Let the Thoughts™️ commence

Kinda cringe ig but it's my first day back at work tomorrow and ki da dreading it

Will probably eat some chocolate in bed (I know I shouldn't) for a bit of dopamine

A mutual on my main deactivated ages ago, came back recently, then has seemingly deactivated again almost immediately

Maybe you have your reasons, but at that point it feels like being messed around

A problem I have is if I'm alone with my thoughts at night, I have existential dread. So I either go to bed at a reasonable time, but lie there with The Thoughts™️, or stay up until I'm at the point I immediately drop off whenever I do get in to bed

I ate too much and now I'm bloated af

I am learning things I both like and dislike about myself as I get older

I hate having dyspraxia

I've been to the shop and back three times today because my head is all over the place and I keep forgetting different things

Kinda depressed today (idk why nothing happened) but Lily is looking after me

I'm constantly in my own head lately over if anyone actually likes me. The only exception being my partner, probably because I trust them so implicitly. But I've never been this insecure and I don't like it.

Vent account. Basically for thoughts I want to throw in to the void where I don't have hundreds of followers. Unsure if I'll use it long-term, but want to see if it helps me.