 2011.
But right now, life feels like just this. Mechanically performing a life that lost all meaning and direction.
We're surviving, but we're not living... Not yet
But right now, life feels like just this. Mechanically performing a life that lost all meaning and direction.
We're surviving, but we're not living... Not yet
Buffy - Once More, with Feeling - Overture/Going Through the Motions
YouTube video by Samantha Graff
youtu.be
September 11, 2026 at 10:02 AM
This musical has a lot of meaning for this system. I'm not sure which of us it helped more in 2011.
But right now, life feels like just this. Mechanically performing a life that lost all meaning and direction.
We're surviving, but we're not living... Not yet
But right now, life feels like just this. Mechanically performing a life that lost all meaning and direction.
We're surviving, but we're not living... Not yet
🎶They smile, they shift, they turn, they leave
and only fools would still believe!
You dream of love that still persists
But I know no such thing exists! 🎶
So hard to not fall back into the old ways of thinking lately.
and only fools would still believe!
You dream of love that still persists
But I know no such thing exists! 🎶
So hard to not fall back into the old ways of thinking lately.
September 10, 2026 at 10:57 AM
🎶They smile, they shift, they turn, they leave
and only fools would still believe!
You dream of love that still persists
But I know no such thing exists! 🎶
So hard to not fall back into the old ways of thinking lately.
and only fools would still believe!
You dream of love that still persists
But I know no such thing exists! 🎶
So hard to not fall back into the old ways of thinking lately.
Really, scammer? Really? STONER Martinez?
Do you want to include a photo of you holding a hand-written sign saying "definitely not a scam" while you're at it?
🙄🙄🙄
Do you want to include a photo of you holding a hand-written sign saying "definitely not a scam" while you're at it?
🙄🙄🙄
September 9, 2026 at 2:08 PM
Really, scammer? Really? STONER Martinez?
Do you want to include a photo of you holding a hand-written sign saying "definitely not a scam" while you're at it?
🙄🙄🙄
Do you want to include a photo of you holding a hand-written sign saying "definitely not a scam" while you're at it?
🙄🙄🙄
Kinky inky vaper dad lookin for a new chubby vape boy to love and protect and corrupt with hedonistic pleasures 😈
September 9, 2026 at 10:17 AM
Kinky inky vaper dad lookin for a new chubby vape boy to love and protect and corrupt with hedonistic pleasures 😈
We spent most of our life assuming we were singular with no other framework. It made our shifts in identity, agency and decisions feel chaotic and insane. Understanding our DID didn’t make us feel more fragmented, it finally made our life make sense.
We're not broken just because we're in pieces 🧩
We're not broken just because we're in pieces 🧩
September 9, 2026 at 9:30 AM
We spent most of our life assuming we were singular with no other framework. It made our shifts in identity, agency and decisions feel chaotic and insane. Understanding our DID didn’t make us feel more fragmented, it finally made our life make sense.
We're not broken just because we're in pieces 🧩
We're not broken just because we're in pieces 🧩
Chris is doing better in recent days. Learning to trust his mind again. Learning that he's not responsible for other people's trauma-lensed reactions and interpretations. He's still terrified and broken, but he'll pull through with help.
Thank you to those who have supported us 🙏
1/2
Thank you to those who have supported us 🙏
1/2
September 9, 2026 at 7:52 AM
Chris is doing better in recent days. Learning to trust his mind again. Learning that he's not responsible for other people's trauma-lensed reactions and interpretations. He's still terrified and broken, but he'll pull through with help.
Thank you to those who have supported us 🙏
1/2
Thank you to those who have supported us 🙏
1/2
I think these photos from 2011 are actually me instead of Chris.
Was the period after our last breakup where we suspect I was the primary identity state.
Also, when we started wearing black hats all the time.
I think you can see it in our lower eyelids that they're carrying the "Leo tension" 🤔
Was the period after our last breakup where we suspect I was the primary identity state.
Also, when we started wearing black hats all the time.
I think you can see it in our lower eyelids that they're carrying the "Leo tension" 🤔
September 8, 2026 at 6:59 PM
I think these photos from 2011 are actually me instead of Chris.
Was the period after our last breakup where we suspect I was the primary identity state.
Also, when we started wearing black hats all the time.
I think you can see it in our lower eyelids that they're carrying the "Leo tension" 🤔
Was the period after our last breakup where we suspect I was the primary identity state.
Also, when we started wearing black hats all the time.
I think you can see it in our lower eyelids that they're carrying the "Leo tension" 🤔
That's a bit on the nose for us...
September 8, 2026 at 9:46 AM
That's a bit on the nose for us...
I may be exhausted beyond belief...
I may be a mental mess...
C may still be a long way off of hosting this system again...
I may be nauseated from anxiety meds...
I may be struggling to figure out where I even fit in this world anymore...
But, I'm still hella pretty 😏
I may be a mental mess...
C may still be a long way off of hosting this system again...
I may be nauseated from anxiety meds...
I may be struggling to figure out where I even fit in this world anymore...
But, I'm still hella pretty 😏
September 8, 2026 at 8:19 AM
I may be exhausted beyond belief...
I may be a mental mess...
C may still be a long way off of hosting this system again...
I may be nauseated from anxiety meds...
I may be struggling to figure out where I even fit in this world anymore...
But, I'm still hella pretty 😏
I may be a mental mess...
C may still be a long way off of hosting this system again...
I may be nauseated from anxiety meds...
I may be struggling to figure out where I even fit in this world anymore...
But, I'm still hella pretty 😏
Update: Spoke to the GP.
They're prescribing a beta blocker that can inhibit the effects of adrenaline and keep the anxiety attacks under control.
Won't help with racing thoughts, but they shouldn't translate into "my chest feels tight and my arms are going numb again"
Progress for me I guess 🤷♂️
They're prescribing a beta blocker that can inhibit the effects of adrenaline and keep the anxiety attacks under control.
Won't help with racing thoughts, but they shouldn't translate into "my chest feels tight and my arms are going numb again"
Progress for me I guess 🤷♂️
September 7, 2026 at 11:06 AM
Update: Spoke to the GP.
They're prescribing a beta blocker that can inhibit the effects of adrenaline and keep the anxiety attacks under control.
Won't help with racing thoughts, but they shouldn't translate into "my chest feels tight and my arms are going numb again"
Progress for me I guess 🤷♂️
They're prescribing a beta blocker that can inhibit the effects of adrenaline and keep the anxiety attacks under control.
Won't help with racing thoughts, but they shouldn't translate into "my chest feels tight and my arms are going numb again"
Progress for me I guess 🤷♂️
Fuck fuck fuck it all!
Not only dealing with an anxiety attack and work and shit, but the council just showed up to do major works on the flat. I don't have the keys to the back door or gate, I don't have clothes to hand to throw on to be presentable...
Thanks coucil for making this way worse! 🤬🤬🤬
Not only dealing with an anxiety attack and work and shit, but the council just showed up to do major works on the flat. I don't have the keys to the back door or gate, I don't have clothes to hand to throw on to be presentable...
Thanks coucil for making this way worse! 🤬🤬🤬
September 7, 2026 at 7:50 AM
Fuck fuck fuck it all!
Not only dealing with an anxiety attack and work and shit, but the council just showed up to do major works on the flat. I don't have the keys to the back door or gate, I don't have clothes to hand to throw on to be presentable...
Thanks coucil for making this way worse! 🤬🤬🤬
Not only dealing with an anxiety attack and work and shit, but the council just showed up to do major works on the flat. I don't have the keys to the back door or gate, I don't have clothes to hand to throw on to be presentable...
Thanks coucil for making this way worse! 🤬🤬🤬