Futonburi
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Futonburi
@futonburi.bsky.social
· Aug 14
比離開更痛苦的，就是離不開。
想放棄卻又捨不得，
想繼續卻又覺得沒有意義；
明知看不到希望，卻始終沒有勇氣走出去。
結果，
我們一直耗在不喜歡的工作，
待在不喜歡的地方，
守著得不到回應的愛，
糾纏在要斷不斷的關係，
陷在痛苦的情境裡反覆折磨著。
- 空轉不如自轉
想放棄卻又捨不得，
想繼續卻又覺得沒有意義；
明知看不到希望，卻始終沒有勇氣走出去。
結果，
我們一直耗在不喜歡的工作，
待在不喜歡的地方，
守著得不到回應的愛，
糾纏在要斷不斷的關係，
陷在痛苦的情境裡反覆折磨著。
- 空轉不如自轉
September 30, 2026 at 3:01 PM
Sigh… I want to exercise… I want to go back to sports…
When can I start exercising…
So much excess energy I’m almost imploding… ><
When can I start exercising…
So much excess energy I’m almost imploding… ><
September 29, 2026 at 11:08 AM
Sigh… I want to exercise… I want to go back to sports…
When can I start exercising…
So much excess energy I’m almost imploding… ><
When can I start exercising…
So much excess energy I’m almost imploding… ><
I’ve made a mistake today with my coffee and…
It tastes… really good???
😳
It tastes… really good???
😳
September 21, 2026 at 5:43 AM
I’ve made a mistake today with my coffee and…
It tastes… really good???
😳
It tastes… really good???
😳
I might… or might have not… done an impulsive thing again…
September 16, 2026 at 12:10 PM
I might… or might have not… done an impulsive thing again…
Hellooooooo insomnia.
Dang it. I hate it when u come and visit.
orz
Dang it. I hate it when u come and visit.
orz
September 15, 2026 at 8:03 PM
Hellooooooo insomnia.
Dang it. I hate it when u come and visit.
orz
Dang it. I hate it when u come and visit.
orz
うわー
すごいね〜この作品って..
トピックはちょっと重いし、そして何度もなんかちょっと泣いてったけど...
やっぱすごいよ〜
漫画を読みたい〜
でもでもね〜
英語のタイトル「Journal with Witch」って...
なにそれ..？変.
「Diary of a Foreign Land」
とか...
「Diary of Another Country」
のほうがいいじゃないか？
すごいね〜この作品って..
トピックはちょっと重いし、そして何度もなんかちょっと泣いてったけど...
やっぱすごいよ〜
漫画を読みたい〜
でもでもね〜
英語のタイトル「Journal with Witch」って...
なにそれ..？変.
「Diary of a Foreign Land」
とか...
「Diary of Another Country」
のほうがいいじゃないか？
September 7, 2026 at 10:22 AM
うわー
すごいね〜この作品って..
トピックはちょっと重いし、そして何度もなんかちょっと泣いてったけど...
やっぱすごいよ〜
漫画を読みたい〜
でもでもね〜
英語のタイトル「Journal with Witch」って...
なにそれ..？変.
「Diary of a Foreign Land」
とか...
「Diary of Another Country」
のほうがいいじゃないか？
すごいね〜この作品って..
トピックはちょっと重いし、そして何度もなんかちょっと泣いてったけど...
やっぱすごいよ〜
漫画を読みたい〜
でもでもね〜
英語のタイトル「Journal with Witch」って...
なにそれ..？変.
「Diary of a Foreign Land」
とか...
「Diary of Another Country」
のほうがいいじゃないか？
Nani??! Excuse moi??
What do u mean I need to invest in at least another 50 bucks for a microSD express card for the switch 2….???
🔥😡😫🔥😡😫🔥😡😫
What do u mean I need to invest in at least another 50 bucks for a microSD express card for the switch 2….???
🔥😡😫🔥😡😫🔥😡😫
Jazz Emu The Jazz Emu
ALT: Jazz Emu The Jazz Emu
static.klipy.com
September 5, 2026 at 2:10 PM
Nani??! Excuse moi??
What do u mean I need to invest in at least another 50 bucks for a microSD express card for the switch 2….???
🔥😡😫🔥😡😫🔥😡😫
What do u mean I need to invest in at least another 50 bucks for a microSD express card for the switch 2….???
🔥😡😫🔥😡😫🔥😡😫
Had the weirdest dream of my Gibson taking a hit when passed to a friend (who is he?? I dun even know him irl?? Lol~) and the headstock… broke..!!
And I can’t find my warranty paper/some paperworks anywhere..
But strangely I was only panicking a little in the dream. A teeny tiny bit..
How queer….
And I can’t find my warranty paper/some paperworks anywhere..
But strangely I was only panicking a little in the dream. A teeny tiny bit..
How queer….
Jaime French Youtube
ALT: Jaime French Youtube
static.klipy.com
September 5, 2026 at 4:14 AM
Had the weirdest dream of my Gibson taking a hit when passed to a friend (who is he?? I dun even know him irl?? Lol~) and the headstock… broke..!!
And I can’t find my warranty paper/some paperworks anywhere..
But strangely I was only panicking a little in the dream. A teeny tiny bit..
How queer….
And I can’t find my warranty paper/some paperworks anywhere..
But strangely I was only panicking a little in the dream. A teeny tiny bit..
How queer….
Finally home…
I miss my stuff! Esp moi bed!
Bed! Do u miss me??
*flips and flops dramatically onto fluffy bed*
I miss my stuff! Esp moi bed!
Bed! Do u miss me??
*flips and flops dramatically onto fluffy bed*
Epic Bed Backflip in Hotel Room
ALT: Epic Bed Backflip in Hotel Room
static.klipy.com
September 1, 2026 at 6:47 PM
Finally home…
I miss my stuff! Esp moi bed!
Bed! Do u miss me??
*flips and flops dramatically onto fluffy bed*
I miss my stuff! Esp moi bed!
Bed! Do u miss me??
*flips and flops dramatically onto fluffy bed*
Need to:
Pack things for friend.
Send said things to friend.
Clean and descale the espresso machine.
Pack my beans and stuff them into the freezer.
Get my guitar (yes I’ve finally settled on one go me!)
Reply to emails.
Go swim.
Go bat.
Practise solo.
Still considering if I shd go salon… hmm…
Pack things for friend.
Send said things to friend.
Clean and descale the espresso machine.
Pack my beans and stuff them into the freezer.
Get my guitar (yes I’ve finally settled on one go me!)
Reply to emails.
Go swim.
Go bat.
Practise solo.
Still considering if I shd go salon… hmm…
August 24, 2026 at 4:19 AM
Need to:
Pack things for friend.
Send said things to friend.
Clean and descale the espresso machine.
Pack my beans and stuff them into the freezer.
Get my guitar (yes I’ve finally settled on one go me!)
Reply to emails.
Go swim.
Go bat.
Practise solo.
Still considering if I shd go salon… hmm…
Pack things for friend.
Send said things to friend.
Clean and descale the espresso machine.
Pack my beans and stuff them into the freezer.
Get my guitar (yes I’ve finally settled on one go me!)
Reply to emails.
Go swim.
Go bat.
Practise solo.
Still considering if I shd go salon… hmm…
Omg I can’t make my coffee today…
The machine needs its cleaning cycle.
Like, I wish the machine wld warn me abt this 2-3cups of espresso b4 hand instead of just shutting down like tt. I mean it makes sense right? Since u have a countdown going on in there.
Now what am I going to do w/o me joe?
🫠
The machine needs its cleaning cycle.
Like, I wish the machine wld warn me abt this 2-3cups of espresso b4 hand instead of just shutting down like tt. I mean it makes sense right? Since u have a countdown going on in there.
Now what am I going to do w/o me joe?
🫠
August 21, 2026 at 5:08 AM
Omg I can’t make my coffee today…
The machine needs its cleaning cycle.
Like, I wish the machine wld warn me abt this 2-3cups of espresso b4 hand instead of just shutting down like tt. I mean it makes sense right? Since u have a countdown going on in there.
Now what am I going to do w/o me joe?
🫠
The machine needs its cleaning cycle.
Like, I wish the machine wld warn me abt this 2-3cups of espresso b4 hand instead of just shutting down like tt. I mean it makes sense right? Since u have a countdown going on in there.
Now what am I going to do w/o me joe?
🫠
Went down to the guitar shop again to test. I think I really do have a thing for fender’s teles.
Originally I was gonna get the Ferrari teles but decided to give another tele a test. And omg the sound of the Ritchie Kotzen…
But the neck…. So thick… orz
Originally I was gonna get the Ferrari teles but decided to give another tele a test. And omg the sound of the Ritchie Kotzen…
But the neck…. So thick… orz
August 19, 2026 at 2:50 PM
Went down to the guitar shop again to test. I think I really do have a thing for fender’s teles.
Originally I was gonna get the Ferrari teles but decided to give another tele a test. And omg the sound of the Ritchie Kotzen…
But the neck…. So thick… orz
Originally I was gonna get the Ferrari teles but decided to give another tele a test. And omg the sound of the Ritchie Kotzen…
But the neck…. So thick… orz
Holy sheet…????
Managed to catch the live action movies of Nodame Cantabile on the plane and…
What do you mean all the piano performances by Nodame are performed by LANG LANG???
How evennnnnn???
How did they manage to roped him in??? O___O
Managed to catch the live action movies of Nodame Cantabile on the plane and…
What do you mean all the piano performances by Nodame are performed by LANG LANG???
How evennnnnn???
How did they manage to roped him in??? O___O
August 17, 2026 at 2:20 PM
Holy sheet…????
Managed to catch the live action movies of Nodame Cantabile on the plane and…
What do you mean all the piano performances by Nodame are performed by LANG LANG???
How evennnnnn???
How did they manage to roped him in??? O___O
Managed to catch the live action movies of Nodame Cantabile on the plane and…
What do you mean all the piano performances by Nodame are performed by LANG LANG???
How evennnnnn???
How did they manage to roped him in??? O___O
帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね
August 17, 2026 at 8:09 AM
帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね帰りたくね
“Nando demo
Nando demo sakebu
Kono kurai yoru no kaijuu ni natte mo”
Managed to get the shots below after post-processing!
There’s really whole world/s out there..
Just staring at it and thinking about the possibilities kinda makes my heart ache..
I’m gonna miss the night skies here…
🥲
Nando demo sakebu
Kono kurai yoru no kaijuu ni natte mo”
Managed to get the shots below after post-processing!
There’s really whole world/s out there..
Just staring at it and thinking about the possibilities kinda makes my heart ache..
I’m gonna miss the night skies here…
🥲
August 16, 2026 at 5:17 PM
“Nando demo
Nando demo sakebu
Kono kurai yoru no kaijuu ni natte mo”
Managed to get the shots below after post-processing!
There’s really whole world/s out there..
Just staring at it and thinking about the possibilities kinda makes my heart ache..
I’m gonna miss the night skies here…
🥲
Nando demo sakebu
Kono kurai yoru no kaijuu ni natte mo”
Managed to get the shots below after post-processing!
There’s really whole world/s out there..
Just staring at it and thinking about the possibilities kinda makes my heart ache..
I’m gonna miss the night skies here…
🥲
Looking at pretties again today.
Was srsly considering that acoustic big baby coz for some reason it was esp nice to handle and play today… until I reminded myself I have way too many acoustics.. orz
Was srsly considering that acoustic big baby coz for some reason it was esp nice to handle and play today… until I reminded myself I have way too many acoustics.. orz
August 15, 2026 at 8:47 AM
Looking at pretties again today.
Was srsly considering that acoustic big baby coz for some reason it was esp nice to handle and play today… until I reminded myself I have way too many acoustics.. orz
Was srsly considering that acoustic big baby coz for some reason it was esp nice to handle and play today… until I reminded myself I have way too many acoustics.. orz
比離開更痛苦的，就是離不開。
想放棄卻又捨不得，
想繼續卻又覺得沒有意義；
明知看不到希望，卻始終沒有勇氣走出去。
結果，
我們一直耗在不喜歡的工作，
待在不喜歡的地方，
守著得不到回應的愛，
糾纏在要斷不斷的關係，
陷在痛苦的情境裡反覆折磨著。
- 空轉不如自轉
想放棄卻又捨不得，
想繼續卻又覺得沒有意義；
明知看不到希望，卻始終沒有勇氣走出去。
結果，
我們一直耗在不喜歡的工作，
待在不喜歡的地方，
守著得不到回應的愛，
糾纏在要斷不斷的關係，
陷在痛苦的情境裡反覆折磨著。
- 空轉不如自轉
August 14, 2026 at 4:58 PM
比離開更痛苦的，就是離不開。
想放棄卻又捨不得，
想繼續卻又覺得沒有意義；
明知看不到希望，卻始終沒有勇氣走出去。
結果，
我們一直耗在不喜歡的工作，
待在不喜歡的地方，
守著得不到回應的愛，
糾纏在要斷不斷的關係，
陷在痛苦的情境裡反覆折磨著。
- 空轉不如自轉
想放棄卻又捨不得，
想繼續卻又覺得沒有意義；
明知看不到希望，卻始終沒有勇氣走出去。
結果，
我們一直耗在不喜歡的工作，
待在不喜歡的地方，
守著得不到回應的愛，
糾纏在要斷不斷的關係，
陷在痛苦的情境裡反覆折磨著。
- 空轉不如自轉
Just tried the Yamaha THR30ii that was so highly praised and…
It was… okay…ish??
I was so looking forward to getting it but the sound…. :((
Maybe a modeling amp is not for me…
It was… okay…ish??
I was so looking forward to getting it but the sound…. :((
Maybe a modeling amp is not for me…
August 14, 2026 at 7:13 AM
Just tried the Yamaha THR30ii that was so highly praised and…
It was… okay…ish??
I was so looking forward to getting it but the sound…. :((
Maybe a modeling amp is not for me…
It was… okay…ish??
I was so looking forward to getting it but the sound…. :((
Maybe a modeling amp is not for me…
I love vacations.
Away from the usual everyday humdrum.
Away from meeting expectations and judgey eyes..
Just somewhere a little bit unfamiliar, where I can meet myself, yes meet.
Snuggled in with a new book at the end of the day.
I doubt I will read much but the process is just so comforting…
Away from the usual everyday humdrum.
Away from meeting expectations and judgey eyes..
Just somewhere a little bit unfamiliar, where I can meet myself, yes meet.
Snuggled in with a new book at the end of the day.
I doubt I will read much but the process is just so comforting…
August 12, 2026 at 4:25 PM
I love vacations.
Away from the usual everyday humdrum.
Away from meeting expectations and judgey eyes..
Just somewhere a little bit unfamiliar, where I can meet myself, yes meet.
Snuggled in with a new book at the end of the day.
I doubt I will read much but the process is just so comforting…
Away from the usual everyday humdrum.
Away from meeting expectations and judgey eyes..
Just somewhere a little bit unfamiliar, where I can meet myself, yes meet.
Snuggled in with a new book at the end of the day.
I doubt I will read much but the process is just so comforting…
Had the funniest moment in a farming domain during coop, when I was chasing a Zhongli with my Raiden and he just kept running away XD
Should hv used a Childe, or maybe even Neuvillette to chase him ard keke~
#Genshin
Should hv used a Childe, or maybe even Neuvillette to chase him ard keke~
#Genshin
March 15, 2024 at 5:35 PM
Had the funniest moment in a farming domain during coop, when I was chasing a Zhongli with my Raiden and he just kept running away XD
Should hv used a Childe, or maybe even Neuvillette to chase him ard keke~
#Genshin
Should hv used a Childe, or maybe even Neuvillette to chase him ard keke~
#Genshin
Hey ho.
Hv not been posting much as I’m in the middle of something, and just hv no mood😞
Then Itto happened! Ahh!!
Srsly, I don’t recall this much joy in getting a char since Xiao, Zhongli, or even Childe.
If I hv to pick one char to hang out w in Teyvet, it hv to be this Baka Oni♥︎
#Genshin
Hv not been posting much as I’m in the middle of something, and just hv no mood😞
Then Itto happened! Ahh!!
Srsly, I don’t recall this much joy in getting a char since Xiao, Zhongli, or even Childe.
If I hv to pick one char to hang out w in Teyvet, it hv to be this Baka Oni♥︎
#Genshin
March 13, 2024 at 8:39 PM
Hey ho.
Hv not been posting much as I’m in the middle of something, and just hv no mood😞
Then Itto happened! Ahh!!
Srsly, I don’t recall this much joy in getting a char since Xiao, Zhongli, or even Childe.
If I hv to pick one char to hang out w in Teyvet, it hv to be this Baka Oni♥︎
#Genshin
Hv not been posting much as I’m in the middle of something, and just hv no mood😞
Then Itto happened! Ahh!!
Srsly, I don’t recall this much joy in getting a char since Xiao, Zhongli, or even Childe.
If I hv to pick one char to hang out w in Teyvet, it hv to be this Baka Oni♥︎
#Genshin
S04E15 House's Head, and S04E16 Wilson's Heart, have got to be one of the best, if not the best episodes of the series.
I keep forgetting how fked up and brilliant that season finale was.
So damn fked up like srsly omg. It's like an abrupt massive slap to the face. Goddammit. *smh*
#HouseMD
I keep forgetting how fked up and brilliant that season finale was.
So damn fked up like srsly omg. It's like an abrupt massive slap to the face. Goddammit. *smh*
#HouseMD
March 6, 2024 at 9:54 PM
S04E15 House's Head, and S04E16 Wilson's Heart, have got to be one of the best, if not the best episodes of the series.
I keep forgetting how fked up and brilliant that season finale was.
So damn fked up like srsly omg. It's like an abrupt massive slap to the face. Goddammit. *smh*
#HouseMD
I keep forgetting how fked up and brilliant that season finale was.
So damn fked up like srsly omg. It's like an abrupt massive slap to the face. Goddammit. *smh*
#HouseMD
And I actually managed to win a 4star lightcone from the Gacha game in Penacony.
A gacha game in a gacha game.
Surely I'm not addicted.
Or am I..?
I need more Aideen tokens pls.
#HonkaiStarRail
A gacha game in a gacha game.
Surely I'm not addicted.
Or am I..?
I need more Aideen tokens pls.
#HonkaiStarRail
March 6, 2024 at 10:59 AM
And I actually managed to win a 4star lightcone from the Gacha game in Penacony.
A gacha game in a gacha game.
Surely I'm not addicted.
Or am I..?
I need more Aideen tokens pls.
#HonkaiStarRail
A gacha game in a gacha game.
Surely I'm not addicted.
Or am I..?
I need more Aideen tokens pls.
#HonkaiStarRail