turble
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side acc for screaming into the void. i delete alot of posts
side acc for screaming into the void. i delete alot of posts
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turble
@halfheartedjest.bsky.social
· Jul 1
for the record if my vents ever start permeating ppls feeds with atrocious bad energy and it starts to feel infectious pleeease feel free to unfollow i do not mind and understand completely. fub free for life
sleep debt goes crrrazy (dead in a ditch)
October 2, 2026 at 12:32 AM
sleep debt goes crrrazy (dead in a ditch)
guys im so stupid anxious i might throw up. my head feels baaaad
October 1, 2026 at 1:14 AM
guys im so stupid anxious i might throw up. my head feels baaaad
im abt to go crazy filled with guilt rn fuuuuckkkkkkk fuck!!!!!
September 30, 2026 at 8:05 PM
im abt to go crazy filled with guilt rn fuuuuckkkkkkk fuck!!!!!
ik my ass is gunna die from a late health diagnosis or whatever bc im recalling that one time i went in for eye pain so bad that i couldn't open them anymore and when the techs asked me how long ive experienced the pain and how i hurt my eye i told them "idk and idr its been over a year now"
September 30, 2026 at 9:53 AM
ik my ass is gunna die from a late health diagnosis or whatever bc im recalling that one time i went in for eye pain so bad that i couldn't open them anymore and when the techs asked me how long ive experienced the pain and how i hurt my eye i told them "idk and idr its been over a year now"
only took me weeks but i kinda rmb how to draw again lmfao
September 26, 2026 at 12:06 PM
only took me weeks but i kinda rmb how to draw again lmfao
i should. do lau dry. and clean the floors........ fuck....
September 26, 2026 at 1:14 AM
i should. do lau dry. and clean the floors........ fuck....
maybe i shoulda gone to therapy LOL
September 25, 2026 at 4:26 AM
maybe i shoulda gone to therapy LOL
<- did not take their antidepressant. this is going to go sooo well.
September 21, 2026 at 11:15 AM
<- did not take their antidepressant. this is going to go sooo well.
yea idunno. i want life to change but that won't happen unless im willing to change which requires me to actually confront my problems. but doing so might trigger some incredibly drastic turn of events so i think ill just continue to swallow everything and let myself burn.
September 21, 2026 at 7:39 AM
yea idunno. i want life to change but that won't happen unless im willing to change which requires me to actually confront my problems. but doing so might trigger some incredibly drastic turn of events so i think ill just continue to swallow everything and let myself burn.
cheesy af maybe but im realizin x/iv straights up is the main thing keeping me going in life rn lmfaooo
September 21, 2026 at 6:59 AM
cheesy af maybe but im realizin x/iv straights up is the main thing keeping me going in life rn lmfaooo
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA🅰️
September 16, 2026 at 5:37 PM
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA🅰️
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been starting a new thing where i hopelessly misplace my phone and spend 20 minutes prolonging bedtime to search for it
September 14, 2026 at 10:57 AM
been starting a new thing where i hopelessly misplace my phone and spend 20 minutes prolonging bedtime to search for it
spent the last two days pushing down thoughts with the compromise of going over them the night before therapy except i do not really remember shit anymore
September 10, 2026 at 10:44 AM
spent the last two days pushing down thoughts with the compromise of going over them the night before therapy except i do not really remember shit anymore
yalls my kid siblings last message to me an hour ago was about a shooter getting into their dorm
September 8, 2026 at 8:12 AM
yalls my kid siblings last message to me an hour ago was about a shooter getting into their dorm
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Sometimes being offered tenderness feels like the very proof that you’ve been ruined.
September 7, 2026 at 7:08 AM
Sometimes being offered tenderness feels like the very proof that you’ve been ruined.
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Yes, there is a place where someone loves you both before and after they learn what you are.
September 7, 2026 at 8:10 AM
Yes, there is a place where someone loves you both before and after they learn what you are.
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As time goes on, the fairies gradually lose their power of enjoyment and suffering so that in the end they live on the memory of feelings they once had.
September 7, 2026 at 10:11 AM
As time goes on, the fairies gradually lose their power of enjoyment and suffering so that in the end they live on the memory of feelings they once had.
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He drinks in the sight of him, mesmerized, committing the moment to memory. This is his. Just this. It's not enough, it's nowhere near enough, but it'll have to do.
September 6, 2026 at 5:18 AM
He drinks in the sight of him, mesmerized, committing the moment to memory. This is his. Just this. It's not enough, it's nowhere near enough, but it'll have to do.
not one person who knows enough of my mother believed it when she said she'd come back, but i know her and i know that outside of us, she has absolutely nothing. and she knows this too. she is a broken woman who's going to live the rest of her life alone because she knows of no other way to live.
September 6, 2026 at 5:53 AM
not one person who knows enough of my mother believed it when she said she'd come back, but i know her and i know that outside of us, she has absolutely nothing. and she knows this too. she is a broken woman who's going to live the rest of her life alone because she knows of no other way to live.
(guy who played s/hb-e/w at a very specific time of their life) i wonder why the plot of the a/ncients and the s/ndered gripped me so strongly (they know why.)
September 1, 2026 at 8:23 AM
(guy who played s/hb-e/w at a very specific time of their life) i wonder why the plot of the a/ncients and the s/ndered gripped me so strongly (they know why.)
god i wish i wasnt so. dead inside.
September 1, 2026 at 8:08 AM
god i wish i wasnt so. dead inside.
ehe. maybe i just need a change in pace. teehee. maybe im like. totally normal. ehehe. i am turning 27 soon and am past the age of throwing tantrums. Blehehhhhhehhhhhhhhhh
September 1, 2026 at 8:08 AM
ehe. maybe i just need a change in pace. teehee. maybe im like. totally normal. ehehe. i am turning 27 soon and am past the age of throwing tantrums. Blehehhhhhehhhhhhhhhh
when everything feels like pulling teeth but i dont wanna go to bed so im contemplating heavily drugging myself to sleep 🫶 haha jk What Fucking Drugs
September 1, 2026 at 8:06 AM
when everything feels like pulling teeth but i dont wanna go to bed so im contemplating heavily drugging myself to sleep 🫶 haha jk What Fucking Drugs