i do Not have celiac disease, also. which was a concern. or a wheat allergy. so yay i can still eat my sourdough bread 💙

dreamed i was taking care of an endangered non-earth viviparous species whose young would eat each other. and i had to physically stop that. a lot. surely directly inspired by this film

okay so two vaccines at once, regardless of the type used, is still rough. woke up 2 hours ago from muscle ache pain. next year i'll just do two separate appointments

anyway the anxiety + side effects are way worse than the withdrawal (still pretty bad) so i'll just ride it out i guess. unless my dr on monday thinks i need to work with a compounding pharmacy to get a proper taper going, idk

so this situation is literally called the rebound effect. when symptoms get worse when a medication is stopped. "yay"

also despite only taking gabapentin/pregabalin for less than a week i am definitely experiencing withdrawal syndromes. i can't fucking believe it. physically dependent after 5 doses

hopefully it's just a "rebound" effect and my nervous system will relax within the week