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psychotic rambles
speaks in literals
And if you want me dead, then why are you even fuckin here in the first place? Go away. You don't need to play along with the bullshit game you created. Unlike myself who has never had any fuckin choice on the matter.
So the fact that after telling you that seeing mimics causes visible symptoms, my breathing becoming erratic, that *YOU* brought to MY attention, and you *STILL* send mimics, tells me you want me dead.
So just want to comment on something because health is important and blahblah. So you've noticed, at times, the more labored breathing... Basically, you've noticed a physical symptom of the (C)PTSD I've been telling you this has given me. Good job. Maybe stop doing the thing that causes it.
October 1, 2026 at 7:55 PM
So the fact that after telling you that seeing mimics causes visible symptoms, my breathing becoming erratic, that *YOU* brought to MY attention, and you *STILL* send mimics, tells me you want me dead.
So just want to comment on something because health is important and blahblah. So you've noticed, at times, the more labored breathing... Basically, you've noticed a physical symptom of the (C)PTSD I've been telling you this has given me. Good job. Maybe stop doing the thing that causes it.
October 1, 2026 at 6:51 PM
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Max was SUCH a good boy this morning. He ate ALL of his dog food right out of his bowl. 🥹

Please congratulate him immediately. This is a major achievement and he deserves recognition for his bravery.

#GoodBoy #DogLife
September 30, 2026 at 12:59 PM
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Go For It Ladies.......
September 30, 2026 at 9:43 AM
So just want to comment on something because health is important and blahblah. So you've noticed, at times, the more labored breathing... Basically, you've noticed a physical symptom of the (C)PTSD I've been telling you this has given me. Good job. Maybe stop doing the thing that causes it.
September 30, 2026 at 7:59 PM
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i doodled hedgehog.. #Sonadow
September 30, 2026 at 4:50 PM
Ah, this is misworded. "Not as much what I do want, and hope for." is what I wanted. I meant to imply I talk more about my dislikes than likes. And that has been a problem. Anyways, actually done now unless I see a similar typo.
I ramble a lot about what I don't want. Not as much as what I do want, and hope for. But instead, today, let's talk about what I actually plan to do with my life. And I guess, briefly, that's simply what I've been doing. Reading, learning, sleeping, errands.
September 29, 2026 at 6:55 PM
Everyone has proven that simply you're not there for me and never will be. So as I've stated elsewhere, I simply cannot rely or trust any of you. I'm speaking 'globally' here, not to individuals or specific entities, to be clear on that. And I'm done now. Have a nice day.
You aren't aware of it. When I'm taking my trustfalls, you all consistently let me hit the ground. I need to spell it out painfully for you, and then is it even a test or a trustfall? No, but yet, you still manage to fail those. It's astonishing, really.
I've implied and mentioned before that (probably) most of the time, I know that I'm being tested in some way. Not necessarily on what or how or what's expected of me. But that something is wrong here, right? I don't think you all can say the same thing.
September 29, 2026 at 6:52 PM
You aren't aware of it. When I'm taking my trustfalls, you all consistently let me hit the ground. I need to spell it out painfully for you, and then is it even a test or a trustfall? No, but yet, you still manage to fail those. It's astonishing, really.
I've implied and mentioned before that (probably) most of the time, I know that I'm being tested in some way. Not necessarily on what or how or what's expected of me. But that something is wrong here, right? I don't think you all can say the same thing.
I've been there. I've done that. The circumstances still change before I can keep up with them mentally or emotionally and I really don't care.
September 29, 2026 at 6:50 PM
I've implied and mentioned before that (probably) most of the time, I know that I'm being tested in some way. Not necessarily on what or how or what's expected of me. But that something is wrong here, right? I don't think you all can say the same thing.
I've been there. I've done that. The circumstances still change before I can keep up with them mentally or emotionally and I really don't care.
But an actual one directly calling on me to act with tangible consequences. I think even then, I probably would just roll my eyes at the idiocy of it and walk away. I don't think there's much here anymore that can affect me, or make me do something you'd like.
September 29, 2026 at 6:49 PM
I've been there. I've done that. The circumstances still change before I can keep up with them mentally or emotionally and I really don't care.
But an actual one directly calling on me to act with tangible consequences. I think even then, I probably would just roll my eyes at the idiocy of it and walk away. I don't think there's much here anymore that can affect me, or make me do something you'd like.
This is getting off-topic. But in fiction, the thing you all seemingly love to compare my life to, there's a thing called a 'call-to-action' or similar. And I think at this point, even if there really was one. Not someone shouting across a room or the internet vibes.
September 29, 2026 at 6:47 PM
But an actual one directly calling on me to act with tangible consequences. I think even then, I probably would just roll my eyes at the idiocy of it and walk away. I don't think there's much here anymore that can affect me, or make me do something you'd like.
This is getting off-topic. But in fiction, the thing you all seemingly love to compare my life to, there's a thing called a 'call-to-action' or similar. And I think at this point, even if there really was one. Not someone shouting across a room or the internet vibes.
I'm sick of traveling. Was probably sick of it in April or May really. I genuinely enjoy this more. Traveling is kind of empty. If that makes sense. Don't know what else to say.
September 29, 2026 at 6:46 PM
This is getting off-topic. But in fiction, the thing you all seemingly love to compare my life to, there's a thing called a 'call-to-action' or similar. And I think at this point, even if there really was one. Not someone shouting across a room or the internet vibes.
I'm sick of traveling. Was probably sick of it in April or May really. I genuinely enjoy this more. Traveling is kind of empty. If that makes sense. Don't know what else to say.
The other shit, to be clear, is similar boring life shit. But trying. Don't really intend on anything exciting for the foreseeable future.
September 29, 2026 at 6:44 PM
I'm sick of traveling. Was probably sick of it in April or May really. I genuinely enjoy this more. Traveling is kind of empty. If that makes sense. Don't know what else to say.
The other shit, to be clear, is similar boring life shit. But trying. Don't really intend on anything exciting for the foreseeable future.
Boring stuff. Intend on visiting my family for Thanksgiving. Then coming back. Probably some other shit I'm not comfortable talking about just yet. Eventually probably some part-time work. Probably after I get back. That's about it.
September 29, 2026 at 6:40 PM
The other shit, to be clear, is similar boring life shit. But trying. Don't really intend on anything exciting for the foreseeable future.
Boring stuff. Intend on visiting my family for Thanksgiving. Then coming back. Probably some other shit I'm not comfortable talking about just yet. Eventually probably some part-time work. Probably after I get back. That's about it.
I ramble a lot about what I don't want. Not as much as what I do want, and hope for. But instead, today, let's talk about what I actually plan to do with my life. And I guess, briefly, that's simply what I've been doing. Reading, learning, sleeping, errands.
September 29, 2026 at 6:39 PM
Boring stuff. Intend on visiting my family for Thanksgiving. Then coming back. Probably some other shit I'm not comfortable talking about just yet. Eventually probably some part-time work. Probably after I get back. That's about it.
I ramble a lot about what I don't want. Not as much as what I do want, and hope for. But instead, today, let's talk about what I actually plan to do with my life. And I guess, briefly, that's simply what I've been doing. Reading, learning, sleeping, errands.
September 29, 2026 at 6:36 PM
I ramble a lot about what I don't want. Not as much as what I do want, and hope for. But instead, today, let's talk about what I actually plan to do with my life. And I guess, briefly, that's simply what I've been doing. Reading, learning, sleeping, errands.
September 29, 2026 at 6:35 PM
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Isn't it nice when there's something we can ALL agree on?

#ReleaseTheUnredactedEPSTEIN-Files
September 27, 2026 at 7:24 PM
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The Kenai River near Cooper Landing
#alaska #kenaipeninsula
July 14, 2026 at 1:36 AM
Oh, the things I'd do if I believed it'd result in UHC(as in the health insurance industry ceases to exist.), student loan forgiveness, something like the Green New Deal, a true privacy bill of rights, and election reform.
September 26, 2026 at 7:34 PM
<- I miss this pupper. :(
September 25, 2026 at 9:05 PM
oh hi
September 25, 2026 at 6:57 PM
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This administration is committing Watergate level crimes multiple times per week—and those are the ones we know about. It’s crazy to think about what else will come out after.

It’s absolutely essential these criminals are held responsible for their crimes. We must end elite impunity.
March 11, 2026 at 3:57 PM
Back to 2. Was going to be a longer rant but just this. "Who?" Anyone that I'd recognize and who will actually show up and say hi.
March 12, 2026 at 12:08 AM
"You need to get a job here to stay."
1. Who said I was staying?
2. I'm literally just here to talk to someone. More later.
3. Remember last year when I said I was spending all my money,(probably ~16k after this month's bills.) and if I don't find any reason to go on, I'm going to sudoku myself?
March 11, 2026 at 11:49 PM